Sometimes there is the night like this when yunho couldn't resist the temptation, to be ao close with the man and he couldn't have him.

after they finish their task together jaejoong already gone in the deep slumber on his bed beside yunho.

yunho close the notebook and stare at his crush for quite a while. He doesn't know what posses him when he lean closer to jaejoong face.

his thumb involuntary caress jaejoong cheeks trailing his nose and lend to his full bottom lip.

  Yunho taste the lips without waiting for his brain to calculate his move, jaejoong is a heavy sleeper, he only stirred in his sleep, yunho observe his sleeping figure and in awe by the perfection.   “this is mine”, he touched jaejoong lips with his thumb, rubbing his own saliva that left on the man lip, his mind is going somewhere else.“i don’t want someone else to touch these lips” he whisper to the thin air.     "This is also mine" he hold jaejoong cheek in his palm, he feels jaejoong warm soft skin sipping through his palm.     he lean closer to jaejoong cheek and planted a kiss on it softly.   Jeajoong turn his head to avoid the intruder on his cheek, disturbing his sleep.   Yunho startled, and realized what he had done, it feels right but also wrong on so many level, he practically molesting his sleeping bestfriend. He feels so guilty when the devil left him alone and snap him to the reality.     “i’m sorry joongie,i have to go, i’m sorry” he said to the sleeping man rush outside from jaejoong room.     jaejoong mother is in the living room watching tv when she see yunho.   “eomma, i’ll back home now” he walk toward jaejoong mother and kiss her on the cheek, feelin more guilty.   “You have finished your homework? Don't you want to stay? Now is a bit too late yunho-ah." I Thought you are staying” he actually he planed to stay but he just couldn't with his condition like this, he couldn't trust himself.   “it’s okay eomma, i’ll be fine, I have something to do”   “where is the sleepy head? Is he asleep already?"   "Ne eomma" She examines yunho pale face with worry     she rises to her feet to walk yunho outside, she loves yunho like her own child.   Yunho steal glance toward this kind lady, jaejoong mother put her hand on yunho back and walk beside him, if she knew that yunho will do bad thing toward her son will she offer him to stay, will she treat him kind like this?   "Drive safely my son"   “i will eomma, sleep well eomma”    mrs.kim accompany him till the gate and wave her hand till yunho’s car nowhere in sight, away from her home.   “Oh god,what have i done to my friend .biyanne jaejoong-ah.”   he drives his car not really paying much attention on the street , his mind playing all the things he did back then in jaejoong room.   He can see his primal instinct to posses, he will be like this sometimes if he saw jaejoong too close to someone else or under too much stress, paranoid that jaejoong someday will leave him or when pessimist side of him strike that there is no way someday kim jaejoong will fall in his arm, then he will wake the beast inside, to take what his no matte how.   “jaejoong, chongmal biyanne, i’m just too afraid” he mu