"I’ll go first yunho-ah , is it okkay?jessica has come to pick me, we want to go watching a movie together, you know, have a date, you go back straight to home ne.. "   Yes, this is Kim Jaejoong, he’s not sensitive  about his friend's feeling , totally blind, all yunho attention gives him it is not   a friend cares but lovers, yes, he is going out with jessica, jessica is ther junior on Shin KI university, majoring in art , where Jaejoong and yunho are in the law major.   "bwoh? Kim Jaejoong, aren't you tired? we had just finished football, how can you just go straight away with your girlfriend with this smelly body"   "yunnie, I've brought clothes with me and I do not smell, I had shower!! I know you can smell my nice scent miles away, come on don't lie" yes he does, he can separete jaejoong unique fragrance from the rest, his nose has a weird kink toward jaejoong scent.   "Jaejoong,i’ll bring you and jessica to yours destination ok? "   "What? No, how could it be? Aish you are, Appa yunnie, I wanna have a date with jessica , what will she said about me if you always accompany me, come on buddy.. "   "I think she's gonna be agree, i’ll send you two?"    “yunho, don’t be so stubborn, i’m going with my girl, what the hell she’ll think about me, always around my best friends he’ll think i’m a weak man, i said don’t”   “be carefull ne,”   Jaejoong just nod, he turn around and walks toward the gates, wave at jessica, suddenly yunho called his name again.   “jae wait”   “what?”   he roll his eyes , impatiently with yunho action, yunho just keep walking toward jaejoong, and pull something from his bag, his jacket.   “don’t get cold joongie, don’t back too late ,ne?”   he wrapped his jacket around jaejoong shoulder and give a smile to jessica.   “ye yunnie, omg, you always acts ike my appa, i’m going now buddy”   Jaejoong puch yunho’s shoulder gently,he does love his friends, but sometime he also confused with his friend act, why yunho always like that, why yunho always see him like he’s a weak person, he want to be strong in yunho eyes too,  he practices boxing, he also like taekwondo, join football team with yunho, he want yunho to realize that someday he won't need yunho to always be around him.   Jaejoong, be careful ne, don’t let anyone harm you, if anyone do that to you what should i do to protect you, don’t be so in love with that girl,she’s not good enough for you, just don’t be too close to anyone other than me, i’m afraid you will trhow me away, what should i do if i don’t have you.   Yunho just see jaejoong walk hand in hand with jessica, his heart really hit by a strange ache, his heart beat uncontrollably , he can’t think straight if he saw jaejoong with someone else, his anger rise suddenly,he kick the grass in the ground harsly and realise he didn’t wear a shoes,his feet nail breake, bleeding, like his heart, but not so much a comparrison, how long he can stay like this, become the shadow for jaejoong, in jaejoong eyes he’s just like a fussy daddy.how long he can take this sorrow by himself.   He stare at them till he can't see them anymore,he walks toward his car,he saw the blood on his nail, he didnt feel bother about it,e