Chapter 9

 Chen pov    I decided to pull myself out of bed today…well more like fell out I bed.    4 days…it's been 4 days since I talked to Minseok…since I kissed him.    I feel kinda stupid for kissing him out of no where but I regret nothing.    "What's up your this morning?" Sehun asked when he walked into the kitchen.    "Nothing. Why do you ask?" he came closer and pulled an apple from the fruit basket and sat at the table.    "Well for starters your making a ing mess over there with all that damn cereal and you had a black cloud over your head for days. What's wrong?" I sighed. I cleaned up my mess and turned towards my curious brother.    "The other day when I was leaving Minsok's house. I…I kinda…kissed him and I don't know how he feels. I did it without thinking."     There was a short silence before he burst into laughter. I glared at him.    "Hyung. Just talk to him. He will never know how you feel unless you do."     When the did my little brother get so wise?!?!    "How do you know?" he smiled once more.    "Because Luhan finally told me he loved me."    That shy little boy finally said it?!    "When?! Tell me everything!!" He giggled but turned his chair towards me and told his story.    "It was a few days ago when you left for Minseok's house. Luhan came over and seemed more distant than usual. When I tried to ask him about it he just avoided the question. So I got a little angry And blew up on him. We didn't talk after that until he called me yesterday and finally confessed everything to me."    I got up and hug Sehun to my chest.     "Ok ok Hyung you can let me go now!!"     "Good job kid!"     "Thanks Hyung…"    When I went to my room I put some clothes on and brushed my teeth.     I sat down at my keyboard…whenever I'm stressed or confused…I sing…    "When the visions around you  Bring tears to your eyes  And all that surrounds you Are secrets and lies."    I could hear the doorbell from down stairs but I ignored it.   "I'll be your strength I'll give you hope K