YOONMI’S POV

I ran to my room without looking at them. Especially him. I can't. I don't even have the guts to talk to them. It hurts. It's so ing hurts. So all this time, I am living in this world with full of lies. 

I locked the door and threw myself in the bed. I hugged my pillow really tight. "Why? Why is this happening? Why?" I asked myself. 

I brushed my tears away. "They are my family? Baekhyun is my brother? How? Why?" I asked myself again. But there's no answer. 

Pabo Yoonmi. Why are you expecting that you will find the answers if you asked yourself. You don't know anything. Including yourself. 

"Yoonmi~ah. Can we talk? Please? Talk to me my dear." My mom knocked on the door. 

How can I hate you mom? How? I really love you. But why? Why did you lie to me? You should have told it to me from the start. 

"You really don't want to talk to me? Okay then. Goodnight honey. Sweetdreams. Mommy loves you. Very much." She said. 

Tears escaped through my eyes again. After that I didn't heard her again. 

I'm sorry mom. 

 I grabbed my phone from my pocket and dial my best friend’s number. She's the only one that I can talk to. 

“Hello”

“Naeun.” 

“Hey. What's up?”

“Elope with me." 

“Are you crazy? Sorry but I don't like you. Back off dear.”

I laughed at her. This girl. Jinja. “I want to run away. Will you come with me? ” I asked as my tears started to fall again.

“Y-Yah. Are you okay? Is there something wrong?” She asked with a worried tone.

"Yes. There's something wrong with my life. I hate my life.” I bursted into tears.

"Hey! What's wrong? Tell me!" 

I stayed silent for a few seconds. "Let's meet. Same place." 

"Okay."

"Wait-"

"What?"

"Can you treat me a drink?"

"What?!"

"I just want to forget everything." 

She sighed. "Okay. How can I resist you?"

I smiled. "Thanks." I'm really lucky to have a bestfriend like her.

I didn't changed my clothes. I just grabbed my jacket and my phone. I slowly walked to the door and silently opened it. I went downstairs without making any noise. I was about to touch the knob when my mom popped out from somewhere. 

"Where are you going?" She asked. I can feel the sad tone on her voice.

I sighed. "I'm going to Naeun." I said without looking at her. 

"Its too late honey. It's not safe for you to go outside." 

I turn around and looked at her. Tears are starting to form again in my eyes. "I just need someone to talk to." I said while controlling my tears.

"I can talk to you honey." She said.

"I can't. Not now mom." I said and turn around. "I want to forget everything. Just for this night. Please." I whispered but enough for her to heard it. 

She sighed. "O-Okay then." 

Without hesitation, I opened the door and walked away. It didin't took long and I arrived at the place. My favorite place. This is the place where I brought Baekhyun a while ago. He was the second people who I brought here. I didn't expected this to happened. You should had gave me a sign Lord. You surprised me. 

"Now I know why Baekhyun and I met. And I hate it. How I wished this was just a nightmare." I said to myself.

"What? Did I heard it right? You hate that you and Baekhyun met? Are you out of your mind?" I jumped in surprised when someone spoke behind me. 

I glared at her. "Do you really have to popped out so sudden?" 

"Aigooo. Here. Drink." She handed me a can of beer. 

I grabbed it and opened it. Without waiting for her, I instantly drank the beer. "Thanks." 

"Woah. Easy girl. Do you really want to get drunk huh?" 

"Yes. Until I forget everything." I said and drank the beer again.

She sighed. "Come on. Spill it out." She said impatiently.

"All my life was a lie. I am living in this world with full of lies." I said while staring at the ocean infront of me. 

"What do you mean?" 

"I am adopted." I said as tears escaping my eyes again. I'm tired.

"Y-Yah! Are you joking?" Naeun said and was about to cry too.

I looked at her. "I asked that to my mom too. How I wish that it was just a joke. How I wish that it was just a nightmare." I bursted into tears once again.

"Y-Yah." She hugged me. I cried harder as I felt her warm arms embracing me. This is what I need. I need someone to comfort me.

"It hurts. It really hurts. I hate my life. Why do I have to suffer? Why is this happening?" I said between my sobs.

"Why don't you ask your mom? She's the only one who can explain to you and make you understand everything." She said but I shook my head.

"I can't. Because if I do, I'll just burst into tears. I don't want to cry infront of her. I don't want her to see that I am hurting." I said

"But you need that Yoonmi! You need to let it all out. The pains. The tears. The fear. For you to be able to accept and understand. There is a reason why is this happening. And only God knows it. Everything has a purpose." She said and hugged me tight.

"And remember. God's plan is always the best, sometimes the process is painful and slow. But don't forget w