Dear Myungsoo,   It has already been four years since you've moved on, and I'm already on the last page of my sixth journal. It seems that the joke I used to make about publishing a chronicle of us can turn real, right? Six journals is an accomplishment if I do say so myself, considering I was never much of a writer. As the last entry of this journal, I'll keep this as short and sweet as possible. Remember the guy I told you about? Ha, what am I saying. Of course you know him. I've been praising him ever since I met him a year ago, haven't I? And through the journal entries, you've seen the ups and downs of our relationship. Myungsoo, he could never replace you. In fact, no one could ever replace you, Myung. But I must admit that he's made me much happier since you've gone. My friends say I've smiled much more since I've met him, three years after your passing. You of all people can understand, right? After all, you were the one who begged me to find someone after you passed, someone who could take care of me in your place. I never thought that I would find that person, so set my heart was on you. But of course, your words of wisdom ran through my head. "Open your heart, and slowly let me go." Those were the last words you told me, and I'm afraid I haven't listened to them until a year ago. Myungsoo, he makes me so happy, and despite our occasional arguments, I know that he cares for me a lot. He, nor anyone else, will ever be you, but he's definitely a close second. Can I hope that I have your approval? My closest friends say that he is a good choice, and my parents adore him. I love him so much, and I can only hope this is the best decision.    And now, Kim Myungsoo, I bid you goodbye. I have listened to your words and opened my heart. I will never forget you, but nor will I allow my past to shadow my present. Perhaps I will never write in a journal again, and instead read my past entries and delve into the memories etched onto those pages. But it is a promise that I will visit you. Even he told me to visit. But you already knew that as well, didn't you? After all, in the year the two of us have been together, he's come with me to visit you. He seems to think of you as a close friend even though I doubt you've ever met each other.    Well, I've babbled enough; they are calling for me. Wait for me on the other side, will you? I was always the one to wait for you when you came late to our dates. Think of this as compensation. I love you, and you have made a permanent mark in my heart, Kim Myungsoo. Goodbye.  Amber Josephine Liu     "Amber!"   Hearing the voice call her not for the first time, the short haired girl sighed and looked at her last entry before closing the sky blue journal with finality. A tear threatened to fall, but she wiped it away before it could ruin the make up her family and friends had taken extreme