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I met him today when i least expected it. Just when i thought im fine without him, he came back. I have to do this eventhough it hurts both of us.. I look at my ring, Mir he is a very nice guy eventho i always treated him more like a brother or a friend. Ahh i better go home now.

"MinMi... where is Hongki now?" this is the first unnie talked to me. "Molla~" "You guys didnt meet each other right?" its getting on my nerves. "If you want him so bad, go ahead!" i glared at her. She smiled and jumped happily. I see Mir's parents are here and they're discussing something...then Mir just came.. 

"What are you guys talking about?" i go to the living room from the kitchen.

"Come sit here..This is very important for you and Mir.." appa pat my back.

"What is it?" curiousity kills!

"Mir have to leave to US by next month because he is going to work there so you need to follow him. So you guys need to get married by this month" his mom explained.

Is there arent any good news that dont have to make me go speechless or anything that didnt surprise me? Seriously? Get married BY THIS MONTH? I'm so not ready to be a wife especially my heart is still belong to that one person but i pushed him away. Shame on me.

"Thats a good news! I think its time for them to get married. Dont you think so, yeobo?" umma asked appa and ofcouse appa agreed. I cant say no. I looked at Mir, he is laughing with them. I bet everyone is happy now. Except for me.

"Oh.. when is the date of their marriage?" appa asked again. "We agreed to do it Friday nextweek. Is that ok? we can change it tho" Mir's father suggest. "No no~ its perfect. we totally agree" yeap umma, ofcourse you guys agree.. "Lets go outside" Mir grab my wrist and lead me to the garden at the back of my house.

"What are we doing here?" its cold outside. "You're going to be my wife soon but i havent hear you say i love you to me.. Is it that hard?" Mir seems disappointed. i hate this. "I love you Mir" eventho i didnt mean it, i imagined i say it to Hongki. argh im so cruel. "I love you too my soon-to-be-wife" he smiled. okaaay i didnt know what to do now, this is just awkward. i pretend to look at the flowers just to make it less awkward. "Park Min Mi, will you accept me, Bang Mir to be your husband?" again, im speechless. He leaned forward, i can feel like he wanted to kiss me.. "Mianhae.. im not ready yet" i looked down instead. "Kwenchana.. i'll wait" he smiled while holding my hand.

"Why didnt you want to kiss him?" i turned around and saw Hongki. oh t im in a big trouble now.

"Hongki.. what are you doing here?" Hongki ran away. "Mir..i'll explain to you tomorrow ok? tell my parents im going out, i'll be back home later ok? gumawo~" i leave in a rush. I ran and try to catch up with Hongki..

"Ya! stop right there! wait!" Hongki finally stopped. "Get in the car. We need to talk" he opened the door and i get in without questioning him any further. He drove so fast then stopped at the roadside. He got out of car, so am i. He looked so angry.

"Tell me why did you do this to me? Why didnt you tell me you're getting married soon? Do you really forget about me already? Can you see this hurting me and slowly killing me inside? Wae??" this is my first time seeing him explode in anger to me. My eyes started to fill with tears. He ruffled his hair then he closed his face with both hands. I dont have any answer to his qs, i cant say a word.

"Wae MinMi? Wae?" he looked at me. He is crying. His red nose and tears falling down on his cheek. God what have i done to someone i love the most. I hugged him tightly, never wanting to let it go, "Mianhae..Jeongmal mianhae~" i burst into tears. His shirt is wet because of my tears now. He hugged me back tighter. We stay in that position for a few mins till he started to speak, "You're still wearing the perfume i gave you" i broke the hug, "I bought it myself" he smiled.

"Are you really going to marry him?" his eyes still looking sad

"Hongki.. please dont make it hard for me.." 

"Hey.. im here ok? I wont leave you. I still love you, i always do." he touched my chin.

"I cant Hongki.. How about my family?"

"Can you stop thinking about their hapiness? Think about your own happiness too! If your family really love you, they would understand" i looked at him This is harder than you think Hongki. "What should i do then?"

"Dont marry him..Jebal.."  Ottokae? This is so complicated. Cancel the marriage or no?

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