Now He Know
Forever My AngelJunhyung POV
My trip to Myungdeong have been cancelled today. I decided to go home. When I arrive home,I see Hyunseung sleeping on the couch. So cute. I near him and kiss him on his forehead. He is so pale. I scrub his face. He didn’t make irritating sound. I shake his body to wake him up. But, he is not moving. I pinch his cheek but nothing happen. I shake his body even harder. I quickly bought him to my car. I drove him to the nearest hospital. The doctor quickly bring him in the treatment room. God. Please save him. Don’t take him away from me. After 20 minutes, the doctor stepped out from the treatment room.
“Who is Mr. Hyunseung’s family?”
“Me. I am his boyfriend. “
“Oh. Can you please follow me to my room? I have something to discuss with you.”
“Yes. I can.” I follow him to his room.
*At doctor’s room*
“Do you know that your boyfriend is suffering liver cancer?”
“What? Are you kidding me? He never sick before.” I said to him with my shock espression.
“It doesn’t mean he is not sick. It is on the third stage already. “
“I don’t.. Believe it... You are... Kidding right..”I said to him while my tears flowing.
“I am not. You can visit him now. Tell him about this.”
I stepped out from the doctor’s room. I never knew about this. What kind of boyfriend is me.No wonder he always ask me about death. He don’t want me leave him. I will not leave him. I am in front of his room. I enter the room. He is lying on the bed. He is so pale. I sit beside him and hold his hand. It is cold.
Seung,why did you never tell me about this?? I always loving you. I will never leave you. I don’t want to. I know I have cheated on you before. But, I will never do that again. I love you. I bury my face on his hand. Hyunseung open his eyes and look at me.
“Seung.” I said to him.
He smile to me. “Jun,why are you crying? Is something happen?”
“Why? Why Seung why? “ I yell at him.
“Why what?”
“Why you didn’t tell me about your desease? Why did you keep it alone? Why?” I said to him half angry half sad espression.
“H-How did you know about it?” He ask me weakly.
“It doesn’t matter how did I know about it but why?” He look at me with his eyes teary. He sit on the bed.
“I-I just don’t want you to leave me. I scared. I scared if I tell you, you will leave me. I don’t want to be alone. Please. Don’t leave me Jun. Please.” He beg me. I sit beside him and hug him.
“I don’t want you to bear this alone. I don’t want you cry alone. Let’s do this together. We have promised to be together. “
“You promise me?”
“Yes. I promise you. I love you Seung.” I hug him as tight as I could. I would not leave him. Never ever.
Hyunseung POV
He knew about this. He don’t want me to bear this alone. I can’t leave him. I have to fight this desease. No matter what. I look at him. He is sleeping. Of course he is tired. He have keep me accompany for the whole day. Only Doojoon didn’t know about this. Must I tell him? Or keep it secret. I don’t know. Junhyung will be so boring to take care of me. even he has take care of me one day, he sleep like a death man. I only a trouble for Junhyung. My tears flowing. Maybe this is the reason why Yoseob didn’t tell Doojoon about his desease. He don’t want to trouble Doojoon. I caressed Junhyung’s hair softly. Forgive me Junhyung.
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