Author POV

Hyunseung woke up in the next morning. He look at the clock. It is 9 a.m. in the morning. He  know that his boyfriend have gone work. He cough very hardly. He cover his mouth with his right hand. He feel some liquid on his palm. When he see it,again... Blood.. He go to bathroom and take shower. He just wear what suit for him and straight to clinic.

*After check up at clinic*

Flashback

“Sorry Mr. Hyunseung. But, I can’t determine your desease. I think you should go check it in the hospital. This kind of desease is not a normal desease. It maybe chronic desease. It can cause death too. I’m so sorry. “

End of Flashback

Hyunseung  POV

I don’t understand it. What kind of desease I have. My family never have chronic desease. I don’t know. But, what I know is, if we cough very badly that mix with blood it is liver cancer and tuberculosis. I afraid about it. I don’t care. I just take my bike and straight to Asian Medical Hospital. The place where I work.

*At hospital*

“Yoon Daejoon!” I called Doojoon’s brother.

“Yes! Hyunseung? Why did you call me? “

“Are you free right now? “

“Yes I am. Why?”

“Can I do medical check up with you? “

“Of course. But, are you sick?

“I don’t know Daejoon. But, I always cough badly this lately. Not only that, it also mix with blood. I just want to know what I am suffering right now.  Can you help me?”

“Yes Seung. Let’s go to treatment room. “

*After treatment*

“Okey Seung. We have take your X-Ray,blood and saliva test on you. The result will come out after a week. Anything about it I will call you. And don’t forget to take your medicine after this. You maybe faint if you didn’t take it.”  Daejoon say to me while checking some of the files.

“Daejoon,can I ask you another favor?” I ask to him

“Yes Seung?”

“Can you please keep it as secret about this? No matter what, please don’t tell anyone. Including Doojoon. Please.”

“Okay Seung. I promise. Don’t forget to come to work tomorrow Seung. I will surely miss you. Hahaha.”

“You are crazy Daejoon. How come crazy man become a doctor.” I said to him while laughing.

“Naughty” He said to me.

“Okay. I take a leave first. Thanks for your help Daejoon.”

“No problem Seung.”

I walk to the door and twist the knob. I am a bit nervous. I scared if it is something worst. I don’t want to leave Jun. I don’t want to leave Doojoon. Even though I want to meet my parents and my little sister up there, but, I don’t want to leave them here either. I can’t.       

Junhyung POV

I walk to Hara’s room. I saw she is packing. Weird. Why did she packed her things? Whatever.  Today I want to propose her. Or maybe...... break with her. I want to be with my Seung. Only Seung. I just realize last night when I make love with Seungi. He always kept mentioning my name. He don’t want me to leave him. When I think more and more. I realize that I only love Hyunseung. Only Jang Hyunseung.

“Junhyung! Why did you just standing there? Come in.” Hara  call me.

“Hara, I wanted to say something to you. “

“What is it? Is it about our new project in  Myungdeong? “

“No. It is not it. It is about........ us.”

“What is it Oppa?”

“I think... we should....” I lowered my head.

“Break up right.” I look in her eyes deeply. "Never mind Oppa. I have think about it again. And, we should break. Hyunseung is your first love right. So, of course you can’t forget him. Never mind. More over, I will move abroad. I will continue my study. I will go tomorrow.” No tears fall from her eyes. Is she have no feelings?

“Really?" I ask her. "You don’t mind about it? “

“Yes Oppa. Not a bit. More over,if you didn’t ask for it, I will ask to you about it. “

“Thanks Hara. I appreciate it. But,do you really don’t mind?”

“ Yup”

I hug Hara for the last time. I stepped out from her room with a smile. A satisfication smile. I can concentrate to my Seung right now. Only MY SEUNGI. Thanks Hara.

Hara POV

Oppa,gomawo cause always stay by my side. Today I let you go. To a man named Jang Hyunseung. I hope he will make you happy more than I did. Thanks Yong Junhyung because loving me. I will go to America tomorrow. This is our last time hugging. Goodbye Yong Junhyung. I always waiting for you. I... Love... You... It is happy for me to see his smile.  I can’t hold my tears. Although I get to hold it in front of Junhyung, but, not now. This is the last time I cry for him. This is the last time I see him. The last time. I am not your ANGEL anymore. And never will be.

Junhyung POV

“Yoboseyo. Seungi... “

“Yeah? Waeyo? “

“Seungi.. Saranghae. I miss you like death.”

“Yah! Don’t talk about death to me. I don’t want you to die before me. “

“Okay darling. But, where are you? “

“I am in the house.”

“What are you doing?”

“I am repairing aeroplane. Wae?”

“Yah! Don’t play around.” I said while laughing a bit.

“Haha. I am watching television right now. When are you coming back? I miss you so much.”

“I will baby. Wait for me. “

“Yes Junnie. I am. “

“Okay. Hung up first.Saranghae! . Annyeong .”

“Nado Saranghae. Annyeong.”

I hung up the phone. I am happy right now. Only three hours or me to finish my work. It have been a long time I didn’t play around with him. All thanks to Hara because let me go. I can’t wait anymore. I miss my Seungi. I just take my briefcase and straight to home. I miss my Seungi. The ring that I bought to propose Hara have I thrown it into the dustbin. I don’t want to see it anymore.

Hyunseung POV

I think about what Junnie said to me 20 minutes ago. It is weird my Junnie call me at the time like this. But, I am really happy. Thanks to God cause give me back my Junnie. Ding dong! My house's bell ringing. I open the door and shocked to see..... MY JUNNIE. He hug me like there was no tomorrow.

“Junnie... Waeyo? “

“Seungi... I really miss you.”

“What’s wrong Junnie?”

“I am sorry. “

“Jun, come in first.” We broke the hug and enter the house. After I close the door,he take me by my waist until I sit beside him on the couch. He hug me again. He let his tears burst out. I can feel my right shoulder have been stained with his tears.

“Seung.. Please forgive me." He spoke to me.

“Why Jun? What did you do? You never do anything wrong to me."

“I realize now Seung. I only loving you. Only you. Loving  you... Forever.”

I chuckle  a bit hearing him to say that.

“Me to Jun. Only you.” My tears drop on his coat.