I Am Sorry,I Love You.

Forever My Angel

Hyunseung POV

I open my eyes slowly as my head feel so dizzy right now. And i feel stung at my liver. I want to lift up my hand but it feel so heavy. I saw Junnie. I smile a bit. I carresed his hair. He must be tired. Waiting for me for the whole night. He open my eyes and smile at me.

"Seungi! You awake." He said and hug me tightly.

"A-Akh! Jun! C-Cannot breath!" I said and he release his hug.

"Seung. I am glad you awake." He said and I just nodded and smile. He help me to sit. I feel so fresh when my back touch the wall. Maybe because it have been a long time since I lying on the bed.

"Jun. I know you are happy. Get me some water please~" I said and give him my cute eyes.

"Oh. I can't resist your cute eyes baby." He said and give me waters. He keep staring at me. And awkward situation become our partner.

"You can't get off your eyes from me don't you?" I said and he chuckle.

"I love to see you. I love to hear your voice Seungi. I love it. A week. I didn't hear your voice. I didn't see your smile. It drive me crazy you know?" He said. I can't help but just smile.

"Jun,where is Doojoonie?" I ask. He gulped.

"J-Junnie. Doojoonie is alright right?" I ask slowly as the urge to burst into tears become bigger.

"S-Seung. He is alright. He just..."

"H-He just what Junnie?"I ask as tears start to falling down. He hug me immediately.

"Jun,he is okay right?" I still asking him although my eyes still throwing the tears.

"He is alright." His voice cracking. No. Doojoon is not okay. I still remember what Yoseob said. Only faint,coma and death people can go to Secret Garden. Junhyung didn't even enter it. It means he just sleeping right. When we bid goodbye to them my sight turn black and when I woke up,I am here.

"Junnie. Doojoon is not okay right. Your voice sounds strange. Junn. I don't want to kill Doojoon." I said as I felt guilty.

"No Seungi. It is not your fault okay.He wants to do it." Junnie said.I tug his sleeve and he look at me.

"Why?" He ask me.

"I want to see him. I want to meet him." I said.

"Seung,you still weak. You can't go see him." He said smoothly. I shook my head like a five year old child.

"I want to meet him now. Now!" I said. He chuckle.

"I ask to the doctor first okay?" He said and walk away. I wipe my tears with the back of my hands. After 5 minutes he come with a wheelchair.

"What was that for?" I ask.

"For you. You are weak and cannot walk.I don't want my angel tired." He said and smile. He scoop me and carry me to the wheel chair. I put my hand around his neck. I blush when his face is just few inch away from my face. He look at me and I quickly run around my head and he chuckle. Irritate me a lot. He put me down on the wheel chair and stood in front of me. He bent down and lean his face closer to me. I felt my cheek burning. Oh My God! He keep staring at me.

"Why did you do this?" I ask him

"Angel,you look so y when you are blushing." He said bluntly.

"I-I am not. I-I am sick right. Y-You better not make m-me w-weak." I said and blushing.

"Angel,I Love You forever." He said and lean his face closer to me and kiss my pale lips. I shut my eyes and let him wet my pale lips.

"Junnie,I Love You too. Forever." I said after we broke the kiss. He push me towards Doojoon's room. We arrived in front of Doojoon's room. I look at him. He just nodded.

"Junnie,what if he mads at me?" Junhyung stood in front of me and sit in front of me.

"Aish. What a question. How come he will mad at you. He willingly to give this to you." He said and touch my liver.

"Sss." I groan.

"Wae? Is it hurts?" Junnie ask me. I shook my head.

"Just don't touch it. It hurts when you touch it." I said as I bear the pain. He push me inside Doojoon's room. When I saw the person who is lying n the bed,I stunned. My tears can't be controlled now. It flow. Although I don't know what I am feeling right now. It flows. Flows by itself. Junhyung pull me closer to Doojoon. I caressed his cheek. He has oxygen mask around his mouth. His heartbeat so weak. I look down. Don't dare to face Doojoon. Junhyung keep patting my head.

"He never be mad at you." Junhyung said in lower tone.

"Doojoon,I am sorry. I Love You. But as my friend. Thanks for everything." With that,Doojoon's machine start to sounding. Oh God. What is happening? Junhyung call Daejoon. We wait outside. When Daejoon come out, he say...................

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priscila2909 #1
Chapter 21: sad story.. but i like this :')
can you make dooseung happy story?
carmie96
#2
Chapter 21: I know this is a super super late comment but I had to! I loved your story so much! It made cry!
RaInB0wX3
#3
Chapter 21: NICEEEE <3333333 I LOVE ALL THE COUPLE PAIRINGS !! :DDDD
CutiPieiii
#4
Chapter 21: awwww such a nice ending i love it sooooooooo much i'll miss this story ^^
naznew #5
Chapter 21: Gomawo update..
i love the ending..but at the end, all couple was doing project on bed..lol
please update again..
can you make a angst fic?i prefer it..
b2utyAngel #6
Chapter 21: All couple are _____! Awww... already end... will miss this chapter... thanks for the updates
CutiPieiii
#7
Chapter 20: Oh doojoon T_T hmmm im sad he died but i like the way ur fic going on hmm please update soon
naznew #8
Chapter 20: Gomawo update...
This chapter make me sad and success make me cry..T_T
Doojoon's last letter so touching..
but I'm happy that doojoon be together with yoseob forever..
poor daejoon..he lost his only brother..
Please update again...
I'll waiting..
b2utyfulme
#9
Chapter 20: doojoon sobs. at least you are happy w yoseob ;-)
likaCXL
#10
Chapter 19: 6 or 5 days ago i found about this website,all day what i do is cry, whu you doing this to me?? but love it becaose i need it, i need to cry. thanks : )) keep going