I Miss Him

Forever My Angel

Doojoon POV

I went to my work place. Today I and Seungi will work on day  shift. But, where is he? I look in his room. Only his briefcase. I wonder where he is right now. I walk across the ward and saw my Seungi is checking his patient. He look pale.  Not like himself. He look.. Different.

“Seung!” I called him while walking towards Hyunseung.

“Oh. Doojoon. Why?”

“Nothing. Just want to see what are you doing.” I said to him while create a smile.

“Ooh. I bet you love me so much.” He said to me while chuckling a bit.

“Of course. Have you done your work? Let’s go to cafetaria.”

“Okay. Let’s go.”  We walk to cafetaria together. He look weak. But, never mind. I will ask him later.

*At cafetaria*

“What do you want Seung?”

“I want some sandwiches and vanilla latte. You?”

“I want some sandwiches like Hyunseung order and coffee.” After that we walk to our table.

*At the table*

“Seung, may I ask you something?”

“Yes. What is it?”

“You look pale this lately. Are you sick? “

“No. I’m fine Joon. Like I said. Don’t worry. “

“This is your order sir. “ The waiter said to us.

“Oh. Thanks.” Hyunseung said to the waiter while give me my food and beverages.

“Thanks Hyunseung.”

“Welcome. Joon,did you have something to do tomorrow?”

“No. I don’t have anything tomorrow. Why?”

“Would you like to follow me to somewhere tomorrow?”

“Where?”

“Aish! It is surprise. Don’t ask me that question. But, will you?”

“Yes. I will follow you tomorrow. But I will consider this as a date.”

“Hey! I will not cheated on Junhyung okay.”

“Yes. I just joking. Never mind just eat it. I don’t want you to be sick. “

“Thanks cause taking care of me Joon.”

Hyunseung POV

It is a tiring day. Doojoon has notice my face look pale. I have to hide it. I have an idea. I will put some make up. I mean like mascara or lip balm to hide my pale lips. I will do it. Because I have to. Sorry because lying to all of you. Sorry...

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Doojoon POV

I wonder where Seung want to take me. i just following him. This is my first time seeing he driving his own car. I never know that he have a car. We have been so quite just now.

“Seung, is this your car? “

“No. This is Junhyung’s car. He is going outstation now. So, I ask him to borrow his car.”

“Seung,where are we going actually?” I ask him.

“We arrive.” He said. We stopped at the entrance of the graveyard. Seob’s graveyard....

“Why did we stopped here?”

“I miss him Joon. And I know. You miss him too. So, I want to visit Yoseob. I bought some flowers. White Rose. I go take it for awhile. You go first.”

I walk to a grave at the corner of the graveyard.  I read the dibs on the stone.

Rest In Peace...

Yang Yoseob

Date Of Birth  :1991/01/05

Rest In Peace : 2010/03/07

                                                             

Yah Yang Yoseob. Why did you leave me? Where is my angle that you promised me? I miss you so much. I want to die with you. That is our promise. You break it.No. I break it.  It is my fault. I didn’t take care of you. I can’t hold my tears anymore. I know you are not meant for me. And I fell in love with Hyunseung. But, he is not my angle he is Junhyung’s angle. Now, I can feel the true feel of love.

“Joon.” Seung tapped my shoulders. I quickly wipe my tears.”Take this.” He hand me a bouquet of White Rose. “Put it on Yoseob’s grave.” He continued. He sit beside me. He caressed Yoseob’s grave.

“Seob, I miss you so much. Why did you leave us? I miss you. I want to meet you. Seob.” I heard his voice cracking.

“Seung. Don’t cry. You have promised him. “

“ ‘WE’ have promised him Joon. Seob,I want to meet you. I want to hug you. I want to hear your laugh. Seob....” I can see Hyunseung crying beside Yoseob’s grave. I can’t stand it too. 

“Seob. I love you. So much. ” With that. I leave Hyunseung there. I can’t see his tears. He is like Yoseob. They have so many chemistry. I just stay in the car while waiting Hyunseung. My tears keep flowing from my eyes. After two years. This is the first time I cry a lot. After Yoseob’s death.

Hyunseung POV

“Seob. I can’t fulfil my promise to you. I will die soon. I can’t take care of Doojoon. I will leave Junhyung too. I will follow your path. I am not the angel that you promised to Doojoon. I can’t. Please. Don’t torture me. It is better you curse me than I have to hurt Doojoon and Junhyung. Thanks because being my friend.” I whisper at the grave. I just let my tears flowing. After I calm myself,i walk towards Jun’s car. Seeing Doojoon crying. It hurts me a lot. It very hurts Seob. I enter the car and sit beside him at the driver position and start the engine. He didn’t look at me even a bit.

“Joon,mianhe. “

“For what?”

“For make you cry.”

“Never mind Seung. I have used to it. Actually, thanks to you.”

“For what?”

“For make me happy. “

“Happy?”

“Yes. You bring me here just to see Yoseob. I feel a bit relief now. Thanks Seung.” He create a smile and hug me.

“Welcome... Joon”.

I send Doojoon to his home and drove back home. I land my body on my bed. I feel so dizzy right now. God, just take my life right now. I can’t take it anymore. It hurts. I can’t even stand up to take my painkiller. I just decided to sleep. I close my eyes.

 

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priscila2909 #1
Chapter 21: sad story.. but i like this :')
can you make dooseung happy story?
carmie96
#2
Chapter 21: I know this is a super super late comment but I had to! I loved your story so much! It made cry!
RaInB0wX3
#3
Chapter 21: NICEEEE <3333333 I LOVE ALL THE COUPLE PAIRINGS !! :DDDD
CutiPieiii
#4
Chapter 21: awwww such a nice ending i love it sooooooooo much i'll miss this story ^^
naznew #5
Chapter 21: Gomawo update..
i love the ending..but at the end, all couple was doing project on bed..lol
please update again..
can you make a angst fic?i prefer it..
b2utyAngel #6
Chapter 21: All couple are _____! Awww... already end... will miss this chapter... thanks for the updates
CutiPieiii
#7
Chapter 20: Oh doojoon T_T hmmm im sad he died but i like the way ur fic going on hmm please update soon
naznew #8
Chapter 20: Gomawo update...
This chapter make me sad and success make me cry..T_T
Doojoon's last letter so touching..
but I'm happy that doojoon be together with yoseob forever..
poor daejoon..he lost his only brother..
Please update again...
I'll waiting..
b2utyfulme
#9
Chapter 20: doojoon sobs. at least you are happy w yoseob ;-)
likaCXL
#10
Chapter 19: 6 or 5 days ago i found about this website,all day what i do is cry, whu you doing this to me?? but love it becaose i need it, i need to cry. thanks : )) keep going