Daejoon’s POV

After a week. Finally,Seung’s  result has come out. After seeing the result on my hand,I can’t believe what I see.I have called Seung. It can’t be.... Tok! Tok! Tok! Come in. I said. It is Hyunseung.

“Daejoon ssii. “

“Seung. Come sit here.” I muttered my word slowly.

“Daejoon how is  my result? “

“Seung. I am sorry to say this but.... I have to.”

“What is it about Daejoon?”

“Seung... You got....... liver.... cancer..... Seung.” I said it one by one.

“What?” He screamed. I can see his shock-sad-face. “Y-You are not kidding me right? D-Daejoon. P-Please? A-Are you serious? D-Don’t play prank with me Daejoon. This is not the first of A-April.” I can hear his voice cracking.

“I... Am.. Not... I am sorry. But, this is the truth.” I felt tears has drop from my eyes. I can’t see the doe eyed boy crying. He is my bestfriend. More over,he is my brother’s crush.(Doojoon)

“T-Thanks because telling me this Daejoon. C-Can you keep it as secret? “

“I have promised you Seung. I will keep it until my last breath. “

“How much time did I have? “

“Not long.. 3 to 4 month. You have to do chemotheraphy if you want more time. It have been the third level Seung. It is not easy to cure it. But we can try. We will always try right.” I said trying convincing him.

“Never mind.  I understand it. Thanks Daejoon.” He muttered to me while force a smile. How come he smile at situation like this. Pabo Hyunseung . He left my room just like that. I feel disappointed. I promise to myself that I will take care of Hyunseung till the end of my breath.

Hyunseung POV

Dammit! Now I understand why He give back my Junnie. My Happiness. Because He want to take my life away. He want me to appreciate the true meaning of love before I die. Why this happen to me? It  is so cruel. I can’t hold my tears. All this while I suffering this desease.

“Seung!” I heard someone called me. But I can’t see anything because my tear covered my eyes. I wiped my tear. DOOJOON.

“Seung! Are you crying?”

“Ania. Just a dust enter my eyes. It is hurts you know. Help me.” I pretending in front of him. He blow my eyes.

“Ah.. A bit relief.”

“Is it really hurts?” He ask me. “I think you cry a lot because of it. Your eyes will damaged if you keep crying.”

“Joon. Can I ask you something? “

“What is it Seung?”

“Follow me to my room.” I walked away while he is following behind me.

*In Hyunseung’s room*

“What do you want to ask me Seung?”

“What will you do if you love someone,but you will die. What will you do?”

“Why you ask me such.... stupid... question? “

“Answer my question first. Then, I will answer your question.”I reply him in cold expression.

“Okay. I have two answer. First, I will leave him or make him hurt because I don’t want he to be sad when I have die. It is the best because he will hurt because we left him in front of him. Second, I will stay by his side to feel his love until the end of my life. But, it will hurt him more. Just that, I answer it according to my experience. Now, answer my question”

“Nothing. It is one of my patient. I feel a bit shock too when he asked me that question because I never feel it. Moreover,I am happier with Junnie now. He always spend his time with me.”  I smile bitterly. I almost choked with my words.

“Ah. You are happy now.” I can see his face turn from happy to sad expression. 

“Why Doojoon ah? “

“Anii. Never mind. I take a leave first.” He said to me and stepped out my room.

If he know what happened to me. He will disappointed  on me. Forgive me Doojoon. Maybe, I will end up leaving you like Yoseob did. Now, I remember. I want to visit Yoseob tomorrow.

Doojoon POV

What’s wrong with Seungi. Just now I saw he crying. I know it is not dust. It is his tears. He not good at lying. Why he ask me such of that question? It is like what...... Yoseob ever asked me. He did it the same way Yoseob did. And lastly,Yoseob left me. Not because we broke up. But............he died. Kidney desease.

Flashback Two Years Ago

“Joon,you will love me till the end of my breath right?” Yoseob asked me that stupid question.

“Seobi,I have promised you. Till the end of my life Seobi. Please. Don’t leave me. I can’t live without you.”

“Joon,I am lying on this bed. Don’t you see this wire? My life depends on this wire. If it is disconnected to the machine, I will pooop! Die. Can you please move on after I die? Not every one we love will stay by our side forever. Can you do that?” Seobi said to me while his tears falling.

“I will not do that. “

“I ha...ve.. no..mo..re..t..time..J-Joon. Pl..please...p-pr-prom-ise me.. i..begg...you...” Yoseob said to me although his breath almost stop.

“Please...”

“I promise you Seob. I promise. “ I said to him. I kiss him on the cheek,on the forehead and lips.

He smile bitterly to me. And he closed his eyes tightly. His smile faded  from his face. The machine only show a straight line. I shake his body. I know,he has left me. But, I keep shaking his body. I can’t accept the fact that he has leave me. I screamed his name. I keep crying on his chest.

“Please move on Yoon Doojoon. Me,Yang Yoseob has gone from your life. There will be another angel come into your life. Believe me. “

I heard it. And I know it is Yoseob’s voice. I very love you Yang Yoseob. I will keep my promise until I die.

End of Flashback.

And I know. The angel is a man named Jang Hyunseung. But,will he be mine? He is Jun’s. Can I have him. Or.. will he leave me like Yoseob did? I stepped out from my room and go to Daejoon’s room.

*In Daejoon’s room*

“Hyung! I want to ask you something.”

“What is it about? “

“It is about Hyunseung.”

“Hyunseung?”

“Yeah. Hyunseung. Is he sick or somewhat? He is weird just now. “

“Hyunseung? How do I know. I am not his boyfriend. “

“Don’t mock me Hyung.”

“But, why did you ask me about him?”

“Yeah. Who knows he might see you because he is sick like Yoseob did.”

“Yah! Yoseob is gone right. And what did you think he will do like what Yoseob did.”

“You know what? He ask me same question  like Yoseob did 2 years ago.”

“Don’t say anything more. Now get out of my room. I have a lot of things to do. If you are a kind brother, come and help me. “

“Your work your problem. Not mine. Bye.” With that I just leave my Hyung dumbfounded.

I hope Hyunseung is not like what Yoseob did to me. I don’t want Hyunseung leave me.

Hyunseung POV

It is raining heavily outside. How I want to come home. Why this bad luck always falls on me like rain? God, can you give me a longer time? How I gonna face Junhyung about this? Will he hate me? Will he leave me? Seob,I can’t take care of Doojoon too. I’m sorry. Although it is my promise to you, but, I am not the ANGEL  that you promised to Doojoon. Do you know how suffer is he after your death. I know he have crush on me. Daejoon have told me everything Seob. But, I can’t love him like I love Jun. Seob, please help me. I also promised you that I will not cry because of your will. But, I can’t. Never mind if you want to curse me. Sorry Seob. Sorry.

Byeoli bitna neun areum daum bam iya iya. I saw my phone ringing. I pick up my phone.

“Yoboseyo. Junnie.”

“Seungi. When are you coming home? I have arrived home. I miss you. “

“Junnie. It is raining heavily right now. How I want to go home? “

“I will pick you up. “

“How about my bike?”

“Just leave it there. Tomorrow when I send you,you can go home with your bike. What do you think?”

“Hmm. Good idea. I will wait at the entrance. “

“Okay I’m coming. Bye Hyunseung. Love you.”

“Bye.” I stepped out my room. I saw Daejoon. He smile to me. I reply his smile. He whisper to my ear.

“Don’t forget to take your medicine at the counter. “

“Okay Dae. Thanks. “

“Welcome.”I take my painkiller at the counter and go downstairs. I see Doojoon. He wave his hand to me. I reply it back. When God give me this desease, now I know that many people love me. Pin!Pin! Junhyung wave his hand from inside the car. WOW! Very fast. I smile widely. I got into the car. Junhyung give a kiss on my lips. I don’t think it is the right time to tell him about my desease. I act like nothing happens to me. I will appreciate his love to me. Until the end.. of... my.. life..