Junhyung POV

It is Sunday morning. I wake up and didn’t see my Seungi. It have been a week Seungi being cold with me. What is my fault? Is he know about my past with Hara? But, we have break up. I want to ask him after I take my bath.

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“Seungi! Seungi!” I called him. I see at the living room. But, he is not there.

“I am here Junnie.” Seungi said to me from the kitchen. I go to the kitchen and see him is cutting some vegetables.

“Seungi,may I ask you something?”

“Yes. Why Junnie?”

“Why are you being so cold with me this lately?” He looked me with his weird face.

“I never been so cold with you. I just too tired of working.”

“Then, you should quit.”

“Then, what we want to eat Junnie? How we want to pay the bills? What we want to wear? “

“I can support you. My salary  can pay for all of it.”

“Not just that Junnie.”

“What do you mean?”

“Nothing Junnie. Junnie,you should rest at living room. I know you are tired of working. You should rest.”

“I can’t rest without you Seungi.” I whisper to him while hugging his waist. He just chuckle. Omo! So cute.

“Okay. I will go there. But, let me finish this okay. Go.”

I just walk to the living room. And switch the TV on. It is a boring day. I just notice something. He didn’t fight me. He look... Weak. Is he sick? He will always push my chest if I disturb him cooking. This make me more worried. God,you can take everything you want. But, just one. Don’t take my Seungi. Please...

Hyunseung POV

Why did he ask me such of that question? Is he know something? I hope not. Now what should I do? Should I tell him about my desease? But, I don’t think it is worse from day by day. I didn’t cough badly this lately. I just finish my work A.S.A.P. After that, I go to the living room. I chuckle a bit when see Junnie is sleeping while the TV watching him. I thought he is watching the TV. I just sit beside him and land his head on my shoulder. Jun, please don’t leave me. God, you can take everything from me. But, just one. Don’t take my Junnie away from me. Please....

After two hours we sleeping, I cough very badly until wakes Junnie up. He patted my back I covered my mouth with my right hands. I know it contains blood. And to keep it as secret,I covered my mouth.  I can’t stand it anymore. It hurts. I ran to bathroom and slam the door. I cough badly until I felt my whole mouth have been stained with blood.

“Seung! Are you okay?”

“I *cough* okay. Don’t *cough*worry. “

“Seung, let me take you to the clinic.”

“Ne*cough* ver *cough* mind.”

After I think my cough has stopped, I clean my mouth. My white T-Shirt also been stained with blood. I open the door slowly. I look outside the bathroom and see Junnie is sitting on the bed. Crying. But, I acting like nothing happen. I close the door back.

“Jun! Can you help me?”

“Yes Seungi.” His voice cracking.

“Can you take my shirt?”

“What shirt?”

“Just take any you like from my closet.”

“Okay. Here you are.” He give me a red T-Shirt the one he give me on my birthday last year. I wear it and wash my T-Shirt that have been stained with blood. After that, I stepped out from the bath room. Junnie hug me tightly.

“Please Seungi.. Don’t make me worry. Let’s go to clinic. I don’t want you to leave me. I love you so much. Please..” He said to me while crying on my shoulder. This is the first time after two years he been so care with me.

“I will not leave you Junnie. But, maybe you will leave me.” I said to him while holding my tears.

“I will never leave you no matter what happen. Just don’t leave me. “ Junhyung said to me.

“I will not. Thanks Jun.” I whisper to his ears. We broke the hug and he kiss me on the lips with all of his love. God, don’t make me confuse. Now tell me what should I do. I broke the kiss and sit on the bed. He just following and sit beside me.

“Jun,if I gonna die before you, and you know about it, will you leave me?”

“Paboya Jang Hyunseung. I have said before. I will never leave you no matter what happen. But, why did you always say about die? Are you sick or what? You never been like this before. Since we date.”

“Nothing Jun. I just want to know. You will love me forever right. So,keep doing it.” With that I just hug him with no more gap between us.