Junhyung POV

‘Seung,It have been a week since you are lying here. Seung,I miss you a lot. When will you wake up? I need you. We need you. Wake up please. You know what? That Doojoon has awake. Almost everyday he come here to visit you. It seems he miss you too. When will you wake up? It hurts to see you like this. You are my breath. I can’t even breath properly now. Wake up soon My Angel. I need you.’ I thought in my mind. I wipe my tears. His hand is so cold. His lips is so pale. He can’t breath properly. His chest move upside and down. He is innocent. I am the one who should receive all of this. I lie,cheated and ignore him for two years. I am the one who should be punish. Not him. The door been opened. Doojoon get in.

“Hey.”

“Oh. Doojoon. Hye. Have a sit.” We shake hand and he sit opposite of me.

“His hand so cold. Not like before. I miss him. I want to see his smile.” He said. I can see crystal from his eyes.

“I miss him too. Seeing him like this hurt me.”

“I know how you feel Junhyung. I have felt it before.”

“Yoseob right?”

“Eh?”

“Your dead lover is Yoseob right? Hyunseung always told me about you and Yoseob.”

“Oh. He did?” I nod my head.

“You love Hyunseung?” I ask. He look to my way. Startled with the sudden question.
“Of course I love him. As a friend. Not more than that.”

“I see. We both need him. We both miss him.” I said. He look at his feet and continue.

“I don’t know why. But,everyone that I love want to leave me. Before is my parents,then Yoseob and right now,Hyunseung. I bring bad luck to everyone right?”

“No you are not. It is fate Doojoon. It is fate.” I took a glance at Seungi and saw tears at the corner of his eyes. I wipe it. Doojoon start singing.

[Doojoon] Sesangi eoduwojigo
Joyonghi biga naerimyeon
Yeojeonhi geudaero
Oneuldo eogimeobsi nan
Beoseonajil motane
Neoui saenggak aneseo
 

I know that song and continue.

[Me] Ije Kkeuchiraneun geol aljiman
Miryeoniran geol aljiman
Ije anil geol aljiman
Geukkajit jajonsime neol japji motaetdeon naega
Jogeum aswiul ppuninikka
 

“On rainy days right?” I ask him. He nodded.

“How did you know?”

“Hyunseung love that song.”

“Same goes to Yoseob.” I look at Hyunseung. His tears flowing down.

“Seung,don’t cry please. You look ugly when you cry.” I said and wipe away his tears. After 5 minutes crying. His tears stop.

“You love him so much didn’t you?” He ask me.

“I love him so much. But,I wasted it when he still healthy.”

“Means?”

“I cheated on him for 2 years. When I see sincerity in his eyes,I realize he is My Angel. When I know he is sick,I feel the urge to love him more. To take care of him with my life. If I can, I want to give my liver to him. But,I can’t. It didn’t match him.”

“I think about that too when Yoseob is dying. But, it is too late.” He stand up and continue.

“Don’t waste his time like what I do to Yoseob. Appreciate him more Junhyung. I am leave.” He pat my shoulder and leave.

 I will appreciate this Seung. Keep surviving.

Meanwhile Hyunseung in Secret Garden

Hyunseung POV

I am here again. I am looking for Yoseob. Just where is him. It have been a week I look for him. Someone tap my shoulders. I turn around to see a tall guy and a guy who has eye smile.

"Hey,are you lost? I see you walking around here several times." The tall guy ask me.

"Oh. I actually looking for my friend."

"Who is your friend?" The eye smile guy ask me.

"His name is Yoseob. Yang Yoseob."

"Oh. Yoseob. We know him. We can bring you to him. Right Kiki?" The tall guy said and the eye smile boy just nodded.

"By the way,my name is Lee Gikwang and this is my boyfriend,Son Dongwoon." Gikwang said and we shakehand.

"My name is Hyunseung. Jang Hyunseung."

"Owh. Let's go find Yoseob Hyung." Dongwoon said.

"Hyung?" I ask him.

"Yup. Why? Do you think I am older than him?"

"No. But,your look told me like that." I said make Gikwang chuckle.

"Ah. Hyung~~~~~~"Dongwoon whine to Gikwang. I just chuckle. It have been a week I walk around here. Junhyung-ah,I hear what you said. I want to seek for exit. I promise,once I meet Yoseob,I will seek for his help. I miss you too Junnie. When Dongwoon and Gikwang playing each other,it make me more miss you. I will come back. Wait Junnie. Wait for me.