I'm a

Will I Be Shattered Forever?

I am really mad and sleepy.

 

Jonghyun P.O.V.

 

Key has no right to hit me like that! I'm his master god damit! He will be punished. Key's round will be punished so hard. Key won't be able to sit down for at least a week. Key you are MINE.

 

I forcefully drag Key to my car and take him to my house. I carry Key's struggling body towards my room and roughly throw him against my bed. I take a pair of handcuffs I have lying around and clip them onto to his wrist.

 

"Stop it Jonghyun!" I hear his yelps of protest.

 

"Oh no I'm not stopping Key, you disrespected me. I'm going to punish you so hard," I say as I get my belt ready to whip him.

 

I take Key and lay him facedown onto my knees.

 

"You will count every whip you receive outloud. If you don't count I will keep whipping you harder until you finally decide to count. Ready? Okay."

 

BAM! I hit his soft round with my deadly weapon. I hear him cry out in pain.

 

"I didn't hear you. Here is another one for not doing as I say." BAM another whip to his delicious , I'm such a .

 

"STOP! PLEASE I'LL BE A GOOD SLAVE FROM NOW ON JUST STOP!" Key whimpers into my knees.

 

"Just count. I will keep whipping you until we reach all the way to twenty with you counting outloud," BAM! 

 

"...one," he manages to whisper out. Key is now crying heavily on me.

 

"Good boy."

 

I keep whipping him but each time his counted, the whips became less and less harsh.

 

BAM!

 

"...t-t-twenty," Key stutters out. I can feel his whole body relax as he now knows his punishment is now over.

 

I take off the handcuffs and bring him close to me.

 

"Now was that too hard Bummie?" I whisper delicately into his ear.

 

Key shakes his head. "No, but Bummie's hurts a lot. Bummie is also tired Jjong," says Key while he yawns into my ear.

 

"Go and have a nap Bummie, you deserve it," I lay him down and cover him up with my blanket.

 

"...can Bummie sleep with you Jjong?" Bummie says in his soft adorable voice.

 

"Will you behave from now on?"

 

Bummie shakes his head. "Yes! Bummie promises!"

 

I let out a chuckle. "Well you do deserve a reward for getting through the punishment." I lay down next to him. Bummie automatically clings onto me as if I'm his life support.

 

"Bummie feels safe around Jjong," says Bummie as he cuddles into my chest.

 

That feeling in my tummy is tingling again.

 

"Jjong is happy he can make you feel safe. Jjong wants to be the only one to keep Bummie safe, forever."

 

I feel Bummie smile into my chest. He curls up cutely into me. I wrap my strong arms around his frail little body.

 

"Have sweet dreams Bummie," I say as I see Bummie drifting off into dream land.

 

"Thank you Jjong....thank you for coming back." 

 

Key finally goes to sleep.

 

I stay in my position watching Key sleep. He is such a beautiful creature. The way his lips are perfect. His cheekbones could make any girl feel jealous. I want Bummie, I want him so bad. 

 

NO Jonghyung! Stop thinking this way about another boy. You shouldn't feel this way. If you start feeling something for Key, you will be nothing better than a ing like that Taemin kid. Key is nothing and will forever be nothing to you.

 

My conscious tells me this everytime I feel something for Key. I know it's not normal, but I can't help but feel something for him! I want Key, I've wanted him since we were little kids running around together. I always want to be there for Key. I want to keep him safe in my arms. I never want to let him go. 

 

God I'm such a . 

 

I disgust myself.

 

 

Poor Jjong! He can't help but feel something for Key. He hates himself for feeling something :'( I felt really sad writing this. Well anyway my freaking computer turned off by itself like 3 times while writing this chapter. I lost my chapter 3 freaking times. I was so mad I almost didn't update today but the fourth times a charm. Here is my drawing finished!! My teacher really liked it and said I had real potential. :D I'm so happy with the outcome!! Bye bye lovelies!! *kiss*

 

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Stephy0823
#1
Chapter 19: I understand! ^^ But if you could if you were to edit this one could you put some sort of thing on the forward of which chapters are edited? Take your time! ^~^ *Even thought I personally loved this before...but I'm sure if you see flaws then it could become ever better~ lol*
Supercolor
#2
Chapter 8: That's such an oxymoron!!
"You deserve a reward for getting through the punishment."
Heyyz_ima_taemin_fan
#3
Chapter 15: No worrys STAY STRONG UNNIE!!!!~ You are the COOLEST!!!!~ Im also going through times like this with boys and having thoughts of cuttibg when no one's around ;(..ive never even told my bestfriend because i know shes going to spaz and tell me not to do it. But please dont give up. STAY STRONG!!!!!~~^^
ShinEllie
#4
Chapter 19: wow, i really like this story :) u are very good at writing :) i'm looking forward another chapter :)
Krease99
#5
Please update soon! I need more! >.< <3<3
ShawolForeverKEY
#6
Chapter 18: Update unnie
But poor KEY *pout*
ThunderXoX
#7
Chapter 18: That was just soooooooooooooooooo cute I luved it u deserve a kiss



Mwah

ヽ(^。^)ノ彡♡彡♡彡♡彡♡☜
LadyThyrsa
#8
Chapter 18: Aaaw Jjong talking in his sleep was just so adorable ^__^
please keep updating :D
LunaRoseValentine
#9
Chapter 17: LALALA Please update soon, I miss this story