Hello everyone I have some news to share. I may be deleting this story. It's just that, I would like to give my all on this but with school and my recent breakup it's not happening. Yea, I broke up with my boyfriend of almost two years. I've been depressed lately and even started cutting again. I know I shouldn't do it, but I'm hurting so bad. He was my best friend. I told him everything about me. I'm just so sad and lonely right now. I broke things off with him, but still I didn't know it would be this hard. I keep having flashbacks about our time together. It just hurts. I'm tired of living right now. I'm being bullied at school. I'm being bullied at home. I'm being bullied at work. I haven't eaten in a few days. I'm just done with life as of now. I'm tired of living. I'm tired of trying to be perfect like my sister. I'm just tired! Why can't I be happy for just a full day? Can I not have that satisfaction in life? I'm sorry everyone, I don't know what I'm going to do with this story. I may delete it or just put it on haitus. Everything just crashed down in one minute. My life is a mess right now. I just have to pick up the pieces and start all over again. This is going to be a long and lonely rode, but I'll make it somehow. I'm sorry about spilling out my life story to ya'll, I need someone to talk to. In the next update I should be able to tell you if I'm going to delete or haitus it. Well good-bye everyone, see you later.