I couldn't breathe. I couldn't breathe, because I had lied to myself. Everything was not going to be okay, because a lot changes in 18 months. I had no idea who this man looking at me with worried eyes was. Hell, I didn't even know who I was anymore.   Nothing was going to be okay.   "... Ara?" the man asked, uncertainly.    On the outside, I was silent, staring. On the inside, I was freaking out. My head was hurting again, and I really couldn't breathe. I felt like I was going to have a nervous breakdown or an anxiety attack.   Suddenly, Yongguk got up, and took a hold of the mystery man's arm. "Come on, Jaejoong, let's go out in the hall and talk for a moment."   "What's happening?" the man asked, bewildered.    "Outside," Yongguk pressed. He practically shoved the man out of the door before turning back to us. "Niel, get your sister some water and just talk to her and calm her down. She's looking a little pale."   At once, Niel got up, and the next thing I knew, a cold glass of water was being forced into my hands and towards my mouth. I drank greedily, and then counted down from ten, taking deep breaths to calm my nerves.    "What's you problem, Niel?" I said, sarcastically. "I asked you what had changed, and you told me that I bought a new car. Did you maybe forget to mention something big?"   "You just bought the car two months ago," Niel replied, hanging his head. "But I mean....you've been dating Jaejoong hyung for almost a year now, and I didn't think - I didn't realize that you wouldn't remember him."   "A year?" I repeated. "I've been dating that guy for a year?"   "He's good looking, right?" Niel asked, nervously.    The man was ing gorgeous, but that was beside the point.    I had a boyfriend. I mean, I have a boyfriend. That attractive tan man with the intense eyes is my boyfriend. How?   About 10 minutes later, the door opened, and Yongguk and the other man returned. Yongguk ga