WHY??
1 year As Tiffany ParkChapter 4 - WHY??
Jessica POV
Tiffany was about to go but I don't know why, it seems that my hand has its own world that grab her wrist preventing her to go. I was shock not only because of what I did, but also because of what I feel. I feel an electricity flow through my body and my heart beats faster than its normal beat. I look at her deeply in the eyes and it reminds me of her. Those pretty eyes and this feelings, it finally came back after how many years.
"please don't go." I begged in a soft tone. Wait, what am I doing? Or rather than, what am I saying? Maybe because I was thinking about the person that I really loved before I came here to Seoul? I heard the students gasp around us maybe shock of my action even Tiffany and the other members. Then I came into my senses thinking of what just I said.
"uhm. I mean, uhm, let me, no, let us send you into your classroom. You're new here, and just like what you said, you're already late and I know that you haven't found your room yet. So, t-that's it!!! T-that's what I mean. Yeah. Hehe." I stuttered and just smiled awkwardly. I saw that she look down. I followed her direction and then I saw that I was still holding her wrist. I widened my eyes.
"ahm. Hehe. Sorry about that." I quickly took off my hand from her wrist and just rub the back of my neck.
" ahm. it's okay. " she replied as she gave me a small smile.
" so if you mind Tiffany, can you let us just send you to your room? Just ignore them." yuri whispered the last sentence to tiffany but i heard it because I was near to Tiffany while she was looking around where there are students who watching the scene now.
"ahm. O-okay." she said shyly. I smiled when I heard her answer.
"then co-"
"then let's go pany-ah!!!" I was about to get her things but Taeyeon already cut my sentence and get the things that Tiffany was holding. I was a bit disappointed but I tried not show it.
Now, I was with the other members walking behind Tiffany and Taeyeon. Taeyeon was obviously dragging her away from me. Maybe she already feel that I like Tiffany?? I was just staring at their back when suddenly taeyeon put her hands at Tiffany's waist making me boiled in anger. Then Tiffany turned to Taeyeon and I can see that she was red in side view. Is she- is she blushing? So, it means that she like Taeyeon too? No. Don't think about that Jessica. Maybe she was just shy because there are some students who are looking at them and some are whispering in each other that if she was Taeyeon's girlfriend. I don't want them to just leave me behind. I know that the other members was also behind them but what I mean is just, I don't want Taeyeon to hold her like that while I was just here, behind them watching their back with jealousy. Wait. Stop it Jessica!!! She's not your girlfriend!! And you're nothing for her but just an idol. Yes. That's the point. You just met her a few minutes ago. She's not your property. But there's still a way. And it was......
" I will make her mine." I unconsciously mumble making seohyun and yoona who was beside me looked towards me, confused.
" did you say something unnie? " seohyun asked.
" yeah. Did I heard it right? That you'll make her mine? But who?" yoona asked.
" huh? I didn't say that yoona. I was thinking if how i will ask Tiffany if what is her section when she and taeyeon was busy talking. Look at them." I replied in my normal tone not letting these two maknaes knowing what I said and pointing the two in front of us. Just when I look at Taeyeon and Tiffany in front of us, i saw that she and Taeyeon giggled that made me more furious.
" oh. Right. We're just walking here in the hallway but didn't know where we heading to. It's just like Taeyeon unnie knows her for a very long time that she even put her hands at Tiffany's waist making them like a cute couple. *giggled*." then I glared at yoona because of what she said.
"ahh. Okay. Wait unnie, I'll ask her. Even though it's rude to disturb them." she said nervously and finally ask Tiffany.
"ahm. Sorry for enterrupting your conversation Taeyeon unnie. But Tiffany-ssi, what is your section? You know, how we are going to find your room when we don't know your section?" as Yoona asked them, taeyeon's hand finally freed Tiffany's waist making me feel relieved.
" oh. Y-yeah. Right. Sorry about that. It's xxxxxx section A, yoona-ssi" she said.
" Ohhhh. It's good unnie coz we are near at your room" the maknae said, then we walked towards her room. As we was approaching her room, Ms Lee, who was the adviser of xxxxxx section A where is her section also was about to enter the room when I called her.
" Ms Lee!" she stop in her tracks and turned toward us. Now we are at the front of the door of their room.
Taeyeon POV-
When Jessica held Tiffany's wrist preventing her to go, I feel a little sting in my chest. I don't know why. Is this what they call jealousy? Urgh. Taeyeon what are you thinking? You just met her a few minutes ago. What is this feeling that I felt right now? And, why?
"please don't go" what?! Jinjja?!?!!wAit. This is not the Jessica Jung that I know. But the way she stares at Tiffany was different. Is it possible that she- that she like tiffany? Because it was proved by her actions.
"uhm. I mean, uhm, let me, no, let us send you into your classroom. You're new here, and just like what you said, you're already late and I know that you haven't found your room yet. So, t-that's it!!! T-that's what I mean. Yeah. Hehe." she stuttered. Why she was stuttering? Maybe-*sigh* wait, why she was still holding Tiffany's wrist? And worse, she was just still looking at Tiffany. Yes, it was true that she likes Tiffany.
"ahm. Hehe. Sorry about that." she finally let go of Tiffany's wrist that make me relieved.
" ahm. it's okay. " Tiffany replied as she smile at Jessica.
" so if you mind Tiffany, can you let us just send you to your room? Just ignore them." yuri whispered the last sentence to tiffany but I can hear it because I was standing right next to Yuri.
"ahm. O-okay." she said shyly. I smiled when I heard her answer. Then I look at Jessica who was still staring at Tiffany and was also smiling.
" then co-"
" then let's go pany-ah!!" I know that there is something that jessica will do that I'm sure, will make me jealous so I cut her words then get tiffany things and drag her away slowly from Jessica and I can see Jessica's disappointed face. I was just laughing mentally. Now you know what I feel when you cut my words in talking to Tiffany. Hmm. I know that she was now staring at us from the back. Let me make you feel how jealous I was when you hold Tiffany's hand *smirk*. By that, I hold Tiffany by her waist making us looking like a couple while walking in the hallway. When I held her, I felt weird, i felt butterflies in my stomach and I felt an electricity flow through my body. But why?? Why do I feel this way? Yes, I know that I like her, but because of this feeling, it makes me confuse. I look at her and she also look at me and I can see that her face was red. Is she- is she blushing??? But when I think about that, I heard some students whispering in each other that if Tiffany was my girlfriend. Then I think, it's just because of that why she was blushing. She don't like me. But I will make you like me. I swear.
" I swear"
"huh? You swear?" I look at her when I heard her voice then i saw that she was looking at me confuse but turn her head quickly while lowering her head. Then I realize that I blurted it out. What to do?!!what to say?!!??
"ahm. Hehe. Uhm. I-I s-said, I swear that yo-you will be late because we're just heading to nowhere right now. Uhm. What I m-mean is. You don't tell us your section. So we will not be able to know if where is your room right now. Yeah. Thats what I mean. Hehe" she giggled maybe because I stuttered. " yeah right. You was cuter than what I expected.'" then she covered and blush maybe because of what she said to me that I was cute. But, I admit, I also blush.
" but, dorky at the same time" I said just to minimize the awkward state between the two of us. Then we giggled. I turn and look at her. She was beautiful. Perfect. This is the first time that I feel this feeling for someone. This weird feelings, the butterflies in my stomach and the electricity that flow through my body. I smiled seeing that I progressed for making the awkward state turned into a comfortable one. I was just staring at her secretly while walking. Then I notice that she was silently smiling too. But my gaze to her was broke by yoona.
"ahm. Sorry for enterrupting your conversation Taeyeon unnie. But Tiffany-ssi, what is your section? You know, how we are going to find your room when we don't know your section?" as Yoona asked Tiffany, Tiffany, we stop in our track then Tiffany turn around making my hand slip from her waist. I was disappointed because I want to hold her more longer. Wait, taeyeon, you should make her yours so that you can hold her whenever you want. *smile*
" oh. Y-yeah. Right. Sorry about that. It's xxx section A, yoona-ssi" she replied to yoona.
" Ohhhh. It's good unnie coz we are near at your room" seohyun said, then we walked towards her room. As we was approaching her room, Ms Lee, who was the adviser of xxxxxx section A where is her section also was about to enter the room when Jessica called her.
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