Dear Diary,

I'm so confused.

-Dongwoo

"Howon is dead hyung!" Sungyeol yelled.

"What are you saying? He was with me this whole time. You're ing crazy Yeollie." Dongwoo pushed Sungyeol and walked out of the sushi shop.

"Hyung! Listen to me you crazy bastard! I know it sounds impossible, but I'm telling the truth, do you now know what happened after you fell into the water?"

"Howon saved me, and he's alive?" Dongwoo yelled confused at what was actually the truth.

"Answer me this if you know the truth. Is that why he looks so pale? He's always so cold whenever I grab his hand or bump into him." Dongwoo said with tears falling down his face.

Sungyeol nodded. "He's not really there hyung. Your mind is creating him because you won't let him leave."

Dongwoo stood still as he cried. His legs gave out and he collapsed onto the ground crying furiously. "Take me to his grave." he demanded.

Sungyeol grabbed his arm and yanked him up. He texted Sungjong who had run off somewhere to meet him at the graveyard.

"How?" Dongwoo asked being sobs. People had begun to stare at the two, it's not like you never seen two boys walking down the street while one of them is sobbing.

"How what hyung, be specific." Sungyeol continued to walk.

"How did he die? I think I should at least know." Dongwoo wiped away his tears.

"Do you really want to know?" Sungyeol stopped at turned to face Dongwoo.

Dongwoo nodded. "When we arrive, I'll tell you." Sungyeol sigh