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PS:...Sorry I don't write any messages with the chapters, I am stealing time between my exams to write :P 

Jaejoong POV:

I kept on hitting that wall with all the strength I had, with every spell I know, but it didn’t break apart. I wanted to use my two energies combined, but Junsu’s protective shield was forbidding me, because they will, maybe, kill me if I combine them…Why did you ever thought of protecting me, Junsu, with such strong shield I can’t overcome?!! I ran to halmeonie, crying,

“Please…please break the wall! I am begging you!”

She was horrified, shocked about how weak I can become, about how much I care about Junsu. However, her eyes got blank again, emotionless,

“You will forget about him soon…”

“No! I didn’t forget about him for years! He saved your grandchild life and soul! He saved you! If you can’t think about all of that, think about me. Halmeonie I…”

But I stopped as I heard Junsu’s weak voice. I turned immediately. He was still staring at me, body not moving…he wasn’t talking, his voice was in my mind,

“Jae…I can’t resist anymore…”

“No! No! Don’t give up please!” I shouted, unable to hold my tears anymore

“It hurts so much…”

I can hear the sounds of his energy cell breaking,

“You can still reach me Junsu! That means you can still hold on! Please!” I turned to halmeonie, enraged,

“Break the wall! Break it or I swear…You’ll all pay for it!”

“Look how you talk to me…”

“Break it!!” I feel hot…heat is surrounding me and eating my body and soul. I don’t know what is happening to me but I feel like I am going to kill everyone in this room if Junsu is lost

“It is already too late” father said

“Sorry…Jae”

When I turned, the king removed his teeth from Junsu’s neck. He wiped away the blood that was covering his lips and grinned triumph…and Junsu…Junsu’s eyes were blank. He stayed unmoved looking at the king then at us with a vacant, empty, cold stare. He stared long into my father’s eyes, then into the king’s,

“Junsu…” I can’t believe his soul was slavered…to that demon…I can’t!

The king let go out a chuckle, then a caught, then he curled to the ground in pain, throwing blood out of his throat. Junsu was just watching, detached, as the king took his last breath and froze dead. I didn’t know what to think or feel…I feel a bit relieved; the king dying means that Junsu could do something, but his heartless eyes and his cold soul scared me. He switched his stare from the body on the ground to me, gazed deeply, then looked at my father who was trembling in fear,

“You…” Junsu began expressionlessly, “you committed an unforgivable sin”

And he began walking toward us. Father took a step back, but halmeonie reassured him that Junsu can’t break her wall. Nonetheless, it took Junsu one touch to make the barrier shatter into pieces. And before I knew it, Junsu moved with a speed I even couldn’t detect and he was there, holding my father’s neck, lifting his body in the air, and looking sharply into his eyes,

“You’ll pay for it…remember it…every second of your remaining miserable life” and he let him go of the tremnling figure, “I swear…”

I approached him, still scared myself; his soul is so cold, “Junsu…”

He turned his head to me, as blank as he was, “Junsu, are you okay?” I touched his cheek, it was icy,

“Junsu…how do you feel?” I kept on searching for something, anything into his calm, sleepy eyes, but I found nothing…nothing at all. Where is the warm sweet soul that was inside?! I hugged him, feeling my eyes tearing again,

“Junsu, tell me you’re all right please. Tell me this world didn’t lose you. Tell me these two kingdoms didn’t lose you. Tell me nobody lost you! Tell me I didn’t lose you, please”

I waited so long, under my father and halmeonie scary looks to feel him touching my arm,

“take me…to the waterfall”

I lifted my head to look at him; he was still blank. He didn’t talk at all; nobody seemed to hear a thing except me,

“Jae…take me there, please”

I blinked, his communicating with me without talking. His soul is still there! I smiled at him like a fool and immediately used my speed to get him there!

He let go of me as empty as he was and walked inside the water. For the first time in my life, I see the water becoming tainted as Junsu was going deeper. I gasped,

“Do not follow me…stay as far as you can”

I stepped back, and kept watching as he took water, and softly, coldly, washed his face. He sat there, letting the flowing water embrace him totally as his wings lines started appearing again. I feel lacking air. I am confused; what is happening?! Helmeonie reached the place we were in. She shook my arm,

“Jaejoong, you should get out of here immediately!”

“Why?! To let you do something you’ll regret again?!” I answered furiously

“No! Junsu…he, somehow, the entire king’s energy into his body! He reversed the spell! He is, now, the ultimate darkness monster!”

My brain dazed, I couldn’t think! I couldn’t think or decide…I feel blocked into a nightmare, and I want to wake up now! I looked back at Junsu. His wings were getting shape…but they weren’t white. They were golden and shiny…and beautiful. I lost the feeling of my surrounding world admiring the huge wings as they spread and curve around Junsu’s body. I forgot halmeonie that was beside me; I even forgot to breathe…the water was getting cleaned alone, and getting shinier. I hear drops…I hear the sound of drops into the water…tears…Junsu was crying behind those big wings. He was crying and screaming in pain; I can hear him. I want to go to him, and I didn’t feel myself moving until halmeonie held my arm strongly,

“Where do you think you are going?!”

“Is that the darkness monster you were talking about?!” she was dazzled herself and couldn’t give me an answer, eyes locked on Junsu. However she suddenly regained her consciousness and pulled me back harshly, creating her famous wall again,

“What are you doing?!”

“He is crazy!! He is trying to lock the two complementary energies inside his body. It is impossible!”

“What do you mean? He has them both? The dark enrgies? He is trying to imprison them both?!”

Indeed, I started seeing the locking cage forming around Junsu, bigger and more complex that the one I’ve seen him using before. That one is also golden, like his wings…what force is this?! I still can hear his tears falling into the river. I still hear his screams…but, the white power I am feeling now is beyond what anyone can imagine. I stayed there, stunned, until the cage disappeared. Halmeonie removed her wall, and at that moment I could feel Junsu’s white energy as never before…it was indescribable! So pure, so heartwarming and so strong. He got up and turned to me, his golden wings spreading wide. He was holding his hands together on his almost bare chest-his cloths didn’t remain in shape after all what happened-, and his face was…twinkling in a weird pure glow…Is that Sera’s true powers? Or Junsu’s true powers? Or their powers combined?! Whatever it is, it is definitely not a dark aura. I surpassed my helpless breathless state to run to him. I held his shoulders, still looking at his huge wings,

“How are you?” I was sure he was okay, but I was so worried…so confused and afraid, all at the same time.

He smiled at me, sweetly, tenderly, a smile I’ve never seen before, and he leaned to rest his head on my shoulder,

“I’ve never been a demon Jaejoong…and I’ll never be. I’ll always be that good person you met under the tree and healed you, no one else”

As he got closed to me, my heart started racing like crazy. I felt dizzy all of a sudden. My aura is moving euphorically. Junsu’s energy is the strongest, purest, and sweetest energy I ever felt…I am, now, sure; Junsu is…from another level…a level I cannot reach no matter how hard I try…I knew he was special, but he is not special. He is one of a kind…absolutely, the one that should rule these kingdoms, for the best of all…and also, the ultimate most powerful human in Earth with the two complementary energies inside him now…the two complementary dark energies, but that somehow don’t show compared to all this pure presence. He lifted his head from my shoulder and looked at me,

“Your face is so funny…”

“Junsu…who? What? Where did you come from?” I am still taken aback, by what I saw and by what I am feeling like a storm inside me. I can’t think anything straight,

“I…wasn’t born with a dark energy in the first place Jae…I wasn’t the reason of Sera’s death either…It was all a lie…I never was a demon” he said, in a mixture of happiness and sorrow

“What…?! You lied to me?”

“No, when I was a baby, a spell was thrown to me to change my aura. The dark aura was never mine; it was put inside me, and the initial white one was locked strongly so nobody could feel it. Sera…was the only one who reached to it and saw it. When she died, I wasn’t the reason. She was already exhausted and on the verge. She knew she will die anyway, so she decided that saving my white energy would be her last did. She transferred her powers to me and blocked the darkness to help me retrieve my primary aura when time comes…I didn’t kill her”

Looking at his happy twinkling smile and relieved eyes, I wanted to shut up, but I felt the need to ask,

 “Who spelled you as a baby? How did you know all of this?”

And I hated myself just after, because the happy dreamy face was gone,

“It was in the king memories. I could read it. He, and your father did it all to oblige my parents to kill me”

with that, his wings started disappearing to sparkling little pieces that faded after...Why do me, and family should be involved in every single suffering Junsu has to endure...I feel awful, guilty and helpless,

"I am sorry..." I apologized sincerely

"Why? You did nothing wrong. It is not your fault"

"I need to make this right, Junsu...as right as it should have been if no interferance was done. I need to"