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EXO is My NeighborChapter 16
The next morning, I have decided that I’m going to talk with Se Hun eye-to-eye, I honestly dislike cold shoulder treatment the most, I rather he tells me what’s wrong and solve that problem right there, than ignoring me and treating me like , that’s why I’m always straightforward to people, too.
Lu Han told me that they all have to wake up at 4 AM, and now here I am, standing right in front of Se Hun and Su Ho’s room. I take a deep breath and knock on the door before entering, I know they’d be asleep and most probably won’t open it anyway, I might as well enter without their permission.
“Se Hun?”
I know he’s not sleeping, because I see his head jerks when I call his name, I guess he is surprised by my sudden presence, “I know you’re awake.” I say again, “Can we talk?”
I hear him sighing faintly before rising up from his bed, “Sure.” He mumbles, I can tell he’s unhappy, but I think he knows it, too, that this problem shouldn’t be a barrier in between us.
Or not.
I don’t know, I might be wrong, but at least I try to mend this ‘at the edge’ friendship with him.
We both sit on the couch, across from each other. “Se Hun, I’m truly sorry that I don’t realize your feelings to me sooner.” I start and his face instantly cringes, which shut my mouth right away. He sighs and leans back, crossing his arms across his chest, “No need to be sorry, even if you realized my feelings, I’m pretty sure you will still pick Lu Han over me.” He bitterly says, it breaks my heart, the way he speaks is so cold, it’s so different from the usual him.
“I know what you want to say and what you want to achieve from this talk, Ji Kyung.” He continues, “And sadly, I don’t think I can be back that fast, especially that I have to see you being together with him, I don’t think I can be normal around you anymore.”
“I will be back, someday.” He says while wearing that mask, a mask of fake smile. “I’m sorry.”
As the door of his room slammed close, a tear fall out of my eyes, I don’t know what is the cause of me crying, is it because I feel guilty?
Is it because the broken expression Se Hun had?
Is it because how cold he is to me?
Is it because I know that I have lost him?
I don’t know these mixed feelings.
But I know one thing for sure.
It hurts like hell.
Se Hun and Ji Kyung didn’t have a decent conversation through the whole week, which was slowly killing both of them, Ji Kyung didn’t initiate anything anymore, she was afraid if she did anything wrong, it would affect even worse effect on their already bad relationship, so now she did the best she thought she could do. Wait.
Meanwhile, the relationship between Se Hun and Chanyeol did get worse also, Chanyeol scolded him once about how immature Se Hun’s way of facing problems, and of course, the still sensitive Se Hun didn’t want to accept any advices from anyone, they ended up almost getting into fistfight, but luckily, Kris and Chen prevented that from happening.
And now, all of them were hiding that fact behind Ji Kyung, because they knew, she would felt hell guilty about this whole ordeal, whereas actually, it wasn’t her fault at all. Feelings were something that couldn’t be forced after all, right?
Lu Han didn’t like the fact that some of them were fighting, and he was trying his best to be nice to Se Hun, he didn’t want Ji Kyung to worry over him. And he wanted to spend his remaining days with Ji Kyung as much as possible, forgetting all the problems right then.
The next day was Se Ra’s wedding day, and Lu Han pouted because his manager forbid him from going with her, “I hate him.” He mumbled lowly, evoking laughter from the girlfriend.
“Don’t be so sad, I’ll send pictures of all the delicious foods.” Ji Kyung grinned mockingly.
Lu Han raised an eyebrow, “I don’t want pictures of delicious foods.” He smirked, knowing well his next sentence was going to send Ji Kyung to the blushing dungeon. “I want a picture of delicious you.” He said as he kissed her jaw.
True to his thoughts, Ji Kyung leaned back as she touched the spot he just kissed, face flaming like fire. “Wow, that face is on FIREEEEEE!!” He sang tauntingly.
“YAH!!!”
It was Se Ra’s wedding day, and because of their fame, though the twelve of them were invited, their manager only let 3 of them for each party, at the church and the party, that made it six.
The fixed one was Chanyeol, because he was the closest one to Se Ra, and the forbidden one was Lu Han, because he was Ji Kyung’s boyfriend, and their manager didn’t want any news leaked out about it.
After playing the childish-yet-easy game scissors, rock, paper. It was set that the ones who were going were, Kris, Kai, D.O, Chen, and Tao. Ji Kyung woke up the earliest, because she was going to be Se Ra’s braid of honor, Se Ra had provided everything for her, makeup artist, gowns, heels, every single thing for Ji Kyung.
“You’re going already- Oh .” Lu Han accidentally curse, he just woke up and found Ji Kyung not lying beside him, and as he opened his eyes, Ji Kyung was fully clothed except that the top was missing. The settle lighting from the night stand lamp somehow made her even more exotic. Ji Kyung quickly slipped into her T-shirt, startled. Lu Han hadn’t made a single move and she thought her dear
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