“Taeyeon-ah, will you be my girlfriend?” my best friend asked me and I just went into another dimension because what do you expect when your best friend that have known you since you let out your first cry in the delivery room. You might be wondering, how the did I get into this position in the first place?

Well, I got to take you back to about a decade ago when I first realize about my feelings for Jiyong. It was on the 5th of August 2007 I was suddenly feeling very sick and couldn’t go outside that day. This is probably the first time that I’m this sick because even if I’ve got the cold, I still go to school. I was just rolling around the bed in pain and to make it even worse, I’ve a really important group presentation tomorrow with my group members that we’ve been working our entire ing off for these past two week or so and the deadline or should I say the presentation is literally 24 hours from now.

I was about to go to Jessie’s house to finish preparing the group project when my body started fighting back against my mind in the most brutal way possible, a very intense fever and an intense headache that basically renders me unable to move a single muscle on my body.

So, here’s me lying on the bed completely unable to even turn my head around and I don’t know where my phone so I was totally expecting my members to call my number only for it to be led to my voicemail until suddenly, the bedroom door was swung open revealing a very bright l