You woke up in a hospital bed. You couldn't remember anything about your attack. The only thing you could recall is the eight venomous words that she spewed out of her vile mouth, "I told you to stay away from him". You were 100% positive who your attacker was; that crazy fan that sent you that death threat months ago. Kevin wasn't kidding; she was a total stalker fangirl. Kevin, where was he? You looked to your side and saw him sitting on a chair next to your bed, tear streaked face and bright eyes, despite the current situation.

"You're awake!! Thank God."

"Wha--what happened", you asked weakly.

"I came home to find you unconscious on our bedroom floor. You were attacked."

Your hand flew to your mouth and tears started streaming down your face.

"I know who did this."

"I know, she is already in custody of the police. She's going away for a very long time. I just can't believe a kissme would ever do something like that."

Just then, a doctor came in.

"Hello _____. I'm Dr. Lee. I'm going to go over with you the extent of your injuries, okay?"

"Okay."

"Well, you have a minor concussion, bruises on your arms, legs, and abdomen, no broken bones, but there is something else."

The doctor's tone suddenly became serious and you feared the worst.

"You suffered extreme blows to your abdomen. We did an ultrasound and we couldn't find a heartbeat. We rechecked to make sure our machines weren't faulty, but we still couldn't hear one. I'm so sorry. I'll leave you two now."

No heartbeat? The words sounded hollow inside your head. You were like a zombie; you couldn't feel anything, no emotions. Kevin just looked at you, trying to read your expression, but you were giving off a poker face. You wanted to cry your eyes out, but no tears came out.

A few days later, you were discharged from the hospital; and sent home. U-Kiss and Kevin's family came to visit you to see how you were feeling, but you just wanted to crawl under a rock. You didn't want to see anyone or anything, not even Kevin. You didn't talk to anyone for days on end, though it could've been weeks, you weren't sure. You didn't bother keeping track of time. You didn't want to eat, sleep, anything. Kevin felt your pain, but he had to mask his for the sake of the both of you. You were extremely depressed and you sometimes felt that life wasn't worth living anymore, but seeing Kevin's beautiful face every day made life bearable and you couldn't imagine your life without him.

Eventually, news got out about Kevin's engagement. Fans were upset, but the true kissmes were happy for him. They supported him and U-Kiss, even in these tough days. News also got out about the baby and miscarriage. That made the fans even more upset, but they were grieving for you and Kevin, not mad. Then they found out why you had a miscarriage and they were enraged to find out it was a fellow kissme. Kevin did a press conference to clear up everything and told them to just pray for him and his family and not to be angry at the fan. The crazy stalker fangirl was sentenced to juvenile detention because she was still a minor. There, she would get treatment and hopefully get better. You honestly felt sorry for her.

After two months of a heavy depression, you finally got out of your slump and life became normal again, well as normal as it would get. You and Kevin started talking wedding plans and dates. It was a fun activity and now that he had a lot of free time, it brought you two closer together again.

You planned to have a spring wedding and since it was currently February, you had about two months to get everything together. Deanna was your maid of honor and Eli was Kevin's best man. It was going to be the perfect wedding. You were planning on having it in Japan, in one of those beautiful Japanese Zen gardens with cherry blossoms surrounding you. It will be perfect.