He did care. He was dying to know. He just needed some time to made up his mind. When he saw the boy, his heart beat like a drilling rig. It felt as a fool's game because the person of (practically) his dreams existed. He had found him and he was real.

Now what? Should he approach him and say "listen, we haven't met but I've been in love with you for years"? Never. Should he try talk to him? How, if his heart was on the verge of bursting just by seeing him? What could happen if he was next to him? Maybe Seungkwan would get a .

Seungkwan walked between the selves when he saw him again. Frozen in his spot, he saw the guy wandering until he picked up the closer book and disappeared. What should he do now? Follow him?

He didn't even finished asking himself that when a figure appeared near him, looking for another book. Seungkwan got a stronger feeling in his stomach than what transportation made him feel. He never got used to it.

When the boy disappeared again, Seungkwan walked away, not wasting any time. He didn't want to be around when he'd get out again, he simply was unable to handle it.