Ji Yong was walking along the campus.  The girls were looking at him. What else is new? He didn't mind them. He just needed sunlight. He wanted to walk. He wanted to be away from the Library first. He wanted to smell something new. 

GD's POV

I like the peace in the Library but still, this is the reality. You can't escape from reality. Different people and different auras. This is the reality and I could never escape from it. This day made me smile even a little. I could see all the people smile. What makes them happy? Friends? Family?

I want to experience it but I guess I won't. I'd rather be on my own. I could be happy on my own but it will just take some time. I want to make my life meaningful. But how...

I like butterflies. They're colorful, they have freedom, they're not alone. They must be having a meaningful life even in their short life span. I want to run...I want to escape... But how could I escape from time. How could I run from reality. How could I be happy. How could I be real if something is stopping me. Something inside.

Reality could bring you happiness but it brought me sadness. A little happiness. Happiness that tells me that I am still breathing. I could still think. I could still wonder. I could still Pray and tell God to don't stop giving me seconds to breathe. I could still Hope.

I am still young. I want to do many things. I want to learn and discover things. Do usual things what normal people do. I want to know what happiness means. I want to be happy. I might be strong for now... I might just wonder what will happen the next day, the next week, the next month, the next few years... But soon I will experience what I am wondering today...

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Author's Note:

Some of you or most of you might get confused or mixed-up to the story or say that this chapter isn't related to the previous chapter. I was talking to my friend and she told me this so I decided to put this note. XDD. I will be placing only GD's POV on some chapters that I'll be updating. The GD POVs will serve as a space to tell his feelings or emotions on what will be discovered on the next next chapters. XDD. OTL.