How he found himself in this position he would never know, but Hoya was pretty sure he was going to kill someone if he didn’t control his nerves. Why was he being forced by their managers to go to a stupid schedule that had nothing to do with him? And why did he have to go with Dongwoo, Myungsoo and Sungyeol? It was like someone wanted him to die in front of the cameras or something like that. He didn’t know what to do, but he was pretty sure he was going to explode, especially with those three people around him. “Sure, magnae gets sick, and who has to replace him? Stupid Hoya. Because no one thinks of me when everyone one else is busy. Sure, I’m just useful when it comes to fill up the gaps.” He mumbled. He couldn’t help but feel a little rejected. It was like no show wanted just him. He would appear when the others were around him; otherwise, he wouldn’t have a thing to do.

He looked to the front of the van and what he saw made him almost want to throw up. Myungsoo and Dongwoo were at it again. Doing everything they could so Sungyeol would be jealous. Didn’t they get tired? Didn’t they get tired of pretending they were this couple who was in love? Weren’t they tired of annoying the choding? Hoya looked to the member next to him and could swear he was seeing fire in Sungyeol’s eyes. He didn’t know if he should talk to the younger man or not. He was scared that Sungyeol might kill him if he had the chance. “….Look…” Hoya started as he placed his hand on top of the younger man’s shoulder. He felt Sungyeol move under his hand and when the taller looked at him, Hoya could feel his soul leave his body, he really could.

“…If you’re jealous, just tell Myungsoo how you feel.” Hoya wasn’t sure if he was saying the right words, but at that time, he couldn’t think of anything else. Sungyeol was so red with anger that Hoya was pretty sure that if their CEO entered the van, he would be killed just with a simple look. “We all know these two aren’t dating for real.” He said pointing to the fake couple in front of them. They were in their own little world and weren’t caring at all about the two behind them. If they did, they were doing an awesome job hiding it. “…I’m pretty sure Myungsoo cares that Sungyeol is staring at him right now…” Hoya thought as he looked to the other member. He didn’t know why he was even bothering himself with such a thing. He never understood the relationship between Sungyeol and Myungsoo and to be honest, he didn’t care. For all he knew, those two could kill each other. He just didn’t want their problems to go to him.

 Those two were disturbing him so freaking much that Hoya could swear he was feeling his insides twist. Why were they behaving like that? It was making him seriously uncomfortable and he was pretty sure that because of them, the small trip to the KBS studio was going to take longer than usual. Those two were so lost in their won world he could be shouting from the top of his lungs how obnoxious the two of them were that they would just pretend he didn’t say a thing. “Do you see how they are? Do you see how these two are behaving?” Sungyeol asked with a glare and crossed his arms. He was not in a good mood. He was not willing to be the same old choding who made fun of every situation. Right now, he was a very pissed Infinite member who wanted the van to stop and grab Myungsoo out of there. “The only thing missing is Dongwoo shove his tongue down Myungsoo’s throat!”

Hoya shivered at the image. It was horrible and he wished he didn’t even picture it inside his head. God. Those two…kissing? “Ew….just…ew!” Hoya thought. He looked to Sungyeol. The younger man was pissed, but he could see that the young was also looking hurt. He looked like a dagger went right through his heart. “You like Myungsoo that much?” Hoya asked and the younger man looked at him with a raised brow. “No! Of course not, I don’t…He just annoys me. They don’t even like each other and are behaving like this…”  The dancer rolled his eyes. Sungyeol was the worst liar ever. He couldn’t even hide how bad he wanted to be Dongwoo at that moment.  “For god’s sake…”Hoya was starting to get angry, he really was. He moved from his sit a little and Sungyeol started looking at him with a very confused face. “I’m going to regret this.” 

“Hyung, stop the van!” Hoya shouted and his manager raised a brow and looked back to him. “What?” He asked confused but all the dancer did was roll his eyes. He wasn’t in the mood to do explanations, not at all. “Just do it!” His voice was mean and cold. It was enough for the manager to stop the van. The supposed couple in front of him stop what they were doing and looked at Hoya. “You’re coming with me.” Hoya said with a cold tone and grabbed Dongwoo’s hand. He opened the van door and the rapper couldn’t hide the confused look on his face. “Howon! Where are you going? You’ve a schedule!” Hoya just continued walking with Dongwoo behind him. “Take Myungsoo and Sungyeol. We’re not going!”

With that, Hoya vanished from the manager’s camp of vision. He knew that when they went back home he was going to hear the hell of it, but right now, the only thing he head inside his head was that if Sungyeol didn’t took the chance he just gave him, there would be a problem a big one, because honestly, Hoya wasn’t in the mood to be completely alone with the older man. “What the hell dude?” Dongwoo asked as the two of them continued walking. “Just shut up okay?”

Hoya wasn’t in a good mood, but now Dongwoo wasn’t happy either. He was perfectly fine on the van. Why in the world was he being dragged by Hoya to some place he had no idea what was it? And he was pretty sure Hoya didn’t know where they were going either. Hoya stopped walking and turned to look to Dongwoo. Both were staring at each other and they weren’t looking very happy. Actually, both looked like they were going to kill each other  if they had the chance. “Why in the world did you dragged me to…” Dongwoo looked around and then to Hoya.  He was feeling his blood boiling. He was so ready to kill the younger man. “To the middle of nowhere?”

“Shut up! Just shut up!” Hoya shouted and Dongwoo was taken back when he heard those words. “Just shut up before I punch you right in the face!” The older man didn’t know what to say after that. He was pretty sure the younger would do that. He could see it in his eyes. He could see in Hoya’s eyes something that was making him really uncomfortable. Hoya looked at him and closed his hands in fists. “God, you annoy me so freaking much!” Dongwoo was pretty sure he wasn’t suppose to speak at that moment, so he just stood there biting his lower lip. “That freaking disgusting love show you two were putting since yesterday! Just stop it! It’s annoying and wrong!” The older opened his mouth to speak but Hoya stopped him. “Couldn’t you see how Sungyeol was hurting? Couldn’t you see he was about to cry because of that you were pulling?” This time, there was a small pause and Dongwoo took this chance to speak. He wasn’t enjoying having Hoya shout right into his face. “Why do you even care?” Dongwoo asked almost shouted. He was so tired of Hoya. He was so freaking tired of his words, so tired of his face. “Because I’m in love with you!”