The members were all in the living room. Some were watching TV; others were reading or even listening to music. They had a free day, something that was incredibly rare for them nowadays, so they would take the chance and do nothing. Hoya on the other hand continued looking to his cell phone. He spent all night looking to the screen, waiting for an answer, waiting for a good, positive answer. But all he got in the morning was a text that simply said “ you!”  He shouldn’t be surprised and part of him wasn’t. He deserved those words, he knew he did. He wasn’t expecting the older man to say everything was okay and that he forgave his cold words, but he wasn’t expecting their happy, hyper member to use such language either. On the contrary, it surprised him a lot when he read those words.

He looked around the living room and saw the rapper with Myungsoo, both staring at the laptop and laughing. He then looked to Sungyeol and noticed the younger was looking at Dongwoo with a small glare. Hoya didn’t understand. Myungsoo did everything he could to make Sungyeol his. He even got to the point of doing his laundry and cooking dinner for him, but the choding boy would just play hard to get. But if Myungsoo interacted with another member, or if he acted a little too needy for attention (which would always happen when he was with Dongwoo) Sungyeol would act like a jealous boyfriend and would glare to everyone and insult everything. The members were weird, they really were. And Dongwoo seemed okay with being used to make the other jealous. He actually looked like he was having fun with it.

“If you keep staring, your eyes might fall.” Hoya looked to his left and he saw Woohyun smirking at him at the same time he played a game on his phone. The dancer continued staring to the lead vocal and just didn’t understand what he meant by that. “You’re looking at Dongwoo-hyung too much lately.” Woohyun paused and looked to the younger man. Both were on a staring contest right now and Hoya was defiantly losing it. “Is it because you liked the way he touched your ?” Woohyun asked with an evil smirk and Hoya could feel a blush cross his cheeks to his ears.  “Or was it because of the kiss?” So Woohyun knew it as well? Hoya looked down to his hands and Woohyun tried his best not to laugh out loud. He didn’t want to draw attention to them. This was a conversation just for the two of them and no one else.  “How do you…” Hoya started but the older smiled. “I caught you two.”

Woohyun saw that Hoya wasn’t very happy when he heard that. Instead he saw the dancer getting tense. “Whatever…It’s not like it meant a thing. It was just a stupid kiss. I meant nothing.” Hoya said but the older one just rolled his eyes. That speech was something he would expect from Hoya. He was always so defensive. He couldn’t let himself go for just a while. He would always be so stiff, so….boring. “Are you sure?” Woohyun asked with a raised brow and Hoya glared at him. “Look here Woohyun. You of all people know how Dongwoo and I are. We aren’t even close enough to be called friends.” The dancer paused and the older continued listening to him. “I said a couple of things, Dongwoo-Hyung got pissed and now he’s all over Myungsoo as you can see.” Both looked at the older man’s direction.

Right now he was with Myungsoo in his lap, his arms around the younger man’s waist and the two of them were laughing. They also noticed Myungsoo was playing with one of Dongwoo’s rings and he had a very shinning smile on his face. Sungyeol looked like he was about to rip someone’s head off. Those two looked so…happy and cute. It was like they were dating for real. It was more than obvious that those two were doing those things to make Sungyeol jealous, but it was also obvious that Myungsoo wasn’t going to wait forever. He wasn’t a very patient person. Just the fact he was willing to wait for so long was a miracle. Woohyun wanted to laugh, he really did, but when he looked to Hoya, his smile turned into a smirk. “You look so cute when you’re jealous.”

“I’m not jealous!” Hoya said but the older didn’t believe him. Instead he just smirked and tried his best not to say what he was really thinking. Instead he just closed his eyes and continued listening to his music. “I’m not jealous!” Hoya said again. He knew Woohyun didn’t believe him, that was why he wasn’t talking. Instead he was just ignoring him and that was making everything worst for the dancer. “Sure you aren’t.”  The younger man couldn’t believe he was allowing himself to be angry because of something that wasn’t even real. He was just getting angry because Woohyun was making him like that. “I’m just saying, you look really angry when he and Myungsoo get together.” Hoya did his best not to punch Woohyun right there.

He just didn’t do it because the other members were there and they would probably ask what happened between the two of them.  “I think you and  Hyung should have a serious talk.” Hoya continued looking and he didn’t know what to do. Not saying anything else, he got up from his sit on the floor and walked towards the bathroom. He needed to get away from the living room. He needed to catch some air before he went insane. Why was Woohyun even saying those stupid things? And why was he even looking to Dongwoo while he was with Myungsoo? It made no sense. And why would he care? He didn’t care. Those two were just pretending. Those two were just making Sungyeol jealous because Myungsoo was tired of waiting for him and wanted some action before it was too late.

“I don’t care, why would I care?” Hoya closed the bathroom door behind him and looked to his reflection in the mirror. He looked so tired. He looked exhausted. And he was. He couldn’t even stand on his own two feet, but it was his own fault, so he decided not to complain. Why would he? It was his own fault that he stood all night looking to his cell phone. It was his fault that he was now feeling remorse for something that he did. If he could go back in time he would never say those things to Dongwoo, but he didn’t even thought. Before he knew it, the words were out and he had offended the older man. But could you blame him? He was nervous, he had no idea what to do or say.

He found out he had kissed Dongwoo. What the hell were people expecting from him? To be happy and all smiles? He didn’t like the older man to start with, so why in the world would he be happy to kiss him? And he didn’t even remember a single thing, to make things even worst. “What if…what if it was me who started it?” He couldn’t help but ask himself such a thing. But as he was starting to freak out with such a thought, the image of Myungsoo and Dongwoo making out crossed his head. “What the hell?” He asked and almost shouted so the members outside could heard him. He covered his mouth and his eyes were wide open. Why was he imagining the two of them doing those things? Why was he even bothering himself with such fantasies? “Fantasies? Oh god, I’m going out of my mind!” he the cold water and cleaned his face. That was what he needed. He needed cold water to make him wake up. He was going insane, and the more he kept imagining those two, he started feeling something burn inside him. This was bad, really bad. “I’m not jealous, I’m not jealous!” He paused and looked to the mirror. “This is all your fault Woohyun!”