If the sun was bright enough to light up the whole world, 

Then perhaps if it feels right, 

Could you be my sun?

Because if I was going to be honest, 

I would love for you to call me yours,

Just like how you introduced yourself,

“Yuju, Yuna, Yours”, 

I would not mind that one bit,

It’s kind of funny, really,

As if you were my sun all along, 

You’re already lighting up my whole world.

Sojung put her pen down with an audible sigh. She was alone by her desk inside her dorm room, the grey walls make her feel more isolated and lonelier than it should.

She glances at her alarm clock, 3:43 AM. She tried going to sleep but her thoughts kept her awake and that’s what happens to Sojung when there’s a lot on her mind. She debated whether to text Yuna or not at this time but figured the other girl would be sound asleep and she didn’t wanna ruin that for her. She sighed again.

Yerin’s with Sinb again tonight, the room feels cold and empty.

She grabbed another piece of paper and began writing once more.

Can you believe it?

You made me feel like such a fool, 

Did you know that all along?

Now I’m stuck with these memories,

All this pain,

I can’t get rid of them,

Get out of my mind.

You ruined me.

You ruined me.

You ruined love for me.

Sojung’s mind is going haywire tonight, it’s been a while since this happened. She’s been doing so good lately. So why tonight? Why tonight. She doesn’t want to cry anymore, but it still hurts. 

hi everyone! im so sorry for the lack of updates, ive been busy with a couple of things so here's a filler just to 'fill' you guys in with what's happening with sojung.

originally i didn't want to give any emphasis onto her character but i feel like with all the heavy topics surrounding this story you guys might like some type of love story in between to keep things balanced and i hope you guys will enjoy it

and i hope everyone is doing well, take care of yourselves and remember that it's okay to not be okay. if you want me to write about a specific topic, do let me know. it could be anything ! i'll try to make it work. thank you so much for reading. stay safe everyone. <3