Ha Jin woke up feeling very hot she touched her forehead and found that she has a fever. She decided to stay home as her body insisted on lying down. She was about to drift to dreamland when a bell hit her ears. She grumbled and made her way to her door. The mail man had come.

“Good morning mam, here is your mail”

“Good morning, thanks for taking the pain in delivering this to me”

“No it’s ok mam, it’s my job, and would you kindly sign this paper”

“Sure”.

Ha Jin took the parcel from the mail man and looked at the name tag on it.

Seeing her best friend’s name she leaped up with joy. She straight went to bedroom to open a parcel. She didn’t notice that she hasn’t locked the door. She had closed it but not lock. Ha Jin first examined the box then opened it. There she found her picture album it had all kinds of photos of her. There were photos of her childhood to the photos of her highschool. She hadn’t taken any pictures after her parent’s divorce. She was enjoying her moment with the chocolates, dresses, books her friend had sent her. When she found a letter her smile faded. She looked at it again. It was from her mother. She read the letter by the end of the letter there were tears in her eyes, she finished reading the letter when suddenly the pain of the fever kicked in making her pass out.

Jungkook thought about what Jimin had said.’ I am in love?’, he thought. He had to admit that Jimin wasn’t lying, he did start to care for her, but love it is a powerful word. He’s brain stormed with questions for himself when he woke up from his trance by the sound of his phone. He started to get ready. He wore his watch, insured his wallet and …………………… he fumbled upon to find his favorite handkerchief. Then he remembered Ha Jin had it. He sighed and left. On his way he took a glance at his watch it was too early. He looked around to see if he could do something. He called his hyungs all of them said the same things,” I can’t, I am sleeping”. Jungkook let out a frustrated sigh. He started roaming pointlessly. When he saw familiar street. The street which leads to Ha Jin’s home. He wondered what Ha Jin is doing, ’probably sleeping’ he thought.

He stood in the middle of the street. What was he gonna say if Ha Jin opened the door? What will be the reason? What is she going to think?

Before he could find the answer of those questions he was already in front of Ha Jin’s door, hand on the door bell. ‘, I already pressed it, no going back now’, he mentally cursed himself. He stood there for a minute no answer. He was about to leave when his evil side said,’ maybe she is in the shower, check her out’. Then his good side said,’ the door is locked, stupid’. Too confused Jungkook twisted the door knob and found that the door was open. He had a lot of thoughts that time one included,’ this is the reason, girls get so often’. He made his way through the house. It was too clean he could almost see sparkles on the floor. He then went to the room in the corner which he figured out was her bed room. Even though he had been into girl’s rooms thousands of time. He still hesitated. He didn’t know, why he was getting all this heat. So he called out,” Ha Jin, are you there?”. No answer. ”I am coming in” he called out before entering. The next scene was shocking. Ha Jin was lying on the ground with a letter in her hand. Jungkook went to her, crouched down to see she had passed out. She picked her up and lay her on her bed which was a mess. He touched her forehead to find she had fever. Even though he wasn’t into these kind of things he still did his best to take care of Ha Jin. After putting a cold water towel on her head and wrapping a blanket around her , he started to look around. He looked around until his eyes fell on her laptop. He picked it up, there was no password on it so he easily went in. ‘ let’s see if you are really innocent or not’ he thought with a smirk. He looked around the files. Then one file caught his eyes. The file spelled ‘ K-pop’. ‘She is into k pop’, he thought. In the file he found a lot of Suho and Luhan photos. ‘ I am more handsome than those idiots’. He then closed her laptop. He found her album and scrolled through each picture. His smile faded to see how she changed from an angel to a devil now back to angel. After seeing all the pictures he looks at his clock, it was too late.’ I will just skip university today I guess’, he thought. He felt hungry a little bit so he got to the kitchen to find something to eat. He took out a container with home baked cookies. He ate most it.’ She is a perfect wife….. no she is not Jungkook what the hell are you thinking’, he suddenly felt heat rising again on his cheeks. After a while he went back to Ha Jin’s room. This time his eyes fell on the letter Ha Jin was clutching when he had come. He open it up and started to read it:

Dear Ha Jin, how are you? I hope you are doing fine. I know I haven’t contacted you in years. I am sorry for that. I am really sorry. Since me and you’re father’s divorce we haven’t talked at all. I am sorry for my late encounter. 2 years ago I know we were the cause of your change. Sorry for destroying your life. Please forgive us. Just to let you know you still are my daughter. I love you a lot. I hope you find happiness in this world. Stay happy my daughter. The reason I am writing this is because my time has come. Your father died last year in a car accident. I meant to tell you but I knew you would just hate a more for leaving him. I am sorry. I am so sorry. Now I have been diagnosed with cancer I have less than a week to live. This is on the short note. I am sorry for writing so late. I am really selfish. I know you hate me but will you please pay your mother a little visit. I know you won’t. I remember abandoning you. You thought I was gone after you returned from school and found out no one is there. I was just outside hearing your loud sobs. I am sorry. I heard from your friend that even though we left you with no clue you managed to stand up on your own. I am proud of you. But I have no right to be proud because what I did was something that a mother would have never done. I am sorry for not giving you the life you deserved. If you are reading this thank you. I am sorry and I miss you a lot. I just want to see my daughter again. I am sorry for the last time and if by the time you reach me and I am gone please forgive me for my sins. I repented for two years already. My death will is to see you. Please don’t hate anymore, I want to be gone from this earth with peace. I want to die knowing you have forgiven me.

Love

Your mother –