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Jungkook. 

It occurred to me suddenly that I never questioned my attraction toward Seokjin. I knew I wasn't exactly gay, I was far from attracted from any of the members and the thought of even kissing one of them made me want to gag. I'm not really sure why I like Seokjin so much, maybe it's his warm aura or the motherly effect he has on all of us, they don't call him the mother of the group for no reason. 

I've had crushes on girls, hell if IU or Ailee made eye contact with me I think I'd die. So I've come to the conclusion that Seokjin is the only exception. We've all been busy with comeback stages for Blood, Sweat & Tears, there is this one stage that I remember much too well. 

It was the one we did at M COUNTDOWN. While we were doing endless performances, one particular banner caught my eye in the sea of Army Bombs and our dedicated fans. It read in bold neon pink "JINKOOK." I was shocked. I just stood and stared for the longest time, and I even pinched myself just to check if it was really there or not. 

Did they notice I was acting weird? Did they notice me staring at Seokjin? Endless questions poured into my head and I couldn't think right. "Yah! Jungkook get into position!" I heard our manager yell at me. Blinking from my state of shock, I went and took my place with the other members. Little did I know at that time, I wasn't the only one staring at something. 

After our promotions and endless stages, we got a couple of days to rest off our muscles. My mind kept going back to the banner, they liked Jin and I t