Song Recommendation: Awake - BTS (Kim Seokjin)

Jungkook. 

It was that time again, we're preparing for our next comeback. Everything was packed, there was so little time to do so many things that I could hardly breathe sometimes. Short Films, Music Videos, Interviews, Dance Practices, Rehearsals, Recordings, Photo shoots, Solo Songs... There were just so many things to do. But they weren't things I hated, I loved doing everything, as long as we could make Army happy. 

We were all really excited to release this album, I think it would have to be one of the hardest things that we've worked on. Especially our solo songs. We've never had solo songs before, but for this album we all got to personally write lyrics for our own songs. It was special. It was soon going to be time that we were going to present our songs to each other. 

I was excited, nervous, scared. I couldn't wait to here a whole song filled with just Seokjin's voice. His blonde hair soon faded, and was now dyed with a light pink, which fitted him very well. While blonde made him look sinful and provoked all my hidden desires, pink brought out his innocence, his true beauty. I know everyone was awestruck when they first saw his hair, there was nothing Jin couldn't pull off. 

It was my turn first. Begin. I was a little anxious to show it to them, I'd never written a song before and I guess I was just afraid of rejection. 

I felt a hand rubbing down my back soothingly, and looked to my side only to see the man haunting my thoughts. Seokjin. "Don't worry Jungkook-ah, I know that your song is going to be beautiful." He flashed me a small smile and sat down with the rest of the group. 

It felt like all my worries were washed away, just from a simple touch, a few words and a small smile. I felt like I could do anything. I knew Seokjin was nervous as well, but he took the time to make sure I was okay. He was truly an angel I didn't deserve. 

The music started and I held my breath. 

"amugeotdo eobtdeon yeoldaseosui na..." 

This is song is for everyone. Jimin, Taehyung, Yoongi, Namjoon, Hoseok and finally Seokjin. They were always there for me, they made me who I am today. I don't think I would be able to smile today if it wasn't for them, and this so