Song Recommendation: Don't Listen - SEVENTEEN

Jungkook. 

I leaned my back against the bathroom door, I didn't mean to lose my temper at Seokjin when he was just trying to help me. He must've been shocked, he probably still is, I couldn't hear the slightest ounce of movement coming from the latter behind the door that separated the both of us. I felt butterflies in my stomach, and it wasn't the good kind. The only instinct I had right now was to flee. 

Not caring about my appearance I threw on random clothes and shoved all of my belongings back in my suitcase, which wasn't very hard since I'd hardly unpacked anything in the first place. Wheeling my suitcase in one hand and clutching my bag of medication. I glanced at the bathroom door, there were still no sounds coming from him, I'd probably scared him half to death. There goes all my chances of Seokjin ever reciprocating my feelings. 

I left our hotel room and walked to the only place where I felt like I could go. I stood outside Yoongi's room, everything that happened in the last 24 hours flashed through my mind and weighed my shoulders down. I knocked on his door, a little too quietly, I was about to knock again when the door opened revealing Yoongi. 

He took one look at my suitcase and opened his door wider. He took my suitcase from me and walked into the room, I shut the door and followed quietly behind him. It was a good thing that he had the room to himself this time, otherwise I wouldn't know what I would say to the other members. I jolted suddenly, feeling Yoongi's palm on my forehead, much like Seokjin had done before. 

"Lay down." It wasn't an option, and I was in no mood to argue with anything, so I did as I was told and took my place on the large bed in the middle of the room. "Drink this." Yoongi handed me a glass of water and several colorful pills. I swallowed them all down with a large gulp. "Now go to sleep. I'm going to go check on Seokjin." I nodded timidly, deciding to follow Yoongi's instructions. 

After I heard the door shut with a small click, I shut my eyes and let darkness take over. 

Yoongi. 

Jungkook came to us when he was basically a baby, he still is a baby to us. It didn't take me long to figure out his feelings for Seokjin, after all he wasn't necessarily trying to hide his feelings for him. His lustful gazes while Seokjin wasn't looking, and amount of time he stood watching a banner with his name and Seokjin's name together. Anyone could have put it together. And just to my luck, I happened to be the one witnessing everything unfold from the sidelines. 

I wasn't angry or disappointed when I found Jungkook hovering above Seokjin's bed sizing him up like a piece of meat. I was more concerned and felt pity towards Jungkook and his feelings toward Seokjin. Out of everyone he could've fallen for, it had to be Seokjin. 

Poor, beautiful, innocent, kind, naive Seokjin. The eldest of all of us, but probably the most oblivious to everything that was going around him, was what I thought. Seokjin doesn't seem like the smartest, anyone would automatically associate that word with Namjoon. Not with numbers, but with people, Seokjin would dominate us all. 

Seokjin watched all of us grow, never bothered us with anything, he was always our shoulder to cry on. It isn't hard to fall in love with Seokjin, it's harder to ignore his beautiful presence if anything. I've even been star struck a couple times myself, after all he is my roommate, I know basically everything about him. 

I'm in a bit of a dilemma about what to do. Over the past couple of months things have progressed much too fast for my liking. It started out from Jungkook innocently observing Seokjin from the sidelines, to going around kissing people in the bathroom. It wasn't healthy for him,