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Jungkook.

As I got older, I got more mature. I grew taller, my shoulders grew broader and my voice got deeper. That's not the only thing that's grown though, I've grown to fall in love with Seokjin. Everything about him drives my crazy to the point that I'd have to lock myself in a bathroom to calm down my ually frustrated body. 

It was especially worse during the Fire Era. Some idiot stylist decided it would be a ing good idea to dye Jin's hair blonde. It was the worst idea ever. People started to notice him more, people looked at him in ways which made my blood boil. Just because his hair color changed doesn't give them the right to finally notice him, he deserves better then that, he deserves me. 

His blonde hair and tight leather pants were going to be the death of me. I still remember after every music show and comeback stage I'd have to disappear for minutes at a time to calm down little Jungkook, anyone would have noticed with these jeans on. The way his legs look, the way they shaped every curve on his never ending legs, all I wanted to do was rip them off right then and there. But fate is a and I can't do that. 

It was around this time when I first noticed Jin's health deteriorating. He's lost pounds at a time and his skin always seemed to a little to pale for my liking. He stopped eating regularly, I knew the members were worried too because Jin never denies food, but he'd always shake it off with a "I just ate too much at lunch." But I always knew when Jin lied. 

I knew Jin often checked youtube comments and tweets to us. I knew he cared too much about what other people said. I knew he saw the article about his transformation and gain in sudden popularity because of his blonde hair and weight loss. It was ni