I was pampering my beautiful wife as she whines about food. I could sigh of those times, with her yelling at a random time of day or when she yanks my hair of how painful it was to be in the stage of pregnancy. 

Yep...I was going to be a 'father'. Hana is three months pregnant with our first child.

"Aigoo...here we go again." I mumbled softly as I went to my wife. "What's wrong, my love?"

"Get my pillow~" Hana whined as she holds her tummy.

I nodded and did the task in a knick of time. Hana gave me that adoring smile and I couldn't help my sheepish grin. She was just too pretty. I was lucky to have a beautiful wife like her. 

We had a wonderful four years of being girlfriends and finally married when it was time. Our loved ones accepted us of who we are and we had a wonderful marriage. We were now four years married and finally, we'll have our child.

"Do you need anything else?" I asked her.

Hana nodded and spreads her arms in front of me. "Come here."

I couldn't resist and came closer. She hugs me tight and lets herself lean onto me. I positioned her properly so that her back was facing me. I wrap my arms around her and she leans onto me, her nose nuzzling on my neck.

I giggled lightly, kissing her forehead. I felt her hands holding mine. I intertwined fingers with one hand as I place the other on her stomach, where our baby was inside.

"Are you alright?" I asked.

"Why wouldn't I? I have my Alpha to take care of me." Hana spoke as she kissed my cheek. "Thank you so much for being there for me. You're the best person that has become a part of me."

"Mine too." I mumbled.

"I love you, Sejeong-ah..." She gave little kisses on my neck.

I let her face me and I kissed her. She kisses me back, moving to the side so that we face each other properly. We had to break for air and we both leaned our foreheads against each other.

"I love you too, Hana...I always have and always will."

•••••

I was in leave for work, putting my Hana as a priority due to her pregnancy. I was called from time to time and I let Sally or Soyee do the work for me. Soyee does it mostly.

As of this week, the calls didn't stop. I look at Hana and she gave me that soft smile, all while holding my hand. "It's okay, Sejeong-ah. Go."

"Are you sure?" I asked as I sat next to her. "You might need something. If I'm not here, who will watch over you and take care of your errands?"

A ring disrupted us. I sighed and answered the call. "Kim."

*The boss wants you here for the infrastructure project this afternoon. She needs the proposal today.*

"I'm on leave, Soyee. Handle it for me again, please?"

*I would do it but Boss called for you. I wouldn't have made the frequent calls, now would I?*

"Now?" I sighed. "I'll be there."

*Alright. I'll get the presentation ready.*

I hung up. I saw Hana sleeping lightly. I tucked the blanket around her, pecked her cheek, and went to shower and get ready for work.

One hour later, I was all ready. I saw Hana still sleeping. I sigh again. I can't leave yet. I call for someone.

*You called??*

"Hehe...hey, Mimi."

Jung Mimi was a classmate before. She admired Hana so much. She was bemused that Hana chose me and she was jealous. Despite of the peace towards each other, she still had that grudge.

*What do you need this time, Kim Sejeong?*

"I am called by my boss to work despite of my leave. Will you watch over Hana for me?" 

*Okay.*

I sigh. Mimi isn't decent sometimes. But whenever Hana had problems I couldn't fix sometimes, Mimi fixes them. She and Hana are bestfriends. I didn't mind of the bond. Besides, Hana chose me.

"Sejeongie..." Hana mumbled. "Come here."

I went closer and Hana woke up. She hugged close and I hugged her back.

"Hana...darling...I am called to work for today. I had Mimi to come and watch over you. I'll be back as soon as possible, okay?"

"Okay." She answered.

I kissed her forehead as a sign of my thanks. Hana was always understanding. I waited and stayed with her for a while until Mimi came. Hana was so happy to see her best friend that Mimi went to hug her.

"Hey, Hana...Sejeong." Mimi greeted.

"I'll be going now. Take care of wife for me, Mimi." I said.

"Duly noted." Mimi nodded.

Hana spreads her arms towards me and I hug her tight, kissing each other and saying our I love yous. I gazed at Mimi and she was a bit bemused. I pat her back, saying my thanks, and went out for work.

I may trust Mimi. I trust Hana the most. But if Mimi does anything strange towards my wife, she'll be dead meat to me.

•••••

At work, Boss had to apologize for the intrusion of my leave. Soyee and Sally were busy as I greet them. Also, they helped me with the presentation and the discussion of the project's proposal.

The process went smoothly than expected but the persuasion was the worst. Most of the investors approved of it expect one, who would invest the greatest value. It was stress for all of us but there would be guarantee of approval. For now, that was. enough.

Later, Sally had to leave early to see her family from China. Soyee and I stayed to fix our cubicles when a loud phone rang. With the ty yet cute ringtone, I know it was Soyee's.

I was hastily fixing. Hana is waiting for me. I just pray Mimi didn't do anything stupid. I was done and ready to leave when...

"Sejeong. Don't go yet. It's important." Soyee stopped me.

"What?" I asked impatiently.

"It's Nayoung." She said and I froze. "She called. Mina is sick."

•••••

I made a regretful excuse and texted Hana that I will be working for a week so I will come home by morning next week. She was worried of where I'll sleep and my necessities but I said to her that it was insured by the company and she calmed. I also texted Mimi to continue watching her, adding a playful threat. And she had to reply with a smile emoji.

Nonetheless, I got to a house, one that is almost the same as the one I stayed in with my wife. I got in and went to look for some people. I got to the living room and there was her...together with our child...

"Nayoung..."

"Hi. Don't worry about Mina here. Her fever's already down." She said, lulling our three-month old baby to sleep.

I nodded and went closer, hugging Nayoung and checking Mina. She was right. Mina isn't heating up anymore. 

"I'll carry her towards her bedroom." I said. "I miss my baby Mina."

Nayoung nodded and gently handed Mina to me. I left Nayoung to sit as I tucked Mina to her crib. She slept peacefully and I went back to Nayoung. Then, my strong persona turned soft. I spread my arms in front of Nayoung. "Come here."

She did, standing up and drawing closer. I hugged her softly. Then, those soft touches held onto her clothes as I pull her close, nuzzling onto her chest.

"You're stressed. Going out to work for three months must be tiresome, huh?" I heard Nayoung chuckle.

I could only nod, not letting go of Nayoung. She hugged me back. I loved those long arms around me as she spoke. "Sorry to call you abruptly. I thought I couldn't get Mina's fever in control-"

I kissed her to stop apologizing. I gaze onto her eyes and cupped her cheek. "I'm okay. I'm done with the trip and I'll be staying here for a week."

"Another trip after that?" Nayoung asked and I nodded. "I understand that it's work but please don't overwork yourself. I worry when you get weak then get sick."

I nodded. I also yawned. I gasped of the sudden motion that I felt being carried. I saw Nayoung so close that I lean on her shoulders. I was now in our bedroom and she puts me down. I watch her grab some clothes and puts them neatly beside me. "Change first."

I smiled and nodded.

•••••

It was the middle of the night when I woke up. Nayoung was sleeping soundly beside me. I huffed and cuddled towards her. 

I had a nightmare...a nightmare of total edupness in love...

I have a wife. I am a strong woman and I was the Alpha. But I also have a lover...and I was the Omega. My wife had more right to me. We're married after all. But then, Nayoung meant the world to me. She was my first love. We had an affair and we...unified at some point before. And at that, I was pregnant before with Mina. Now, she's three months old.

I love them both and they love me as well. But will I really stick to this? How long will I do this, keeping such lies?

I was tempted too much...I was tempted too much in love...