*Flashback 2*

Seokjin step out from the airport with heavy step. If following his heart,he don't wanna attend both of his friends wedding but he still attend it for Sowon and beside he thought that maybe that was the last time for them to met

Sowon was sitting while facing the a big mirror. She's look so beautiful especially with her white wedding dress

She inhale deeply to calm her anxious feeling. It's like a dream when she finally marrying someone that she love. She didn't know about her real feeling toward Namjoon at first, but after having some symptoms that always having by someone in love she finally can describe her feeling

About why she's always blushed whenever Namjoon look at her with loving gaze,about why her heart always fluttering whenever Namjoon smile at her,about why whenever she's with Namjoon,she'll felt like that she's the only one who live in this world

All of that is because she love Namjoon. She's at first thinking that she's is in love with Seokjin and Seokjin also feel the same but after seeing Seokjin didn't show any sign of love toward her. She's starts thinking that maybe it just her imagination. Beside Namjoon is the one who confess to her

While Sowon in her thought,suddenly she heard someone was knocked the door. She let that person come in and it revealed her mother who wore a warm and bright smile

"Eomma"Sowon greet her mother

"You're so pretty with this dress Sowon ah" her mother praise make Sowon look down in embarrassment

"Ah,eomma. Don't praise to much. I'm shy" she said received soft chuckle from her mother

Her mother lift up her face by holding her chin. And let out a soft motherly smile before caress her one and only daughter hair softly

"It just feel like yesterday,you're being in your appa arm crying for a milk. And now,you'll be call someone wife in a few hours more"

"Just think it as my destiny eomma"

"Yes,a cruel destiny"

"Eomma. Don't say that such if thing" Sowon chuckle

Her mother joining her chuckling then stop and look into her tall like model daughter with soft and curious gaze

"Sojung ah" Sowon look up when she heard her mother called her with her real name. Her mother only called her with her real name when she's serious

She's right,her mother expression so serious. As if there's something that bothering her beloved mother. She held her mother hands tight then softly kissing it

"Yes eomma? Did you have something bothering you?" She asked in concern

"Are you sure with your decision?" She's frowning hearing her mother words

"This marriage you mean?"

"Yes,don't you think that you still have a lot of things to do in future? You're only 17 and just starts your college. Will you be able to reach your dream once you got married?" Her mother let out the thing that haunting her since the first day Sowon told her about her and Namjoon marriage

She didn't agree about Sowon decision that's why she asked. She's agreed at first since she saw that Sowon was really hoping for her and her husband to blessing them

Felt the deepest love to their one and only daughter,they gave them a bless. Sowon father has put a fully responsibility on Namjoon about Sowon. But different with her mother

As a mother,she want Sowon to reach her dream. She want Sowon to feel the things that other youth feel. Beside Sowon still young to having a husband

Sowon is younger by one year from Namjoon and Seokjin. That's why Seokjin and Namjoon starts their college first then Sowon enter the same college as Namjoon a year after that

Because of Sowon's beautiful feature Namjoon starts felt insecure. He's starts feeling jealous whenever there one of Sowon boy friend talk to her at college. That's why he took the decision to marry with Sowon first before someone else did before him

"Eomma,me and Namjoon has promised that we'll reach all our dream together. We've promised that we'll always stay by each other side no matter what. So there's nothing gonna be happen"

"Beside I love him eomma. And he also love me. While we're still a lover,he never once took an advantage on me. So please eomma,don't feel doubt on this thing. I'm gonna live with someone else other than you and appa. I need your bless,please bless me eomma" Sowon said with her most hoping eyes

Seeing their child hoping eyes. That's the weak spot for every mother in this world. Finally with an heavy heart,she let out motherly smile and nodding her head

Received a nod from her mother,Sowon couldn't describe how happy she is. Immediately she's throwing herself into her mother embrace

And the time has arrived,while walking on aisle with holding tight her father hand. Her target place is only one,it is come and stand next to Namjoon on the small stage that will be a witness her history day

The short aisle felt like a very long way for her. Her thumping heart didn't help at all. But once she saw Seokjin was smile brightly toward her,it ease a little bit nervousness in Sowon heart 

Then her walks finally ended. Her father passed her hand for Namjoon to hold. Right after her hand being in Namjoon holds,she felt her soon to be husband squeeze her hand a bit. Assuring that everything will be fine 

Finally the vow is changing,the single title has changed to married one. A guy has been a husband and a girl has been a wife. The newly wed couple was kissing right after they changing the ring

Seokjin was the one who hurt the most seeing that scene. But he clap and gave a stand ovation when the others did it to congrats the newlywed couple

On reception night,Sowon and Namjoon received a lot of congrats which they replied with thanks. Sowon saw her mother was standing at the balcony while holding a glass of wine

Sowon decide to approach her mother but not before asking for her husband permission. She's back hugging her beloved mother to prevent the older one feel the night cold

"Why stand here eomma. It's cold here" she asked her 37yrs old mother

"It's kinda loud and hot in there. I'm just taking some fresh air here" her mother said then lean more closer to Sowon

"Are you still thinking about my decision eomma?"

"Every mother in this world want the best for their child. Do you think that Namjoon is the best for you?"

"I'm sure eomma. He is the best for me and I'll try to be the best for him too"

"Ok then,I'll pray for your happiness. But don't you regret with what has you decided in future. Because once the time has around,it'll not be same anymore" 

"I'll remember that eomma. Thank you" Sowon hug her mother tightly

Silently grateful because God gave her such a great mother. Her mother always help her whenever she need her. Always hearing to all her problems. Always be her shoulder at the time she need to lean on

At the time Sowon and Namjoon received an happy new about Sowon having a life living in her stomach,they also received a bad news

Sowon mother and father are died in one big robbery at the shopping mall while they're shopping for their future grandchild things. They got shot when Sowon father tried to save her mother 

In her sad time,Namjoon there for her. He always gave Sowon a motivation words for her to stay calm and she's slowly accept her parents death

She have to stay strong and tough for her husband and her future child

*Flashback ended*

"Eomma. I finally get it what do you mean by the time can't be the same more,once it's moving" Sowon said while crying at her mother and father grave 

"If only you guys are still alive" she said again and wipe her tears

Her parents has leave her almost 18yrs but it feel like just a minutes ago she's hugging her mother at the balcony on her reception night 

Chap 9,check! Next chap will be the last cahp for flashback,then we'll be back to present time ^.^