After her class is ended, Yuju go to toilet before heading home. She's not get bully today since that bully gang was got  expelled from school on yesterday. She's so happy since she can learn without any fear anymore

After she's done using the toilet, she's walk slowly in the hallway. Then once she pass by an emergency stairs, she heard a sounds like someone was talking. She usually dont like being such a busybody person but this time, she wanna be a busybody person. She's hiding behind the wall that located not far from the stairs, she take a peek through the wall and saw it was V, her senior who also the famous illegal racer in school

"V, are you sure about tonight race? What if you're lose to her again?" Yuju heard one of V friend ask him

"Why? You're also doubting my ability?" V a bit feel unsatisfied hearing that from his own friend 

"Well, a bit. Since you're not only lose to her on that night, she's also embarrassed you. So it's possible for her to did it again" his friend said make he's scoffing

"You thought I'll let myself lose again? I already has a plan about tonight, and I'll make sure that I'm not gonna lose tonight" V said while smirking 

"What's your plan???" His friends ask curiously 

Yuju also hear for it. She wanna know who's V competitor this time, she's got shock when she knew his competitor is a girl but what she heard next to giving her more culture shock 

"You guys just wait and see. I'll make that Kim Yerin kiss the road tonight" V smirk getting wide

Yuju unconsciously gasp loudly make all V friends including himself look at behind the wall direction. Yuju run as fast as she could out for that place

"Who's that?!" V shout and run toward the wall. But there's no one there. He just shrugging nonchalant 

As soon as she ran away from that place, Yuju stop for awhile at the school gate. She's panting really hard. She knew that her eldest sister are a illegal racer but she never knew that her sister will have a race with V

Just on that time, she saw Yerin was about to get on her motorbike. She's running toward her sister with full speed

"Unnie!" She's panting while calling her sister make Yerin frown

"What? Didn't I've already told you to stay away from me at school?" Yerin ask coldly but Yuju just ignore her coldness 

"Unnie, is it true that you'll have a race with V oppa tonight?" She's asking again for a confirmation 

"So what if it was true?" Yerin still cold

"Unnie,don't go unnie. He's planing something for you tonight" Yuju pleading while holding tight her older sister hands

"Yah! Move your hands from mine! And what make you think I'll following your words?" Yerin yank Yuju hands away

"Unnie, please. Don't go tonight. Think about eomma,unnie. She'll be sad if something happen to you" Yuju was about to crying

"Thinking about that woman only make me wanna still going on with tonight. So you don't have to act like such a good sister for me, since I don't need it" Yerin starts the engine then leaving with full speed, ignoring her lil sister shout from behind

"Unnie!" Yuju shout for her sister but it seems like her sister are too stubborn 

"Yuju?" Yuju turn around when she heard someone call her

"Oppa" she mutter when she saw Jimin was the one who called her just now

"What are you here Yuju ah? Why still didn't come home yet?" Jimin ask in concern 

"Oppa, did you know about Yerin unnie and V oppa race tonight?" 

"Yea, why?" Jimin answer awkwardly since he don't know how to react to that race

"Please stop her oppa. I heard that V oppa are planing something bad for tonight. I'm worried about it oppa, what if she's get hurt?" Yuju ask panicking 

"How did you know about V plan?"

"I accidently heard it awhile ago. Oppa please do something, you have to stop her" Yuju shaking Jimin arm

"Yuju ah, I also felt uneasy because of this race. I know that V will plan something for Yerin. And I even has told Yerin to stop the race but you know how stubborn she is right?" Jimin said in concern 

"Oppa please, you're best her friend right? I'm sure she'll listen to you. I don't want eomma worry and sad if something bad happen to her. She's unaware about Yerin unnie being an illegal racer"

Jimin saw how worry Yuju is about her sister. His heart couldn't take it seeing Yerin sister sad, he befriend with Yerin and that mean he's also befriend with Yerin sisters. Yerin sisters are his sisters too. That's what he thought 

"Look Yuju. Oppa didn't promise you to make Yerin pull away from the race but oppa promise you to advising her and talk to her to pull away from that race ok?" Jimin put his hand on Yuju shoulder 

"Thank you oppa!" Yuju hug Jimin while thanking him. Jimim just chuckle and rub Yuju hair softly 

"But I'm sorry if I can't stop her" Jimin sorry then pull away from the hug

"It's ok oppa, at least I know that  you've tried"

"Ok then, go home now. Be careful on your way"

"Ok oppa. Bye"

"Bye" Jimin bid a goodbye then watch Yuju walk out from the school area

"I don't understand why you're pushing your sisters away when they're so care about yourself Yerin ah" Jimin said to himself 

Yerin stop her motorbike in front of the cafe. She need to meet someone there. Someone that she was hoping to not see his face 

Walking into the cafe with lazy step, she spot Seokjin in the cafe. Sitting while playing with his phone. Yerin walks toward him

"Why did you wanna meet me?" She ask coldly 

"Have a sit Yerin ah" Yerin want that meeting ends more early so she just sit 

"What is it?"

"I wanna talk about your eomma" 

"Tch! What is it? You wanna marry her? Just ing do it. Hell like I care" Yerin rudely said

"Watch your mouth Yerin"

"And who are you to advise me like that? You're not even my father"

"I'm your father friend"

"Yea, his useless friend" Seokjin can guess where this conversation heading to 

"It's your right to judge me but my real intention is I want you to stop acting your mother like she's nothing"

"Oh, so she told you about my rude and cold antic? Well, what else I'm expecting from her. Of course she's telling everything to her boyfriend right?"

"She didn't tell me a thing.  She even don't have to saying out her sadness because it's clearly written on her face that she's are suffer and sad right now"

"Wow! You're such a great at word Seokjin, no wonder Sowon fall for you" Yerin didn't even bother to use an honorific 

"Yerin.She's your mother.You don't have a right to say that" Seokjin firmly make Yerin chuckle bitterly

"So youre talking about right now? Then did you have a right to killing my father?"

"His death are not causing by me or your mother, he's died on accident and you knew it too"

"Not only knew but also saw it. Whatever you say, for me. You and her are his killer"

"You have the right to hating me but your mother didn't deserve it"

"What make she didn't deserve it? I suffered a lot in my father lost" Yerin was about shedding her tears when she remembering about how her schoolmate mocking her about being an orphan

Shes cried a lot back then after her father died. Her schoolmate was jokingly and mocking her father death. Some of them even said that she'll quit her study since her father has died and didn't afford to pay the school fee

Thats why she's came to Jimin and asking for his help to get some money. She want to show to those people that she manage to still survive. Which it is work. She paid for her school fee by her own money using those illegal money that she got from illegal race

Sowon did gave her a money but she didn't take it since for her. Sowon is the cause of her suffers

"If you're talking about suffers, your mother has felt that even more worse than you"

"Tch! Hell I care? For me her suffers is nothing to be compared with mine"

"Dont just say and judge something without you know the whole thing"

"I'm sorry but I have a lot of things to do other than talk about that woman" Yerin said as she get up 

"Your father was abused your mother" Yerin stop and look Seokjin with disbelief look

"Appa love her so much and she just can't appreciate it"

"Because of that love of him, your mother are suffering. Have you even once thinking that, why your mother always wore a long sleeve shirts everyday. She didn't show her bare hand since a few years ago. Have you even once thinking that, why your mother always hide her nape using her long hair? And I'm pretty sure that she never tie up her hair in pony tail at home right?"

Yerin thinking for awhile. Seokjin is right. Her mother didn't wear a sleeveless shirt for a long time already and she also didn't get her haircut since Namjoon die

"Think about it Yerin. If you think that you've suffers a lot. There's still has someone else feel the suffers more than how you felt" Seokjin said and patting that young girl shoulder softly then walk away

Yerin mind are miserable right now, curiosity starts eating herself. She wanna know whether what Seokjin just told her are true or just a lie

But however, the scene her mother chase away her father was flashing in her mind. Hates immediately filling her heart again 

Yuju called her mother and told everything about Yerin race. Full with worried, Sowon come home early today since she wanna talk to Yerin

"Where's your Yerin unnie?" Sowon ask Yuju and SinB who are doing their home works at the living room 

"In her bedroom eomma" Yuju answer 

With that, Sowon immediately make her way toward Yerin room. She's knocking the door 

"Yerin! Open this door!" She's calling in a bit angry tone 

She couldn't take it anymore. Her patience has reach the limit. Her daughter behavior are getting worse and uncontrollable

"Aish! What?" Yerin open the door and ask with lazy tone

"Is it true that you're a illegal racer?"

Yerin glare at Yuju and Yuju just bow her head down. Afraid meeting her older sister eyes

"So what if it is true?" Sowon almost faint hearing that. She never thought Namjoon death can cause all this mess conditions 

"Why did you got involved in that unhealthy activity?" Sowon try to control her emotion 

"You wanna know? OK here I tell you why. It is because of you! After appa died, my life is nothing but just fill with suffers! And you're a cause of it! You're the reason why I lost my appa! You're the reason why I have to face all those harsh people! You're the reason why I didn't feel an happiness after my appa has died! Everything is because of you!" Yerin shout at Sowon face make her mother flinch 

"Is it just your appa that can you saw his kindness? Is it just your appa that can you felt his love? Is it just your appa that can you watch his suffers and hardness? What about me? Why you can't see, watch, and felt that on me? I'm your eomma, but why all you can see is your appa? If you can see me as your appa death, but why you can't see him as my suffers? Why Yerin why? Am I that bad in your eyes till you can't saw even just a small kindness in myself?" Sowon ask her eldest daughter while crying. She's fed up with her daughter already

Shes try to be patience but a mother also a normal human, they have a limited patience. For Sowon it has over limit 

Yerin can't say word hearing her mother words. are like being locked by a very big chain that she don't know where's the key

"Fine, just do whatever you want. Just go on with that illegal race but don't you hope for me to be there for you if something happen. I've patience a lot with you and it has done. I fail. I lose to your appa" full with sadness she say that

Guilty feeling was engulfing her heart. Hearing that her mother has fed up with her behavior make she feel like she's was a very bad daughter. Her badness has reach the stage that she can't turn back anymore. That's how she felt

Sowon walk to her own room and lock the door from inside

Yerin want to run to her mother and shouting so many sorry but her feet, mind and body didn't gave any cooperation 

She instead just get into her room then lock it from inside . Preparing herself for tonight race 

Chap 18,check!