After doctor has done checking Yerin condition, he asked Sowon to follow him to his office room for discussing about Yerin condition 

"How's my daughter doc?"Sowon asked in worry tone 

"I'm sorry to inform but your daughter has a severe damage on her right rib. She has to undergo a surgery immediately" that doctor said with full sorry tone 

"If my daughter do that surgery, will she be back to her normal state?"

"With God will, there's nothing impossible"

"How about the cost?"

"I'm not sure yet but in before surgery, it cost almost ten thousands dollar"

"I'll do it. I want my daughter to undergo that surgery" 

"Ok, ma'am. I'll prepare the papers for that operation"

Sowon just nodding and get out from the doctor room. She know that she can't afford to pay for Yerin operation but it's her daughter life that they're talking about. And for her, her daughters life is her life. If one of them leave her, her soul also leave her body 

She's sitting on the chair at outside Yerin ward. Letting out an heavy sigh, she put both of her palms on her face 

"Where did I want to find that money?" She's talking to herself

She's get up from the chair then heading to ATM for checking her money. She's once again letting out her heavy sigh when she saw the balance in her account are not even enough. It even didn't reach an half of the whole cost 

Namjoon didn't left even a cent money for them after his death. Sowon has to work for supporting her and her daughters life

She don't have any choice anymore. She has promised to herself that she'll not asking for someone else help in her family problem but she leave no choice. Fishing out her phone from her pocket then dialing her only one hopes number

"Hello Sowon?" 

"Seokjin ah"

Yerin is lying on her hospital bed. With her right hand being bandage till her shoulder. Both of her legs are also bring bandage

She can't feel her legs at all. She try to move her finger but she can't. She try to move a bit to fixing her position but when she's moving, her rib feel so hurt and she can just groan in pain

But she's groan even more when her lil sister Yuju, just watch how hard she's tried to move herself. She's glare at Yuju and Yuju also replied her with the same glare

"If all you did there is just sitting and watching my. You better go home now. I don't need you"  Yerin coldly said make Yuju chuckle 

"Still cocky even though in this conditions?" Yuju mockingly her sister 

"Just get out!" Yerin shout and was about to hit Yuju with her pillow but the moment she try to sit up, she felt very hurt at her rib area. She's groaning in pain

"You know what unnie, if it wasn't eomma who told me to stay here with you, I myself didn't want to stay here" Yuju said nonchalant ignoring her sister who are crying in pain 

"Yah! Help me!" Yerin groan

"Oh, you need my help? Why you didn't ask for your ego help instead? I thought that your ego are really great in this world.BTW congratulation for your accident" Yuju said in her mocking tone but help her sister in the end

"It's all fate" Yerin said as fixing herself in more proper laying position with Yuju help

"Fate that made by you"

"How can I avoid that accident? It's God play"

"Tch! It's weird when you still know that God is exist"

"Yuju! Don't be rude!" Yerin scold her 15yrs old sister but Yuju seems like didn't care of it

"Why I can't be rude?"

"I'm you sister! Respect me!"

"I thought you told me that you don't have family. How can I be your sister instead?" Yuju smirk when she saw Yerin gritting her teeth and clenching her jaw to reduce her anger

"And beside, even if I'm your sister. It doesn't mean I have to respect you. Eomma is your mother and you didn't respect her. You even treat her like she's a trash. So why should I respecting you? Yerin" Yuju called her without honorific 

"Just go home!"

"I told you that eomma ask me to be he-"

"Just go die with your eomma!" Yerin cut in Yuju words but she got a slap from her younger sister on her cheek. She doesn't care if the one she slapped is her older sister, she just couldn't take it anymore seeing and hearing Yerin bad word toward her mother

"This is too much unnie! Did you even realize that you've been such a burden for eomma? Especially with this accident!"

"Am I asking for her to care about me?" Yerin coldly said, slightly shock with her lil sister slap

"Yes, you didnt ask for it. But she as your mother is always care about you! Can please open your eyes more wider? She has sacrifice a lot of things for us all this while.  Did you even know it? And here, you know why you can't move at all? It's because your rib are in severe damage. It has to be on surgery if you want to be like normal back. And guess what? It's cost for that surgery is very expensive. We don't even afford it at all,and eomma can just leave you died rotten here but she's not. Because of her love toward you,she's still want you to be on that surgery no matter what. She want you to be like normal back. She have to borrowed some money from Seokjin uncle because of you. And you know how hate she is when we're having debt with someone else right. She's still do it, because of what? Because of you. So please, I'm begging you at here. Please stop give my eomma a suffers, it's ok if you don't want to give her love but please, just stop giving her a suffers I couldn't take it seeing she's having a bad time due to your bad action" Yerin just stay silent hearing Yuju long words

Her mind can't be process, first she's kinda shock about her rib condition. Second, about what Yuju told her about her mother hardness. She knew that Sowon really hate borrowing someone else money but she still do it for paying her operation 

Silent was engulfing those siblings, nobody wanna talk and nobody want to reduce those silent. Yuju want Yerin to realize about how hard her mother is all this while and Yerin mind was blank this time, she can't think anything at all

She look at herself, her legs are both being bandage, her head also being bandage. Is this karma for her? Is this a punishment for her due to her rude behavior toward her mother before? That's what's running wildly in her blank mind

Just then they heard the door being open. Those Both siblings turn their head toward the door. It was Sowon, their mother was opened that door 

Sowon let out warm smile toward her two daughters as soon as she step into the Ward. How can she still smiling in this kind of situation? Don't she felt tired doing it? Showing that she's fine and alright in this hard time. The same word and questions that being in both Yerin and Yuju mind

"Yuju ah, sorry if eomma leave you too long. Got something urgent to do at downstairs" Sowon said while wrap her arms around Yuju

"It's ok eomma, I don't mind. I'm enjoy sitting here with unnie" Yuju said while smile 

"How did you feel Yerin? Did you feel hurt in any certain part?" Sowon ask Yerin with motherly tone while caressing Yerin bandage head softly, afraid she'll hurting her eldest daughter head

Yerin didnt say a word but just stare  her mother face with poker face, she don't know how to react. She want to answer her mother question but she don't know how to do that. She want to answer her with soft and gentle tone. She don't want to answer it in rude way but just can't bring open

like being glue with very string glue. Sowon warm eyes slowly change to sad eyes when her question leave unanswered but she's still let out small smile for Yerin

"Yuju ah, you must be hungry right? Take this money and buy something for you to eat" Sowon handing her some money 

Yuju is of course really hungry, she's still deep in her sleep when her mother wake her up and told her to accompany her to hospital. Sowon woke Yuju up since Eunha's room are being lock

Yuju took that money and make her way out from that ward. Not before she's asking if her mother want to eat something too

Of course, Sowon will say no to her daughter question. How can she's eating when her eldest daughter are being lay weakly on hospital bed

After Yuju get out from that Ward, Sowon made her way to the window and open the curtain widely. To let a bright sunlight get inside her daughter ward 

"Good morning miss Yerin, times for you to take your medicine and breakfast" the nurse come in while pushing the trolley that contain food and medicine for Yerin

"I'll do it nurse" Sowon said

"Ok, ma'am. It'll be more delicious if eomma did it, right?" That nurse chuckle to her own joke. Both Yerin and Sowon just smile and that nurse leave them after that 

"Ok, lemme feed you" Sowon took the food from that trolley then sit on chair next to Yerin bed

"It's fine, I can eat by my own" Yerin said in normal tone

"With that bandage hand?" Sowon said while pointing at Yerin bandage hand

Yerin also look at her own hand. She's grin awkwardly toward her mother make Sowon chuckle 

"Now stop grinning and open your mouth, the train was about to moving" Yerin chuckle a bit then open to accepting the food that her mother feed her

Yerin finished her food then took the medicine. Sowon caress her head carefully, Sowon scare at first if Yerin will push her hand away like she used to did before but seeing no respond from Yerin, she's doing it . Maybe Yerin give her a chance since she's sick right now 

"Yerin ah, you'll having an operation tomorrow. So please be strong ok dear?" Sowon said in soft tone 

"You must be happy right now right. I've got my karma for all those bad and worse things that I did to you" Yerin said in sad tone

"Why did you say that Yerin? There's no mother in this world will be happy if her child are sick even though it just a normal fever, she still will be worry" Sowon scold her in gentle way

"But its true tho eomma. This is what I got after treat you so badly. This is my karma" Yerin eyes let out a small tears. Sowon wipe it softly with her thumb

"No Yerin, its not a karma. It called an accident and fate, it's not karma"

"Yes it is eomma. I deserve this, I deserve this legs, I deserve this hurt and pain. You shouldn't have to troubling yourself for paying that surgery cost eomma. I don't deserve it, you should just leave me and rotten die here. I've been a bad daughter for you, I didn't deserve your care and love eomma. I didn't deserve it. My presence is just troubling you and give you a pain eomma. I di-" Yerin ranting got cut when Sowon pull her eldest daughter inti her warm embrace 

"Shh, don't you say that Yerin. You deserve to stay alive, you deserve to got a second chance and you deserve my affection, care and love. So don't say you didn't deserve all those thing. You're not my trouble or burden Yerin ah, you're just my test in this world. God tested me with your behavior to make me stay strong and tough. God not give me a trouble or burden through you. Shh, don't cry"

Yerin hug Sowon back tightly. Didn't care about the pain she feel all over her body. It's nothing compare to the pain that she gave her mother before 

"I'm sorry eomma. I'm really sorry for all my bad action back then. I know I didn't deserve your forgiveness but please give me a chance to show you how sorry I am eomma" Yerin look up to see her mother face

"You don't have to ask for my forgiveness Yerin ah. I already forgive all your mistake. So don't cry anymore" Sowon said in motherly tone and it make Yerin cry even harder

"How can you forgive me so easily eomma?  I've make a lot of mistake" Yerin crying while said that

"The answer is easy my dear, because I'm is eomma. Eomma will always forgive and love you no matter how much your mistake is"

"Thank you eomma. I promise that I'll be the best daughter for you after this" Yerin muffle on her mother chest

"You have to fight with Yuju then" Sowon did chuckling 

"Why?"

"Shes also promise me the same thing" Sowon chuckle

"That kid, always wanna have a fight with me" Yerin said and crunching her nose 

Sowon pinch her nose then chuckling. She felt so happy right now, finally her eldest daughter are already can accept her again. She's now waiting for her second daughter to open her heart too. She'll wait for it. No matter how long it'll take, she'll wait 

Chap 20,check! Ow, my throat is ache T.T Sorry for long time didn't update. Busy with school stuff and all things else *bow90°

HAPPY WOMEN DAY FOR ALL MY FEMALE READERS! WISHING U GUYS HAVE A GREAT LIFE! *kiss hug u guys! *muah! *