Chap 24
Because She is EommaSana was talking happily with her phone when she suddenly heard someone knocking her door house. She hang up her phone then walk toward the front door, her eyes open widely when she saw Eunha was standing in front of her door with red puffy eyes
Eunha don't have to tell her about those puffy eyes, since she knew that must be the latter just finished crying
She take a glance at behind Eunha and saw there's backpack was slung behind that girl. She just giving Eunha a question look. And with that, Eunha just throw herself into Sana arms then cry loudly
"Eunha?What's wrong? Why are you crying?" She ask in concern but Eunha just keep on crying
"Sana ah, can I sleep at your house for a few days?" Eunha ask in sob
"Huh? Why?" Sana frowning a bit
"I'll tell you later"
"Ok, let's go to my room" Sana brought Eunha to her room and as soon as they've enter the room, Sana ask Eunha to telling her why did she's cry awhile ago
"I-i got c-chase out from house by my mother" Eunha telling while sniffing
"Why she do that?" Sana asked, slightly shock with Eunha story
Eunha then began tell her about what happen at her house awhile ago. She's nodding understanding then just let her best friend staying at her house as long as she want
"Hey, don't you wanna tell Chanyeol about you living here?" Sana ask
"Yea, you're right. What if he come to my house tomorrow and found I'm not there. But uhm, Sana ah. May I borrow your phone?"
"Sure" Sana handing her a phone then she dial Chanyeol number. Sana walk out from the room to give them a privacy talks
"What do you mean by Umji is appa real daughter??" Yerin ask in her shock tone when Seokjin reveal about Umji real father
"Umji is your appa real daughter but not with your eomma. That his daughter with other woman, he cheated behind your eomma" Yerin can only let out heavy sigh
She thought that her father love her mother so much before.Didnt enough by giving her physical and mental abusement, he also gave her a pain that can make a women heart especially a wife broken into a million thousands pieces
*Flashback,
It was a graceful morning in Kim residents area. A bird was chirping so soundly that can make anyone who heat it felt so calm and peace
The same thing happen to Sowon heart,she felt so much calm than before. Since her abuse husband are not at home. She's on leave that day, her husband aren't at home so she has to take care of everything in the house
She don't know where has Namjoon go in a few days ago. But it's not like she care about it, at least her body was having it rest since there's no one will try to hurt her
Her husband just leave the house without bringing his cloths, he said that he want to look for a job on the last day she saw him and it's not like Sowon believe it but just nodding to his words,afraid that she'll got angry by him again
Her daughters of course are asking about where does their beloved father go. And Sowon will answer them that his is out station and will be back in no time
While she was cleaning the living room, she then suddenly heard someone knocking the door. She then open it, got shock when she saw the face that she didn't meet about a few days ago already
"Sowon ah" Namjoon calling out her name
Sowon didn't answer him but move her gaye from his face to the thing that he carried in his arm. It's not a thing but it was a baby. From what Sowon can see, it was a baby girl
"Who's baby is this?" Sowon finally spoke, shakingly her voice while she's asking that
Her heart starts felt uneasy about that baby. She however try to brush away those bad feeling but it's still remain in her heart. She was hoping that what she think and feel are not true
"S-shes my d-daughter"Namjoon said slowly and with that, Sowon fell on her knees
Her world are like stop the moment Namjoon said that. She thought that when she's willing became his punching bag he'll stay faith to her, she thought that when she's swallow and bitterness and pain that gave by him, he'll not look at another woman
But it's not. The pain, hurt, suffer are still didn't finish with her. It keep in haunting her, no matter how far she try to push it away
"Why?" She ask shortly
"Sowon I'm so-"
"Why? So this is the reason why you're not at home this past few days?" Sowon ask didn't look at Namjoon face
"I'm sorry Sowon. I make a big mistake. I'm really sorry" Namjoon was about to touch Sowon but Sowon raise her hand make he stop
"Don't touch me. Just tell me, why did you bring this baby here. Where's her mother?" Sowon ask as she try to held her tears
"Let's get in first, it not nice if neighbour hear it" Namjoon said softly make Sowon chuckle bitterly
"You're ashamed? Ashamed that everyone will know about you having another kid with another women other than your own wife?!" Sowon shouting at the end of her words
Namjoon took her wrist and lead her to the living room. As soon as they've arrived at living room, Sowon pull back her wrist and sit on the couch
Namjoon put the baby on the couch, next to Sowon and kneeling on his two knees. He held Sowon hands who are resting on her lap. Sowon want to pull her hands but Namjoon grip was too strong
"Sowon ah, please forgive me. It just a mistake. This baby are also a mistake. I'm sorry Sowon ah, I'm really sorry. Because of felt too much jealousy on you and Seokjin, I lost my control and slept with the random that I just met once. And because of that, this baby was born, that girl can't take care of her since she has to continue her study and if I didn't want to take this baby with me, she'll kill this innocent baby and there's no way I'll let that thing happen" Namjoon explained with his most guilty voice but it didn't shaken Sowon already broken heart at all
"You're jealous about me and Seokjin who are clearly didn't has something between us and yet who's the one who has another daughter? Who's the one who has slept with someone else? Who's the one who has an affair? Who Kim Namjoon? Who??!" Sowon slap Namjoon on his cheek but Namjoon didn't dodge it, since he knew it was his mistake
"I love you with all of my heart! I'm willing to accepts everything that you gave me before even though it just a pain and hurt.I accept it, because I love you Namjoon ah. And this is what I get as the return? Only this?! Do you know how hurt this feeling is right now Namjoon?? Did you know it?! Answer me and don't just keep quiet! Answer me!" She hit Namjoon shoulder repeatly
"I'm sorry Sowon, I'm reall-"
"Leave" Sowon said, cut in Namjoon sorry word
"Sowo-"
"I said leave. Leave me alone. I need a space" Namjoon obeyed his wife request and leave the house for awhile
Sowon brought both of her knees to her chest and cry on it hardly. Finally, the tears that has she held for a few moment ago let out, wetting her shirt
The baby girl who are laying next to her on that couch whimper and seems like a nightmare was coming into her deep sleep baby. Sowon saw her, she let out small smile and wipe the corner of her eyes. She's carried that baby into her arm and kiss her crown
"Sorry if you have to watch that scene awhile ago. Eomma couldn't hold myself on that time" Sowon whisper softly
She sang a lullaby song to make that baby back to her deep sleep. She's smile seeing how peace and grace that baby was while sleeping
"From now on, I'm your eomma. I'll take care of you and will love you as much as I love your sisters"
When her daughters are already come home from school, they're shock seeing there's unfamiliar baby was laying and sleeping in SinB old babycourt
"Omo! Who's baby is this?" Yerin ask in gasp make her other sisters ran toward that court
"Omona, she's so cute" Eunha carried that baby softly then kiss her chubby cheek
"Hey SinB, why are you pouting?" Yuju ask when she saw how SinB react to that baby
"Look at her, just come here once and already got unnies lots of love" SinB said in sulking tone while looking at her eldest sisters are enjoy play with that newcomer baby
"Ow, dont be sulking SinB ah. Don't blame that baby if you aren't that cute and adorable" Yuju said then laughing make SinB pout even more
"Oh, you guys are home? Have you met with your sister?" Sowon came from backyard asking with motherly tone
"Sister???" Those four sisters ask unison
"Yea, she's your youngest sister. Not SinB anymore" Sowon said then pinch SinB cheek
"Since when did you pregnant eomma?"SinB ask
"She's not your real sister SinB ah, me and eomma adopted her" Namjoon said then wrap his arm around Sowon shoulder but his arm got push away softly by his wife
"Appa!" Yerin, Eunha and Yuju ran toward their father that has lost about few days ago. They hug Namjoon tightly . SinB didn't join her sisters
"Appa, where did you go?" Eunha ask cutely
"I have a work baby"
"Oh, by the way who's our new sister name eomma, appa?" Yuju ask excitedly
"Yes Namjoon, what's her name? You're her appa right, it can't be you don't know her name" Sowon ask mockingly
"Uhm, we didnt name her yet right. Remember?" Namjoon sratch his nape
"We named her Umji!" Eunha shout excitedly
"Umji??? Why??" Yerin, Yuju and SinB ask
"Look at her, she's cute and adorable"Eunha said while raise a thumb up make her other sisters look at her weirdly. But then they got it what Eunha mean and just chuckle
"So her name is Umji" Sowon brought sleeping Umji into her arm then kiss her small head softly
"Welcome to the family Umji ah" Namjoon said in fatherly tone
Sowon love and care about Umji just same like what she did to her other daughters. Even though Umji is not her real daughter and are also her husband daughter with other woman, she still love that baby
Since for her, Umji is an innocent baby. She didn't deserve to got hate by a mistake that has her parents did. People might be call her an idiot for raising and love her husband illegal daughter but she don't care
She's a mother for four daughters and how can she just let Umji being ignore. Her mother feel make she felt so, her mother feel make she think so and her mother feel make she do so
That's the special thing about mother feel. No matter how hurt she felt, but once her motherly side was hitting her, those hurt feeling just fade away
There's a time when Namjoon come with with drunk state and he want to hit Umji since Umji was crying and her cry was such a distraction for him
But thanks God that Sowon was there on that time, she's protected Umji small body with all her strength and efforts. She's still protecting Umji even though she know she don't have to but again, her mother feel make she did it
*End of flashback*
"Always know that eomma will always love you Umji ah, no offence on what Eunha unnie said awhile ago ok. You're not come from dirty roadside. But you're came from an heaven, God sent you for eomma to loving you when there's no one wanna do it" Sowon whisper to her sleeping baby then tapping Umji small leg to make that baby sleep soundly after tired being crying for so long
Chap 24,check! This chap didn't really turn out in a good way, so hope you guys still enjoy it T.T
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