Chap 32

Because She is Eomma

After their full with savageness dinner, the Kim siblings are sitting at the living room finishing their homework,since Eunha and Umji don't have a homework, so they just sit on the couch while watching their sisters 

"Aish! How to solve this!" SinB groan while ruffling her hairs due to her frustration after she could solve the mathematics problem. And her groan did grab her other sisters attention 

"What's wrong SinB ah?" Yerin ask

"This unnie, I can't solve it. I've tried to find the answer about many times already. But still can't find it" SinB said sulkingly

"Math? Ugh! Sorry my brain can't processing right after you mentioned about Math" Yerin held her head dramatically like she's having a severe headache 

"Where is it SinB? Yerin unnie being so extra" Yuju said while rolling her eyes

"Here" SinB handing her homework to Yuju 

"Wait, what subject is this. Why there's a lot of numbers in it?" Yuju ask

"Math?" SinB answering and Yuju drop her pencil 

"M-math? Ugh! You're right unnie, I got migraine already by just seeing that paper" Yuju act like what Yerin did

"Unnie!" SinB whining loudly and her older sisters are just laughing while hitting an hi five 

"Sorry kid, if you're having a problem with Korean subject, you can find us" Yerin said while swung one of her arm on Yuju shoulder 

"Yea but if it's a math" Yuju continue 

"Never!" They said in unison then laughing make SinB pouting 

Eunha who just watching from the couch just smile and patting SinB head lightly. She put Umji who are sitting comfortably on her lap on the couch then sit next to SinB on the floor

"Poor my smol baby sister. Come here, unnie help you. Don't mind them, they're not expert in study so don't ask them" Eunha said while stick her tongue out at Yuju and Yerin 

"Yea, yea. Bookworm and smart student go on that side, this side are only for a cool girls like us. Right Yuju"

"Exactly! Smol, midget,short go there. This side is only for tall and cool girls" Yuju said make the two smol sisters huffing in annoy

"What's the use of that tall if your brain aren't move as high as it" Eunha said earning a bump fist from SinB

"You're right unnie. Let's solve this Math" SinB said

"Ok, P and Q are 7cm less than X height, R and S are having a same height which it is 5cm which it is 5cm more than Y. Find the real heights for X and Y. Hurm.. It just as simple as eating a nut" Eunha read the questions 

"Look unnie,what smart people said. Eating nut is easy? Heol, it's hard. We have to peel the skin first" Yuju interrupt 

"Yea and we have to buy it first. How can we eat it if we still didn't buy it yet right? Beside going to shop are not an easy task, what if it was rainy at outside? We'll get wet" Yerin said make SinB and Eunha look at them with disbelief look

"Look SinB,how's idiot people thinking. They don't even know that it's just a parable" Eunha said 

"Yah!" Yerin and Yuju shout in unsatisfied make SinB and Eunha stick her tongue out 

"Ok, about this questions. It's just like this, if your teacher ask you to answer this, just say that don't ask you to find her X since you also don't know where to find him and don't ask Y you don't know about his whereabout. Problem solve! Haha! I'm so smart!" Eunha clapping her hands proudly

"Eunha, that was a good and smart answer from you. You're really such a smart girl!" Yerin also clapping for her second sister and Yuju just following her clapping her hand 

"Unnie!" SinB whining and push away her book then brought her knees to her chest before hug it tightly. It was the sign that she was sulking and her oldest sisters knew it very well

"Aigoo, she's sulking already. Unnie sowwie Ttinbi ah" Eunha said with her cute voice and try to hug SinB from behind but SinB push her away

"Omo, Yerin unnie baby sister is sulking? Come here unnie hug you" Yerin hug also got push by SinB

Yuju come and poking SinB stomach side make SinB lift up her face from her knees then Yuju took this chance to ticklish SinB make SinB sulks got spoil

"Unnie stop! It's ticklish!" SinB shout while try to stop Yuju from tickling her but Yuju seems like didn't hear it

"So you're sulking huh? Want to sulk with your beloved sisters? Huh?" Yuju said while tickling SinB even more 

"Yerin unnie, Eunha unnie help me. It's ticklish!" SinB shout between her laugh 

"Poor SinB,  Eunha ah" Yerin said while look at SinB with sympathy look

"Yea, but poor Yuju more because nobody joining her" Eunha said while wiggling her eyebrows to Yerin

They get up from their position and joining Yuju in tickling SinB, they're not just tickling SinB but Yuju received the same fate as SinB once they have done with SinB. Umji just watching her sisters tickling session while happily bouncing on the couch. She went so badly joining them but she know her sisters will not allow her due to her size 

After that tickling session has done, they teach SinB how to solve that Math problem for real and from there SinB knew, her sisters are not to stupid, their result going so down because of the family issue that happens in her family after her father died

She's really thankfully to God that she's finally slowly get back her old family that she miss the most. Her warm, savage and kind sisters are finally turning back to their old self, there's nothing else could SinB ask for

And little did they know, actually Sowon was seeing them from her door room from earlier with happy tears come out from her eyes. Just then, her heart began to felt uneasy and felt so sad all of sudden, she touch her chest the place where her heart located and sooth it slowly to reduce the feel

 

Eunha laying on her bed while smile and sometimes laughing at herself whenever she's remembering about her fun time her sisters awhile ago. Her action caught Yerin attention 

"Why are you smiling and laughing alone? Crazy already?" Yerin ask in her usual savage tone

"What? Aish,no unnie. I'm just happy when remembering about our little baby sisters" 

"Yea, you're right. Why would we push them away before? It's not like they kill appa" Yerin said and her heart immediately felt sad remembering how bad she is before to her sisters and mostly to her mother 

"Yea, we're so immature. We're punishing eomma for no reason. Why we're so stupid back then huh? We've old enough to think that appa died because of an accident not because of eomma and yet we still do it" Eunha said with full regret

"I don't know. Maybe God want us to learn from the mistake that has we done to be more good person and daughter for eomma. It's nice seeing eomma smile again" Yerin said while smiling brightly

"You're right unnie. We has caused that smile lost and we have to put it back on. We should make eomma happy again" Eunha said while smiling yet her eyes letting out a tears

"Ow what's this? Tears? Why we're crying? It so not cool" Yerin said while wiping her tears and laughing, Eunha following her action 

"Unnie, I need a hug"Eunha said while spreading her arms

"Me too" Yerin also spreading her arms and Eunha get up from her bed then running into her eldest sister arm and being engulfing in tight hug

"Promise that we'll not back to our old bad daughter side. I hate that side of us, it make my leg, hand and rib got injured"  Yerin said while crying 

"I promise and I also don't want that side come again either. It's worse and I don't like it" Eunha said 

After has calm from their regretness, those two siblings felt sleepy and slowly drifting into the dreamland. But Eunha sleep did lead her into another way instead of sweet dream 

Eunha once again wake up in the same room that she's awake when the first time she met her duplicate. Just like what she did before, she's look around and this time she's not afraid anymore

"Where are you? Come out!" Eunha shout just on that time she heard someone was laughing devilly

"Oh, so you're not afraid anymore?" That figure said while smirking

"Why would I afraid for a devil like you?" Eunha and and make her duplicate laugh again 

"Eunha, Eunha. If you're calling me a devil that mean you're calling yourself a devil too. We're the same person, remember?"

"No! We're not the same person. You're a devil that want to make me afraid of you" 

"You thought by shouting at me will make me disappear from your side? No Eunha, you're wrong. We've been a flesh and blood. We can't be separate anymore, wherever you going, there'll I'll be and wherever I'm going, there'll you'll be. You can't change it"

"No!" Eunha shout while closing her ears and keep on repeating her mother words about that voice are just a devil whisper 

"Yes it is! And if you're thinking that you'll slip away from your punishment because you've be in a good term with your siblings, you're wrong! If you're thinking that all of your sins will be fade away because you've slowly change to a good daughter for your mother, you're wrong!" That figure voice was roaring echoing in Eunha head

"Go away! Leave me! I don't want to hear you!" Eunha shout and still closing tight her ears

"Like it or not, you still have to hear me! You should just die! And your body will be burn in hot fire from the hell! That's your place Eunha, that's your place!" That figure was roaring and ending it with devillish laugh 

"No! I don't want to die! I want to stay alive and live with my family! I love them! Go away you devil!" Her words make that figure laughing more hard

"Love? Why you didn't think about them 2yrs ago? Before you scold your mother, before you yank your mother hand, before you glare at your mother, before you kicked your still baby sister, before you hit and slap your sister with so heartless, before you gave your everything to your boyfriend and got dump? And now you're talking about love them? So pathetic" that figure was laughing again

Eunha accepting everything that her duplicate words and it was lingering in her mind. No matter how much she try to push those word away, it keep on coming straight into her direction 

She can't run away from there. Her eyes are already swollen because of crying that she herself unwilling to let out the tears. Her duplicate laugh getting loud, her head are shaking to left and right try to reduce that loud laugh 

"Someone like you didn't deserve to living in this works Eunha, your place is in hell, that's your place!" 

"Shut up!! Leave me alone!!" Eunha shout at on top of her lung but that figure still didn't disappear 

"I'll leave you alone Eunha, but once you've die! Once you've died!" Then it lost in the thin air and on that time too, Eunha was awake and sit up shotly

Her red eyes are wandering around her room. Try to find that figure, she saw her eldest sister, Yerin are still deep in her sleep

She was in her room amd yet she felt that she's at somewhere else. At the place that she don't want to be at. Her body are shaken due the fear that she felt awhile ago. Just then she heard her mother soft and warm voice calling her softly

She's get up from her bed then immediately made her way toward that voice, and that voice was leading her to the kitchen. She's walking like a lost people heading to the kitchen 

"Eomma? Where are you? I'm scare eomma" she's walking toward the kitchen and as soon as she has arrived at kitchen, there's no one there other than her

She's look around to find her mother since her mother voice that brought her there. Just when her eyes are wandering in that empty kitchen her eyes stop at the knife that located on it place

'I'll leave you alone Eunha,but once you've die! Once you've died!' She remembered about that figure said and without thinking, she took that knife and slice her wrist and there blood gushing out from it,she did feel the hurt but she don't mind it. As long as that figure was leaving her

"Eunha!" Sowon who want to drink some water shout when she saw her second daughter was holding a knife and a blood was gushing out from her cut wrist 

"Eomma" she's mutter when she saw her mother was rushing to her side and grab a towel then wrap it around her wrist to stop the blood from coming out 

"Eunha ah, what are you doing? Are you crazy or something? Why did you do that? Don't you want to stay alive? Don't you want to live with eomma anymore? Do you love it that much if eomma sad? Eunha? Answer eomma" Sowon said that while crying and shaking Eunha body to knock some sense on her second daughter 

"Eomma, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all my sins, I'm sorry for everything eomma. I can't take it anymore, living with that thing keep on bugging me about my sins. Help me eomma, help me" Eunha was crying really hard and seeing her daughter fragile state, Sowon pull her into her tight and warm hug

"Shh, don't cry baby, eomma here"

"I'm sorry eomma. I'm really sorry, I'm regretting all my mistake eomma. I'm sorry" Eunha repeating her sorry while crying in her mother arms

"Yes, yes.Eomma forgive you Eunha, stop crying"

"I'm sorry eomma" Eunha still say sorry

"Yes Eunha, eomma forgive you" Sowon whisper then plant a soft kiss on Eunha head

While being comfortably in her mother arms, Eunha suddenly saw that figure was standing behind her mother and want to stab her mother with knife in it hand. Eunha eyes wide opens 

"No! Dont!" She shout then push her mother on another side and Sowon head accidently hitting the edge of the cabinet, her body lifeless fell on the floor

"Eomma!!" Eunha shout and sit next to her mother side, she saw blood was gushing out from her beloved mother head

"Eunha, why did you shout- eomma!" Yerin who was awake due to Eunha shout awhile ago shout calling her mother who lie lifeless on the floor with a lot of blood come out from her head

"Eunha, what happen? Eunha? Yah!" Yerin shout at Eunha when she saw her second sister didn't answer her and just sitting while looking at their mother with shaken body

Without thinking much, she's get up from her sitting position, Yerin then take her phone to call Seokjin for asking his help

Eunha however still didn't move from her place and just stare her mother while crying non stop. She's wiping the blood that come out from Sowon head using the towel that her mother use to stop her bloody wrist awhile ago

"Eomma, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. Please get up eomma. Don't leave me" she said slowly in her cry 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chap 32,check! 

 

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Alex1007
#1
Chapter 1: I miss this ~~ rereading it again
uwuboy
#2
Chapter 36: I was searching for gfriend stories and didn't expect to stumble in this story. This story is so beautiful even though with the typos but it makes me forget about it when I'm into the story so much. It gives some lessons for us readers too. Thank you so much for making this :)))
Tracy_yoonaddict
#3
Chapter 36: You know what,author nim? This is my 6th time reading this and it does make me cry in every chapter!!! You really are a great author and this is really a great story!! Thanks for writing such a meaningful story,author nim!!!! *crying out loud again T_T
llamadodaeng #4
Chapter 37: Wow..just found this story today.You did a great job author-nim.Thank you!
Random_Kpop_Lover #5
You did a better job teaching me the importance of family than a tear-jerking Thai commercial. Thank you.
Hipguin28
#6
Chapter 3: This is so deep, Author-Nim you done a great job!
Tracy_yoonaddict
#7
Chapter 36: Found this story after I visited ur profile just then! And how dare u make me cry in twice or third times in every chapter T_T you are really the best author! You really make me fall into this!! T_T *thumb ups
Sinju_Sinb_Yuju
#8
Chapter 12: Chapter 12: Lol. Sinju moments hahaha.
Cucumberbaby
#9
Chapter 37: WAHHHHHH! You really the best author. I am your fan since you wrote about sinju story *im a sinju squad. And that day i was looking for new story and i saw this story. But, i was like 'ahhhh, just a story about family, not a drama or maybe romance story' and i decided to NOT TO READ this story. I think that, this kind of story would be less liked by a reader like me. Then i just read this foreword of this story and i left to find another story. And last night was so bored and decided to read a new update story *your (i love u, do u love me too) and (3 years without love, with happiness) but i saw this story of yours again since youre not updated your current story. So i read your story last night. I WAS REGRETTED WHEN I DECIDED NOT TO READ THIS STORY OF YOURS WHEN YOU PUBLISHED IT. It was really amazing and now i think youre the best author that i adore a lot. Just give you any genre, you succeed in making the whole story interestingg. Thank you author-nim for making a good story. All of your story, i managed to understand the plots a lot. Your english is understandable for me because i think we are from the same country *im Malaysian. Ang i think others also can understand understand what youre writing. And please make more story and dont forget to update. As a buddy, sinju squad and your loyal fan... I hope you can make more story and take care of yourself well . Annyeong ♥~
cutiepie_18
#10
Wow! This story is amazing!! I was going to read a bit then sleep but I endes up reading the whole story in one shot!!! End up sleeping at 3am!
I really like the way you write. It shows their emotions very clearly. I even got teary!! Thank you for this awesome story! Hope you write even more!!