After tuck in Umji for a sleep, Sowon get into the bathroom to refreshing her tired and sore body. She stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom then brush her teeth 

She's removing her long sleeve shirt then reveals one circle shape scar on her wide shoulder. She's staring that scar quite long

"It's still didn't disappear Namjoon"she whisper to herself. But there's sadness and a bit anger in that whisper

*Flashback*

Everything's doing fine and well when Namjoon got that job about 5yrs ago.Their life getting better, and Yerin, 10yrs old has started school same with Eunha who are 8yrs old that time

Namjoon really did a great job in his task as a father and husband for his family. But everything starts to changed in one evening, when Namjoon has come back from office

He's just quiet and didn't greet Sowon like always he did. He just straightly heading to bedroom then slept. Sowon get into the bedroom got shock when she saw Namjoon was sleeping soundly

"He has come home? Why he didn't go to me first? Hurm, maybe he's tired" Sowon just shrugged and quickly leave the room, didn't want to disturb her beloved tired husband sleeping 

On dinner time, Namjoon is back to his normal behaviour. He's treating his daughters like usual 

"Appa! Look, Yuju draw this at school! Teacher said it was pretty!" 7yrs old Yuju excitedly shown the drawing block to her father

"Really? Wow! It so pretty and cute Yuju ah. Aigoo my baby girl is so good in drawing" Namjoon said while ruffling his third daughter hair 

"Tsk! It just a painting appa. You didn't see my excellent result yet"Eunha exclaim proudly

"You got an excellent result Eunha??" Namjoon ask excitedly

"Nope" Eunha said cutely then laughing while hitting an hi five with Yerin and Yuju

"OK, nice one girls. You're lucky because tonight I let you go" Namjoon also joining their laughter

After dinner time, all of them are ready to sleep. Namjoon and Sowon tuck their children's in bed, wishing them a good night with good night kisses before heading to their bedroom

Namjoon didn't say a word but just slump on the bed. Sowon sit in front her make up table to apply some night cream. Took a glance on her husband through the mirror

"Are you OK honey? You're quiet awhile ago"

"I'm OK,just tired that's all" Namjoon let out heavy sigh

"Do you want some massage?" Sowon ask while smile widely but Namjoon just shook his head

"I just wanna sleep. Night" then he sleep

No good night kiss for his wife and Sowon just frowning, usually no matter how tired Namjoon is, he'll always kiss her but thinking that there's nothing weird about his action. Sowon just shrugged understanding

On the next day, Sowon are shopping at super market to buy groceries thing. Namjoon didn't join her since he's working overtime. So she just go there with her four daughters

While she's at milk section, suddenly she felt someone tapping her shoulder. She look back and got shock when saw Seokjin was smile widely at her

"Seokjin?? Oh my God! Is it really you?"

"Hi Sowon. Yea, it's me. I'm back" Seokjin chuckling

"When did you're back? How could you didn't even tell me" Sowon pouting

"Namjoon didn't tell you?"

"Tell me what?"

"Tell you that I'm back"

"He knew?"

"Sowon ah, I'm his boss. He's working at my company" Seokjin said make Sowon close in shock

"Really?? Gosh! He didn't even tell me. It's OK, I'll make he pay for it later at home" Sowon said while chuckling

"Yea you should give him a lesson. Oh hello girls. This is all your child's Sowon?" Seokjin bent down to be in same level as those kids

"Yea they are. This is Yerin the eldest, Eunha the second, Yuju third and my youngest daughter SinB" Sowon introduced her daughters one by one

"Youngest? Are you sure? Not fourth? Who knows, after this you and Namjoon will make an addition" Seokjin said jokingly 

Sowon just laugh hearing that. Seokjin offered her for a coffees but thinking that Namjoon already at home, she decline it properly 

Seokjin understand her and don't mind Sowon decline her offers. He's following Sowon till the cashier counter and when Sowon wanna pay for it

Seokjin shove his card to the cashier first. Sowon saw it hit his shoulder softly

"Yah, what are you doing?"

"Pay for those things?" Seokjin replied innocently 

"You don't have to Seok-"

"You've declined my coffees offers so you can't decline this one too"Sowon just shrugged hearing what Seokjin said

"OK, but don't ask for me to return your money back because I'll definitely will not give it to you back" Seokjin laugh a bit 

"Aigoo, SinB ah.  Your eomma is so cute. Tell to her that me, Seokjin will not asking my money back ok?" He said while lightly pinch SinB cheek

"Nom nom" SinB nodding as if she's understand what he said

"Seokjin ah, I've to go now. Namjoon at home already I think"

"Oh ok, bye. Bye girlss" he waving happily to the Kim siblings

"Bye uncle!!" Four of them wave back in unison

"Sowon ah, you're still using your old number right?" Seokjin asked

"Yea. Why?"

"Nothing but I'll give you a call. I've changed my number"

"Oh,ok then. I'll wait" Sowon said and bid a good bye before drive to go home 

Once they got home, Namjoon still didn't come home yet. Sowon let out relief sigh, since she can have some time to cooks something 

Or else Namjoon will get mad if he's come home and there's no food on the table. Sowon feeling weird with her sudden change behaviour husband

Usually, if Sowon didn't have a time for cooking, he'll buy something or brought his family to eat at outside but he's changed

He's angry a lot this lately, and it make Sowon worried but as long as Namjoon didn't angry or be mad at their daughters she's just fine with it

Namjoon always angry and act coldly to Sowon but if in front their daughters, he'll change back to the normal. If behind those kids, he'll angry Sowon for any reasons

Like, when Sowon didn't cook, didn't wait for him on late night if he's making an overtime and many more

"Honey ah" Sowon called her husband

"Hmm?" Namjoon who are feeding SinB on that time answering 

"Why you didn't tell me that Seokjin has back and he is your boss?" Sowon asked make Namjoon stop feeding SinB 

"Oh,that. Why should  I tell you? Is it an important thing for you to know?" He's proceed his feeding 

"Of course it is important.  He's our best friend and I should know it"

"Ok, you've knew it already right? So what else?" He said in straight tone make Sowon a bit flinch

She's looking at her daughters. They're eating like usual, maybe they're to small and young to recognize their father cold voice. They thought that it just a normal conversation between their parents 

Sowon let out relief sigh when her daughters didn't show any reaction. If can, she didn't want their daughters know if they're fighting or not. She just wanna show to them an happy and warm family

After put their children's in their own bedroom, Namjoon dragged Sowon to their room, close the door then lock it tightly

"Where did you met him?" He asked while held Sowon both arm tightly make Sowon wince in pain 

"W-who?"Sowon asked shakingly when she saw her husband eyes are full with anger

"Are you playing dumb or you're such a dumber? Seokjin of course" Namjoon said slowly yet has firm tone in it

"A-at t-the super m-market. Namjoon, let me go it's hurt" Sowon said in clearly hurt voice 

"Don't go to supermarket anymore after this. If you still wanna go, go to another supermarket. But not that supermarket get it?!" He said firmly and Sowon just nodding her head frightening 

He let go his grip on Sowon arms then leave their room to smoking. Right after Namjoon leave the room, Sowon quickly make her way to the bathroom

She look at her bare arms and saw red mark around it. She inhale deeply to keep calm and hold herself to not crying. When she was about to get out from the bathroom

Suddenly Namjoon once again dragged her then shoved Sowon phone to her face roughly 

"What is this?! You're contacting him?!" He shout but his shout didn't enough to wake their kids up 

"N-no"Sowon said

She herself got shock when she saw one notification pop out from her screen phone and it's from Seokjin

'Hi Sowon! It's me Seokjin, this is my number and if you need anything just give me a call. Ok?' That's what Seokjin wrote on his message

"You think I'm stupid?!" Namjoon slapped Sowon cheek hardly then pull her up by pulling her hair

"Namjoon, it's hurt" Sowon groaning in pain

"Hurt? My heart is more hurt right now! From now on, I'll keep your phone! Get it?!" Namjoon shout at Sowon ear with cigarette still sticking out from his mouth

Sowon hairs are in Namjoon strong grip. She's crying non stop. Feeling hurt that too much. She just nodding to Namjoon questions awhile ago. She thought that the suffers was done but no, didn't enough with it, Namjoon pulled her hair then dragged her to the bathroom 

"Maybe you'll obey my order if I give an hard reminder" Namjoon said then took out the cigarette  from his mouth

"N-no Namjoon ah.  Please don't, I promise that I'll not contact him. Please Namjoon ah. You love me right? So please don't " Sowon tried to run but Namjoon held her too tight 

"Because of I love you, I do this.  I don't wanna you become an insolent and disobey wife" Namjoon said in soft tone then move that cigarette who still has fire on it to Sowon shoulder 

Sowon wore a sleeveless shirt that covered her shoulder but since the fire from that cigarette was too hot, it's burned that pieces of cloth then straightly burning Sowon white and fair shoulder 

Sowon groan in pain when that cigarette was burning her shoulder. Namjoon hug her after that but she use all her strengths to push him away

"Get out!" She's shout and Namjoon obeying her

That night not only leave a scar on her shoulder, but also leave a bad moment in her life. And on that time too she's remembered her late mother word about her marriage

But what can she do. Things already happened and she has daughters to stand for. She's living with it just because of her daughters

That's what Namjoon always did to her whenever he's got angry. He'll say sorry on the next day, and for her daughters sake. She's forgive him

Because of an easy forgiveness from Sowon, it make Namjoon still have a gut to repeat his mistake again. Sowon getting used to it, just let what happen to her but as long as Namjoon didn't harming their kids 

For her, her life aim is only for her daughters not her husband anymore. Her daughters is her wealth, her daughters is her happiness and her daughters is her everything 

*Flashback Ended*

Chap 14,check! Sowon flashback T.T