Chap 33
Because She is Eomma"No SinB, you can't be here. Just stay at home with Yuju unnie and Umji ok. Eomma will be fine. Just pray for her ok. Stop crying SinB, unnie want you to be strong, what will Umji think if she saw you're crying. Stop crying ok. Give the phone to Yuju, unnie want to talk to her"
Yerin said through her phone, try to calming SinB. She keep on crying want to follow Yerin to the clinic for watching their mother conditions
"Hello unnie. How's eomma?" Yuju said slowly
"The doctor still didn't come out yet. Yuju ah, please take care of our sisters ok, I'll be back once everything has done"
"OK unnie" Yerin then hear Yuju sniffing
"Yuju ah, don't cry please. SinB and Umji are with you, they'll think about something bad happen to eomma is they saw you crying" Yerin pursued Yuju to stop crying
"Unnie, will eomma be safe? There's a lot of blood" Yuju said between her sob
"Of course Yuju ah, eomma will be just fine and about that blood, can you please wipe it till clean? I don't want SinB or Umji take it in a negative way"
"Ok unnie, I'll do it now"
"Ok and please stop crying ok. Eomma will feel uneasy if she know her daughters are crying. You know that she hate seeing any one of us crying right? So please don't cry. Talk to SinB that eomma will be alright and there's nothing can we worry about" Yerin said in hoping tone
She was forcing herself to pretending strong in front of her sisters even though in her heart, she want to cry so bad because of what has happen to her mother. She don't know whether her mother will be awake like always or not
"Ok, unnie. And unnie, please call me if there's any news about eomma"
"Ok Yuju. Unnie will do it. Hang up this phone now and try to make SinB be more calm, her reaction was kinda worse awhile ago"
"Hmm, ok. Unnie, eomma will be just fine right? She's not gonna leave us like appa right? She'll be back on tomorrow right? She'll stay with us right?" Yuju asking make Yerin fell inti silent
Those questions, that was lingering in her mind right now. She don't want to answer her sister this questions but she have to. Her sisters shouldn't feel these sad feeling in their young age
"Yes Yuju, she'll be fine and she's not gonna leave her like apps did, of course she'll be back on tomorrow and stay with us. Don't worry ok, now go and get our sisters, they need you as the eldest there to be strong for them. Can you do that Yuju? For eomma?"
"Yes unnie. I'll do it, for eomma"
After finished talking to Yuju, Yerin walks toward Eunha and Seokjin direction in front of the doctor room. They decided to just brought Sowon to nearby clinic to get an early treatment
She look at Eunha who are fidgeting her bandage wrist while looking down on the ground and hugging her knees tightly. She took a seat next to Eunha and slowly caress Eunha hair, Eunha feel someone was caress her hairs softly then she look up and meet with her eldest sister bright smile
"Unnie, I'm sorry unnie. I didn't mean it" Eunha throw herself into Yerin hug then cry in her eldest sister tight embrace
"I know Eunha, I know. Shh, don't cry. Eomma will be sad if she know you're crying" Yerin wipe Eunha tears with her thumb
"I didn't mean it. I don't want to push eomma unnie, "she" want to kill eomma and I want to protect her unnie. I didn't mean it" Eunha still repeating it and Yerin pull her into her arms
Yerin don't know who does Eunha mean by she. But she know that her lil sister need her to express everything that be in her heart. She know her lil sister, and she also know that Eunha will not push their mother for no reason
"Eunha ah, can you tell me about what has happen to you? Who does that she you mean. And what happen between you and eomma awhile ago?" Yerin ask softly and in gentle way
Eunha pull away from their tight hug and look deeply into her eldest sister eyes. She was debating with herself whether should she tell everything to her sister or not. Thinking that she has no one on her side right now other than her family, she decide to just tell everything. She was nodding her head and it cause Seokjin to get up from his seat
"Uhm, Yerin, Eunha. Uncle will just leave you guys for talking about it in more privately. If there's something you need, just give me a call. I'll be at outside OK" Seokjin said and received a nod from those two sisters
"Thanks again uncle" Yerin said and Seokjin just nodding his head
Right after Seokjin has leave them, Yerin look at Eunha and give her a question look. As if she was asking for Eunha to starts telling her what happen
And Eunha begin to telling her about everything that has she through. Starts from Chanyeol and Sana games, how she got that bad dream and how that figure who has same face as her keep on appearing in everywhere that make she's in pressure and depression
Yerin listening to her lil sister stories with her full attention. She somehow can't believe it that her lil sister are being through those thing before. But she has to believe it since it has related to her mother
"Why did you never tell this to me or eomma Eunha ah? Why did you keep it all alone? Why you didn't want to share it with us? We can help you if you tell us this thing" Yerin said softly
"I'm scare unnie. That figure keep on bugging me and telling about all the sins that have I done before. It make me scare to tell anybody, I felt so sinful and felt so insult. I've did a lot of thing that has cause eomma sadness" Eunha was crying while telling that. Not knowing what to say to her lil sister, Yerin once again pull her for a hug
"If I know that thing want to kill eomma, I'll not listen to it" Eunha said in sob
"No Eunha, it's not want to kill eomma. It want to kill your soul, the thing that you saw about she want to stabbed eomma are just your hallucinations, you're afraid by your own shadow and sins. You thought that all of your sins can't be forgiven, that's why you face those thing. It's a test for you Eunha, God want to test and give you a lesson after what has you done to eomma. All you have to do is just asking for eomma forgiveness" Yerin said softly then held Eunha hands tightly in hers
"Will eomma forgive me unnie?"
"She's our mother and every mother in this world have a very special soft spot in their heart. And it is forgiveness spot. They'll always forgive us no matter how much our sins is, because a mother love are the biggest love in this world" Yerin said while smiling and wipe Eunha tears softly
"Yerin ah, Eunha ah" they turn their head immediately when they heard their mother soft and warm voice calling out their names
"Eomma!" They both then run toward their mother who has a bandage around her head at the doctor room door
They engulfing their mother in a tight hug. Sowon kinda surprised with that sudden hug but just hug her daughters back and not long after that, use felt Eunha was hugging her knees, make she's shock
"E-eunha ah, what are you doing?" Sowon try to pull Eunha to stand up back but that teenager still stubbornly sit on the floor while hugging her legs
"Eomma, I'm sorry eomma. I'm really sorry for what has I done. I'm sorry for not being a good daughter for you. I'm sorry for causing you be in sadness eomma. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Please forgive me eomma. Please forgive this rebellious kid eomma, please forgive me" Eunha said while crying so hard and still hugging tight Sowon legs
"Eunha ah, what are you doing dear. Get up here baby" Sowon try to pull Eunha once again but hearing there's no word forgiven from her mother mouth, Eunha bowing at her mother feet
Yerin watch her lil sister with shock eyes. She never thought that Eunha will be this desperately in asking a forgiveness from their mother. And it's not like she don't like it
"I'm sorry eomma" Eunha said between her sobbing
"Oh my God Eunha ah, what are you doing sweetie? You don't have to do this just for asking my forgiveness" Sowon get down and sit next to her second daughter and pull Eunha into her warm embrace
"E-eomma, i-i"
"Yes, yes baby. Eomma forgive you. Now, get up people are watching" Sowon said while look around and there's a few eyes are on them
Eunha also look around and saw she's becoming an attention in that clinic. She's get up then she feel her mother warm thumb are softly wiping her tears away. Then her mother kiss her head softly
"Eomma, we're afraid that you'll leaving us" Yerin finally letting out her tears that she held since the first time she saw her mother lifeless body laying on the floor
"I'm not leaving you guys, and I'll never do that. How can I just leave my adorable daughters without seeing them success in their life" Sowon also wipe Yerin tears softly
"How's your head eomma?" Eunha ask in concerns while her arms still hugging tight her mother
"It's hurt at first but once I saw these my two cutie princess of mine, that pain was gone" Sowon said then pinch Yerin and Eunha nose lightly
Her daughters didn't say a word but just hugging their mother tughtlyvand put each other head on Sowon shoulder. Yerin on left shoulder and Eunha on right shoulder
Seokjin who just get into the clinic just watching them with soft smile plastered on his lips. Now he was doubting whether will he still has a chance to be with Sowon after seeing how love she is toward her daughters and how love her daughters is toward her
He don't know whether should he just leave Sowon happily with her daughters or should he joining to be in that happiness with them
Chap 33,check! There's nothing happens to uri eomma XD I just want to put a bit drama before this ff closing it curtain ^_^
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