8 years later, 

"Happy birthday to you.... Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to eomma.... Happy birthday to you...... " Yerin and Umji sing a birthday song for their beloved mother

Today is Sowon birthday and she celebrate it together with her eldest and youngest daughters. After that birthday song finished sing by her daughters she blow the candle that has a digit of her age on the cake

She's smile warmly toward her two daughters but her smile however didn't full since her daughters are not complete with her right now

"Eomma? Why so sad? Today is your birthday! Cheer up!" Umji cheering up her mother after seeing her mother gloomy smile

"You miss them right eomma?" Yerin put her hand on top of her mother hand. Sowon just smile weakly answering her eldest daughter question 

"Don't be sad eomma, unnies will get mad if they know you're being so sad in your birthday. They'll hit me once they come home. And beside why would you still sad, you have cute, pretty and chubby Umji here for you. You also have fat, ugly and bad Yerin unnie here" Umji said received a kick from Yerin under the table

"Hey, I'm not fat, ugly or be OK. I'm just not so slim, pretty and good. That's all. Watch your mouth" Yerin glare at her youngest sister in joke way and Umji just stick her tongue out

"Ok, I'm sorry ok. I'll not be sad anymore, I'm just missing Eunha, Yuju and SinB. That's all. Today is the second year eomma celebrating birthdays without them"

"But they did wish you right eomma?" Yerin ask

"Yea, they did. At 12am last night. Eunha call comes first and Yuju the second. You guys should hear how frustrated Yuju and SinB is when I said their Eunha unnie is the first wisher" Sowon said while chuckling 

"So I'm not the first wisher too eomma? Ow! I didn't sleep last night to just wishing you" Umji pouting make Sowon caress her head softly

"It's a good thing then. At least they're still fighting over your attention even though they're living far away from us" Yerin said and Sowon just nodding

"Beside the unnies are all getting busier with their study right?" Umji ask

"Yup, this year your Eunha unnie last year in her university so she's getting busier with her assignment and thesis, Yuju will be in her last year exam before starts make practical next month and your SinB unnie are having a ton of paperworks to do before she's start her semester leave" Yerin words make Umji let out an heavy sigh 

"I miss them too. I miss having a fight with the unnies" 

"Don't be so sad Umji ah. Unnie is here, you can have a fight with me" Yerin try to lightening the down atmosphere 

"I'm bored having a fight with you unnie, it always has to be your face"

"Yah! Nobody got bored seeing my face before and you did feel bored?" Yerin said in unsatisfied 

"That nobody must be don't have a feels"

"Aish, this kid. Thanks God that you're my sister, if not I've kill you" Umji just grinning 

Eunha, Yuju and SinB are living afar from their house. Since their result on final high school exam are so excellent, Yerin sent them to study at the best university in Korea, which it is really far from home. They don't want it at first but after Yerin have a few talks, Eunha finally agreed and following by Yuju on a year after that and SinB about 2yrs ago 

Eunha taking a doctorate field and will finish her her study on the end of this year, meanwhile for Yuju, she's taking an engineering field and will having her final exam before starts doing practical at any company who offers her a job. Having a mature side SinB is, she's taking an attorney field. Since she just starts study about 2yrs ago, her way still far but she's already getting busy with her study and some paperwork's that give her nothing but only a stress

Three of them at first didn't want to continue their study since they know the cost that will they use will be involve with a lot of money but Yerin want her sisters be a successful person in future, she keep on pursuade her lil sisters to wanna continue their study. Not wanting to disappointed the eldest, the three sisters just following her words

Great praise to God, after working on the small stall at the roadside, Yerin and Jimin managed to build and open their own restaurant

Hardworking, falling, get up, drowning, losing and an heavy test was the thing that has Yerin and Jimin face while running their business but never once they sigh, never once they gave up on everything

They took that fail, fall and a motivation for them to be success in their business. Yerin did felt fed up once but there Jimin is, playing his role as a business partner, friend and a lover with excellent way. He encourage Yerin to not gave up before she reach her goal life and Yerin listen to his words

Yerin get up back once she has fell into the failure. With her beloved mother supports, and her sisters who are always be on her side, Yerin managed to gathered all her spirit back and became a successful woman in business 

She told her mother to quit from working as a janitor since she can afford to support her families members expenses. She just want her mother just having some rest after being tired working out all her energy for her and her other sisters

She's supporting all her sisters education expenses, they want to did a part time jobs because not wanting to burdening their eldest sisters but Yerin forbidden it, she just want her sisters to be focus on their studies and success in their education when she can't have that chance to be an education person who has a degree in her hand

No matter how high her sisters education is, they never once underestimate their eldest sisters ability and thinking standard. For them, the person that most precious in their life after their mother is Yerin

Even though she don't have an high education like them, but she still be happy and proud for her like sisters. She has a noble heart that make her lil sisters love her so much

"Happy birthday to you!!! Happy birthday to you!! Happy birthday to eomma!! Happy birthday to youu!!!" Sowon got shock when suddenly they saw and heard  Eunha, Yuju and SinB sing a birthday song loudly

"Happy birthday eomma! Mmuah!" Eunha wish her still shock mother and kiss her cheek

"Happy birthday my pretty and tall like model eomma....I luph you!" Yuju shout in excitement then also kiss Sowon cheek 

"Eomma!!! Happy birthday!! Love you so much!" SinB hug her mother tightly 

Seeing none reaction from their mother, those five sisters are laughing. Being an eldest, Yerin held her mother hand tightly 

"Eomma ah, why you didn't say a word? Your daughters are back!" Yerin said in bright tone

"B-but you said-" Sowon didn't manage finishing her word when all of her daughters come toward her and engulfing her in tight hug

"I'm just kidding eomma" Yerin said

"We're busy for real at university but because of our love toward you, we managed to finishing everything then have a long break" Eunha said while swinging her body in their bear hug 

"We miss you eomma!" Yuju and SinB said in unison

"Yah! Copycat!" Yuju pointing at SinB direction 

"Hey I'm not! If you refreshing back what just happen just now, we'll found the one who say it first. And once we found that person, then we'll make the classification about who's being a copycat" SinB give a long speech make Yuju mouth hang open 

"Ugh! Lawyer words! Alright you won this round, just wait when I'm using an engineer words" Yuju said then glare at SinB in joking way 

"Eunha unnie, don't you want to let out your doctor words?" Umji ask while hugging Eunha waist 

"They're are an immature soon to be lawyer and engineer, I'm a mature doctor, usually someone who has mature minded, they're not exposing what they know about their job, they just keep it for their own self instead. Like me" Eunha said

"Tch! Mature, so that mean someone mature have this cocky and boast side? No wonder" Yuju said nonchalant and received an hi five from SinB

"Come one guys, it's eomma birthday! Let's party!" Yerin said loudly make her sisters jumping in excitement 

What they mean by party is, they're dancing in their own way. Yerin with her crazy chicken dance, Eunha with her so called y dance, Yuju with her infamous data dance, SinB freestyle still want to maintaining her lawyer serious side and the youngest are having a couple dance with her mother. They're dancing without music, they might be look weird but it's fine, as long as they're happy with their life 

"So, how's your college life?" Yerin ask as she lay down on her bed

"Life, just like usual but always didn't get enough sleep. What about you unnie?" 

"Yea great, but not too good since you guys are not here with me" Yerin said 

"Ciiieeeehhh. Buwek! Wanna puke" Eunha act like she wanna puke and got thrown a pillow by Yerin from the other side of their room

"Oh yea,what happen to that Chanyeol guy huh? I didn't hear about him for so long time already" Yerin ask

"Dunno. But I heard from others, he got kicked out from his house by Sana after that girl caught him making out with a random girl in the car" Eunha shrugged 

"Wow, that guy are really such a brat"

"Yea, hey unnie. Let's stop talking about him, it's not giving us any benefit at all. Why don't we talk about your Jimin oppa?" Eunha wiggling her eyebrows up and down

"Oh yea, he's act so weird this lately. You know what? Yesterday, he gave me a bouquet of flowers. He said that he remember about me when he pass by the florist shop" Yerin said while laughing 

"Maybe he likes you unnie. Well, there's no guy in this world are willing to waiting for you and always being on your side if he didn't felt something for you right?" Yerin just shrugging 

"Oh my God! Unnie! That's the most ugly face that I ever had seen in this world!" They heard SinB loud laugh voice from the next door room 

"What else did we expect from the dongsaeng room?" Yerin said to Eunha and the latter just laugh 

"Unnie! SinB unnie stole your phone!" Umji shout 

"Yah! Give it back to me! There's a lot of my boyfriends number and photo in there!" Yuju shouting and not long after that SinB loud groan in pain can be heard and Umji are cheering Yuju for that, maybe there's wrestling session in dongsaeng room that only known by those three youngest sisters

"Hi Namjoon, how are you? I hope you're just fine at there. I'm sorry for not visiting you since the first day you died, I just can't move on from the thing that you've done to me"

Sowon said softly while clearing some grass that resting on her late husband tombstone. She then take a sit next to that grave and let out a soft smile 

She's get out from the house early in the morning when her daughters are all still sleeping. She decided to pay a visit at Namjoon grave after the last time she did is on his funeral day

"Yerin has her own restaurant now, Eunha are studying in doctorate uni, Yuju as an engineer. Our SinB, in charge in lawyer field. Our baby Umji still in her high school, and I hope that she'll following her other sisters step in future"

Sowon telling him everything about their daughters. Not because she still love him but because she felt she should do that. He's still a father for her daughters and he deserve to know about them

"You know what Namjoon, honestly I'm speaking. I'm sad about your death. But not because of I still love you but it because you make me lost my daughters"

She slowly wipe her tears that come out from her eyes. Her tears will always come out whenere she remembered about her daughters antic after Namjoon died. She's not crying because of her sadness but she's felt so grateful that God managed to opened her daughters heart to accept and love her again

"You're not only leaving everything in this world after you've died but you're also make my daughters leaving me behind. I'm not gonna ask our kids to hating or forget about you, so you don't have to worry because you still have a special spot in their heart. And you'll always stay there"

Its the truth, she don't want her daughters hating their father even after they knew about what has Namjoon did in past, she still want them to love and remember about their late father

What happen between she, Namjoon and Seokjin are all has become an history, history that she don't even want to recap. The thing that she knew it, she only has her daughters and her daughters only has her

"That's all I guess for now Namjoon ah. I'll pay a visit you again next time. And I want you to know that I'm really sorry if in your lifetime, I've did any mistake and please forgive all my flaws, my lacks. I'm sorry if I did make you felt insecure in time of our marriage. May God bless you Namjoon" Sowon said before let out warm smile and turn around to walk away, she's sure that her daughters are all has awake from their deep sleep

"Eomma!" Her daughters bright and cheer tone was greeting her first step into her house. She's looking at her daughters direction and give them a warm smile

"Where did you going eomma? Yerin and Eunha unnie are crying when they can't see you in this house awhile ago" Yuju said while looking at her two eldest sisters with teasing look

"Yah! We're not crying!" Those two eldest shout in unison and wipe a bit their corner of eyes make all of the family laugh

Seeing, hearing, feeling and having this laugh together was the thing that make Sowon felt so completed. Her task as a mother also feel like already complete whenever she heard their daughters voice, maybe those sisters can't feel it but as their mother, Sowon clearly can feel the completeness as a family

Happiness was the first thing that greeting and a starter for Sowon life, and from that happiness, sadness slowly crawling into her life then grabbing her pure happiness in very soft way. The moment when she thought those happiness will come back to her after her sadness source has gone, the more sadness was rooting in her life till can make her heart felt so blank and her body was like flying without a soul

And now, the happiness are slowly make a baby step walks into her life. She hope that it'll stay in that way. Her daughters are all the one that she want, there's nothing else she was asking for in her life. Only her daughters and their love 

They don't need someone else presence to colouring their plain and gloomy life because for them, their life can only been colours by their own colours. And only them know, what does colour is it

                                         THE END..... 

Ok, that is it. The story of BECAUSE SHE IS EOMMA.... Thanks for who has supporting me in the making of this ff. Your cooperation are the thing that I appreciate ^_^ I'll thank you more on my Author Note and I hope you'll read it too ^_^