Chap 7
Because She is EommaThe breakfast in Kim house was quiet as usual. Sowon with her red puffy eyes due to her cry session last night
SinB look at her eomma with concern eye,her eomma so quiet this morning. Unlike before,no matter how quiet her others older sisters is,she'll try to talk to them like they're in good term
"Eomma,why so quiet? And what's wrong with your eyes? Are you crying?" SinB ask in slow voice make Sowon look up and with warm smile she said
"Nothing SinB,I didn't get enough sleep last night" Sowon said while caress SinB back hand
"What are you doing last night till you didn't get sleep eomma?" SinB ask again
"Tch! What are you expecting from a cheater? Of course having a texting date with her boyfriend till the morning. What else" Yerin said in annoying voice then rolled her eyes
Sowon look at her with most hurt look. SinB saw it but she's afraid to defending her eomma in front her eldest sister. She has done it before and it cause Yerin hurting her. Her two other older sisters just look at her with poker face
"Unnie,why did you say that?" Yuju finally spoke make Sowon and SinB look at her
"Why did I say that? Oh c'mon. I'm sure that you're not stupid and blind enough to see what has this woman did to my appa" Yerin said then leave the house with anger state
Eunha who only quiet and playing with her phone as if nothing was happens awhile ago get up and look at her mother with cold and lazy eyes
"Eomma, I want money" Eunha said rudely
"But eomma think eomma has gave it to you yesterday. What did you buy with it?" Sowon try to sounds warm even though her heart really hurt with Eunha and Yerin way
"Not enough" Eunha replied lazyly
"What did you buy wi-"
"If you don't have the money then just say it. No need to bringing up what has I bought" Eunha said in harsh tone the grab her school bag before leave the house. She kick the door before slam it close
Sowon didn't say a word but just seeing the door that Eunha just kicked with hurt and disappointed eyes. Sadness was eating herself
Disappointment was haunting her heart. She has done crying because of her daughters antic
She wipe her unconsciously come out tears then look at SinB and Yuju with weak smile
"Are guys done eating? Yuju,want eomma to send you to school today?"
Yuju didn't say a word but just shaking her head make Sowon's smile fade away in disappointment
"Unnie,what's the wrong with eomma sending you to school?" SinB ask while looking at Yuju
"If I said I don't want it that mean I don't want it. Get it?" Yuju said in firm tone then grab her bag,also leave the house
"It's ok eomma. If they don't want you to sending them off to school. I want it. Let's go?" SinB try to sounds cheerful but as her mother,Sowon can sense sadness in her voice
Perhaps disappointed with her older sisters who didn't respect and only know to blame her eomma for their appa death. Sowon patting her head softly then kiss her forehead tenderly
"Let's go" Sowon said
Yuju has come back from school and decide to take a walk around the town alone. She's walking without directions. She just let her feet make it own way
There's a lot of things that run wildly in her messy mind. She's thinking about her miserable family. Her two uncontrollable older sisters and her two lil sister who are still a kids
About her eomma that she used to love so much. She herself don't know why she's following her older sisters step by hating her eomma
All they watched that day is only a part of the while scene. Instead of hating and blaming her Eomma,they should have asking her what actually was happening between their parents before the argument happens
While she's walking,her feet suddenly stop walking. Her eyes roaming her surrounded. Just in time,her eyes caughts a very familiar figure was doing something in the behind alley from the building
She's adjusting her eye to get more clear view and widening her eyes when she finally recognized that figure. It was her eomma
She saw Sowon was washing all the dirt plate behind the building that she know it was a restaurant in front view
Sowon wipe her sweaty forehead with her shirt sleeve since her both of her hands are wetting
Yuju just look at her eomma with sad eyes. All this while,she thought that the reason on why Sowon always come home at late night because she's flirting with Seokjin but it's turn out to be that she's actually working overtime
She also notice that her eomma looks so tired and she's sure that her eomma didn't have a good rest
Yuju wipe her tears roughly then running back to go home. Didn't have a heart seeing how hard her eomma is all this while to support all her needed and for pay everything
She feel so sin after seeing that. How could she burdening her eomma by her cold and rude antic. How could she blame her eomma on what happen to her appa when she herself knew that live and death are has been determined by God
She's stop running as soon as she arrived at her house. Open the door house,then heading to her room
SinB saw her action but afraid got scold if she's asking what happen to her third older sister
Yuju slam the door room close then throw herself on her bed. She's crying on the pillow hardly
"I'm sorry eomma,I'm sorry" she's said sorry for her stupidity on what she has done to her eomma
Meanwhile for Eunha,she and her best friend Sana was hanging out at mall after school has finished. After tired from shopping all day,they stop to have a meal
"So how's your feeling? Feeling better?" Sana ask while take a sip from her water
"Yea,a little bit. By the way thanks for today Sana. There's a lot of thing that you bought for me" Eunha said while take a look at her shopping bag
"Nah,it's nothing tho. That's what a friend do,we cheering up each other. So don't have to thank me" Sana said in warm tone
"Yea,youre right. If only I can leave that house. Day by day I didn't feel like that I'm living in house. It felt so miserable in there. I can't see her face at All,I'll get angry" Eunha let out heavy and annoy sigh
"If you leave the house,where did you want to live then?"
"That's why I didn't move out yet. Because I don't have a place. But wait after I finished my school. I'll leave that house no matter what"
"Well,if that's what you want. It's up to you" Sana just shrug
Sowon just come home from tired working all day. It was 12 and she's sure that all her precious daughters are already sleep
She's heading to the eldest room and found it's lock from inside. With heavy sigh she's walk to the younger one room. It's unlock
She open the door and smile warmly when she saw three her beloved figure was sleeping soundly. Umji was sleeping on SinB bed and Yuju was sleeping on her bed
She lean in and plant a softly kiss on SinB forehead. She then heading to Yuju side and also leave her lovingly kiss on the third daughter forehead
"I'm sorry for kissing you if you don't like it. But this is the only one time that I can kiss you. Only when you're in dreamland" Sowon whisper to sleeping Yuju and once again kiss her third daughter. It's on cheek this time
She took sleeping baby Umji in her arm then walk out from the room,heading to her own room
Little did she know. Yuju actually are awake in the whole time she's kissing Yuju. Yuju wipe her tears that she hold from earlier
"I'm sorry eomma" she whisper
She didn't knew that how hard her eomma to kiss her all this while. Sh never thought about her eomma feeling. She's always with her ego and unsatisfied feeling toward her appa death
She's close her eyes and drifting to dreamland. Accompany with her eomma lovingly kiss on the forehead and cheek
Chap 7,check!
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