4 years. That’s how long i’ve really been into kpop, how long i’ve been a kiss me, and how long i’ve liked you, dongho. you were my first kpop bias, and the one who got me into u-kiss, as well as the whole kpop world. I remember you in maknae rebellion, the 15 year old you. the one i fell for so many years ago. 

you’ve been on so many variety shows, so many dramas and did so many other things, often to help promote your group. you’ve worked so hard and been through so much, and you tired yourself out. your body crashed several times, your health deteriorating. 

when i heard the news today that you were leaving u-kiss, i admit, i actually wanted to cry. since u-kiss, i’ve stanned many other groups, and changed biases a few times. i’m sorry, i know i’ve kind of neglected u-kiss after the member changes and because so many newer bands debuted. but that doesn’t change the fact that you were the first bias i’ve ever had, and that i had so many memories involving you. you weren’t the most perfect or the most handsome bias i’ve had, but that’s what makes you, you. that’s why i liked you, and why i still like you. i didn’t like you as u-kiss’s dongho, but as a person, as shin dongho. i’ve never forgotten about you, and i never will. 

even though you’ve debuted for so long, you’re only 19. you’ve got your whole life ahead of you. i respect your decision, and i just hope you’ll be happy in the future. your smile makes people really happy, at least i know that it has that effect on me. i know you’re sick and tired of idol life, but please don’t regret being in u-kiss. don’t regret anything you did, because you were able to share that beautiful person who’s yourself with the whole world. don’t ever give up, because no matter what, i’ll always be supporting you! honestly, thank you for everything.

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;; sorry that this wasn't an update guys, but dongho's departure from u-kiss really got to me. for his sake, i'm going to finish this story. i know i've been neglecting it, and i'm sorry. it's just that i wrote the first story as well as this one while i was pretty young, so there's a bunch of stuff i want to edit and fix up. not the actual storyline though, so don't worry. it's mostly just the wording and grammar LOL... i'll probably keep the first story on private for now until i finish the touchups c: thanks for everyone who has been sticking with me up until now, to help an idol get rid of his stalker had been my first story on aff, and you guys gave me so much support and so much love. i WILL finish this sequel, so expect an update soon! dongho, hwaiting! i'll always love you! <3