The silence filled the car since they step inside. It only took a couple of minutes for them to arrive at the location of Yoona’s set but Yuri feels that she took a long hour to drive there. She thinks that at any moment she could die through suffocation because she can’t breathe properly. It adds up to that is that Jessica didn’t dare to talk to her. She only looks outside the window for the whole time.

She doesn’t know how she manages to drive safely in the location because at the moment her mind is fully occupied with many things.

She faked a cough to break the silence and to get the attention of Jessica because even though they safely park in the location Jessica is still quite and never dare to move on her seat.

“Y-you knows h-how s-silly they are…” she clenches her fist because she can’t help to stutter due to the tension that she’s feeling right now. “…I hope it didn’t bother you. Just forget about it, they just love fooling around.” She hopes that she convinced Jessica that her member is just teasing them. She doesn’t know what to do if ever this girl changes her treatment towards her. That’s the start of her doomsday.

Jessica looks at her and brings her a genuine smile. She is surprised when Jessica holds her hand and intertwined it.

“I know.” Simple words but can give Yuri a big relief.

“I hope it won’t make you feel awkward. I can’t-”

Jessica interrupts her by slapping her arm. “What are you talking about? As if this is the first time that they tease us. They do it so many times that I’m so used to it. Even our fans love to do it and also I am. So what is the awkward thing that you are talking about?”

She doesn’t know how to feel if she has to be happy because Jessica is so used to it or she has to feel bad because all of it is just a playtime to her. And her expression didn’t past to notice by Jessica.

“Is there something wrong?” Jessica asked as she raised a brow to her.

“Nothing. Let’s just go to Yoona before this food gets cold.” She answered but been stopped by Jessica when she is about to walk out the car.

“Don’t say that as if it is really nothing.” She said in a serious tone.

Yuri frowned. She doesn’t have any idea what she’s talking about. “What do you mean?” she asked as she faced her.

“Do you really think that you can hide something from me?” Jessica said as she crosses her arms. “In all of us, I am the one that knows you too well. I knew it if you are happy even if you show everyone your poker face. I knew it if ever you feel sad even you show your big smile to them. And I know if ever you are hiding something or if there is bothering you even you say that there is nothing to be worried about.”

Yuri feels the sweat on her forehead. She knows that Jessica was saying is true. She is the first person that she been close to among SNSD members because of that certain reason.

She’s afraid that Jessica already knows what she’s hiding. She’s afraid that if ever that it’s true that she knows about it, it might hurt her. Especially that Taeyeon is behind on it. She knows pretty well that it will add up more pain in Jessica’s heart. Many people thought that she is a strong person because of her appearance but no, she is not that strong. Jessica is a fragile person, opposite of the image that she puts up.

“Y-you a-already know about it?” she can’t stop stuttering because of nervousness. She feels that her heart might be burst out of beating so fast.

“I may have the slowest reaction in the group but Yuri-ah I’m not that oblivious on the things around me.”

She can’t figure out how on earth she found this out. Yuri swallowed the remaining saliva on . She doesn’t know what to say.

“Do you really think that I don’t know about it?” Jessica looks straight into her eyes but she can’t do the same thing because of emba