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GOODBYE MY SWEET LOVE

'Let's break up.'

You told me this words, remember? They were the harshest words that came from your mouth, cutting me in the sensitive parts of my soul. I wished that these words never existed as this ends the existence of you and me. 'Okay.' I stupidly replied as I didn't want to burden you with my presence any further. However, deep down inside of me is a me, broken and shattered. Wounded, I want to call out your name, crying while telling you not to go. Sadly, I see your familiar figure retreating to the dark. No longer in my sights, I cried tears of pain. If you had saw me, you would have called me 'weak' while proceeding to hug me. Just the thought of this makes my body ache for your embrace.

'It's been a while.'
After a whole month of cutting me from your life, you call me. I tried to be strong but your voice melts me and succumb to your lies. If I had known any better, I could have saved my heart from the painful scar that you repeatedly give.

'I'm Sorry.'
You are no longer genuine as these words feel as cold as stone, just like your love for me. Just like I've always been, I believe you. But in all honesty, you do not care along with having no need for me. You find me a pitiful burden that you must keep since you found me.

'No More.'
These are the final words you ever spoke to me before leaving me forever. I fell into the suit again, causing me to become devastated. I beg and pleaded, only to be heard by deaf ears. After an hour of crying, I realized that I can not change your mind. Therefore, I let you go and sent you off with a heartfelt goodbye. To no avail since you replied with your cold eyes. This is it, the final goodbye. These emotions I have kept bottled in for a far too long time. It doesn't help that everyday I think of you causing a horrendous ache course through my body. But you wouldn't care as you never cared in the first place. I want to ask you this, why? Why did you even love me when our love was never a master piece but a tragedy? Why did you love me when it clearly pained you along with weighing you down ? Why?

I loved you blindly, hoping that one day you would finally turn my way. I loved you with all my heart, blindly thinking that you too would truly paint a master piece with me. I loved you with a love so blind to the point where you became my universe. Now, you are no longer there. My reason of life and my universe has gone. What is there for me to live? I have no reason. So my final words to you are, goodbye my sweet love
You were never mine from the start.

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