171812 marks the date that the entertainer Jonghyun has passed away. As a shawol and someone with deep respect towards the group I am heartbroken. Please learn from this to not hate on anybody and to seek help when feeling down. What Jonghyun went through is tragic and I hope he is happy where ever he is and no longer suffering. Again please learn and look out anyone who is suffering and save a life. I would also like to apologize for my absence due to school and Wi-Fi problems I had trouble coming on. I was planning on finishing my latest chapter for this book and publish my other works I've been working on but after the tragic incident I don't think I'll be able to finish it off until maybe next year or until I can get over his death. I hope we armys can help shawols too in their mourning.