Just like any other day, I took subway to school from home. My house is 4 stations away from my school. Only 1 station left.

Train this morning is really crowded, maybe because it’s Monday, but this forced me to stand up all the way to school. No seat is left.

I saw some couples in the train. One couple was sitting down while the girl resting her head on the boy’s shoulder. They wore the same uniform as me but I don’t know their faces, maybe they are my seniors or could be my junior. The other couple I see was standing. Both of them holding on to the same (holding) ring that attached to the train ceiling, making them standing so close to each other. From their appearance, they look like CC (Campus Couple). I can even see a couple way down the carriage that there are two person who looks at each other shyly, the girl is seated while the boy is standing in front of her as if he’s protecting her or something like that. They just sharing meaningful stare every once in a while,

NO! No, I’m not jealous actually. I’m just thinking a lot lately. Thinking how could couple be paired up? Like are they meant to be or everything that happen between them is just accidental? Like how two people meet, when they were falling in love towards each other, Is it really the love talking or is it just God playing games with them by giving them that feeling?

I wonder a lot as I have never felt that kind of feeling. Maybe just once but it’s way back, it’s over now.

But, back to my thought earlier, lovers that pair up, lovers that I see on the train. I’ve always been very curious how did they come together? What’s their story? What’s behind all that smile and lovey-doveyness that evaporize from the air around them.

I wonder when will this kind of love strikes me? Will I be able to feel the same way?

Will my existence finally meant something to someone else’s life?

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