"Oh geeze, oh geeze, oh geeze!" I paced around my bedroom panicking. "It's 2011, and I'm back here. " I flopped down on my bed and just let out my last available breath before jolting back up. "All I have to do is wake up!" I pinched my arm and winced at the pain, this was real.

I pulled up the Shawol form on my computer and began to scroll through the latest topics which was about their comeback Sherlock. I had already seen this come back I had already been to Korea this was all the past, but I remember everything. I turned off my monitor and left my bedroom; I needed to go for a walk.

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The streets in Canada were so dead compared to the bustling life in Korea, never mind Japan. I dragged my sneakers across the pavement trying to process this entire happening. I couldn't stop thinking about Taemin, would things be the same would I get to make it to Korea, and would Taemin fall in love with me again. I made my way home and crawled into bed and tried to sleep, it was easier than I thought.

I opened my eyes and the noise hit my ears like a concert, I was surrounded by hundreds of girl chanting for Shinee. I recognized the situation, it was when I went to Korea and I was about to meet Taemin for the second first time.

"Hello, what is your name?" Onew said in broken English. If it was one thing I was glad I could speak fluent Korean now.

"Hi Dubu Leader! I am Phoebe, and I love your comeback!" I cheerfully said. He gave me a happy smile and then looked a bit confused.

"Have we met before? Perhaps a different fan meeting?" he asked.

"Maybe, how about if we meet again I'll buy you coffee?" I smiled happy.

"Deal." He shook my hand and passed me along to Minho.

After a few minutes I reached Key and he greeted me in strong English. "Hello, what is your name?"

"Phoebe-ah." I adjusted my sweater shyly.

"Phoebe, sounds pretty. Also I feel like I've seen that top somewhere!"

"My mother helped me make it, so that is impossible Oppa~"

"Oppa! I want to be called Oppa!" I could hear him, it made my heart pound. Taeminnie.

I bowed to Key and walked over in front of Taemin. "Hello Taeminnie Oppa~"

"Hello Phoebe, I'm gonna call you Ph! It seems to suit you."

"Thank-you! I wrote this confession letter for you, hopefully you read it." I bowed before being escorted off stage, but I managed to slip and scrape my hands on the pavement.

When I looked up from my fall I was in front of the SM building, I was older and seemed to be on my way to work. I was helped up by a familiar hand, it was Taemin.

"Ph! Are you okay?" He asked letting go of me and bending down to check out my bloody knee. "Here let's get this cleaned up." Taemin whisked me up into his arms bridal style and carried me into work, gaining lots of looks from our elders.

"I-i can walk Minnie!" I said trying to get from his arms, but he placed me on the bench near the coffee machine. I noticed a note on the machine for me.

"If your so obedient bring me a coffee. - Key" I read out loud.

"He can wait, I'll be back with first aid." Taemin left me there and I began to dig through my bag for my phone.

I finally found my phone and tried to turn it on, it was dead. I pulled out my charger and plugged it into the wall trying to charge it. I needed to know what day it was, maybe I could stop myself from making the mistake. The little green battery icon popped up and I booted up the phone, and relief swarmed over me. I was safe and maybe I could stop my mistake and fix things for the future.

I looked at my knee and waited for Taemin to get back, after a few minutes I say him coming. I waved to him but when he got closer he had a horrified look on his face. "Ph! What happened your bleeding from your stomach! What happened? Ph?"

He was waving his hands in front of my face but he began to get blurry, I could feel the pain continue in my side and I out.

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I woke up again but this time in my apartment, I felt exhausted and sleepy. I looked around my bedroom, I immediately notice my sleeping mother with her head on the bedside. I leaned over to wake her and winced at the pain in my side, making me shake the bed a little causing her to wake up.

"OH HONEY!" Her English accent very prominent.

"Hi Mom." I smiled grabbing her hand.

"How are you feeling? Are you hungry? I can make kimchi!"

"It's okay mom, I'm just glad to see your face." I smiled down to her.

We chatted a bit about what happened and about how she flew down as fast as she could. Hee-sung had called the police and put pressure on my wound, I could have be a gonner without her help. I would go to Karaoke with her to make up for it, I gasped thinking about Taemin.

"You didn't tell Taemin did you?!" I asked my mother.

"I-I did! He kept calling, I had to speak with a Key for translation."

"He's going to over worry mom. He was here only a few weeks ago."

"About Tha-"

"PH! JAIGYA!" I could hear him burst through the door, and other foot steps besides his.

"Taemin calm down!" I could hear Key.