I Try

Always Loving You♥

{Author's POV}
This is the second day for national exam..
The lessons is Math!
Many people student take a paper with cheat sheet of paper..
They carefully to notice the cheat without being known by two supervisors who supervise their class.
But,only Hyuna didn't cheatting.. She knows that she have a weakness in Math!
But,she believe it that she can do it without any help..

{Nana's POV}
I try to phone my Umma after changed my clothes in the nurse's room..
I walk to the lobby of the hospital and keep try to call my Umma..
But,she didn't answer my call..
Aish (⌣́_⌣̀") maybe she still busy tonight.
Today it was too much to took care of the patient and of course too care of that patient. Im Yoon Ah..
I wasn't too much spoke with her because i didn't feel comfort near her..
Yeah,i know she was so kind and gently but,i really really didn't like her.
I'm watching Raina Onnie,look likes she is cool to talk with Kahi Onnie..
Then,waving my right hand towards them~
I'm walking out from the hospital's building and suddenly,i see Kiseop Uisa's car stop front of me.
What is he doing?? He open the door and out from his car.. Then,he notice me like as usual~
"Get in the car" He said but,i sheak my head.
"Get in the car" He said for the second time but,i throw my eyes from him.
"Get in the car,Im Jin Ah"
Ok.. For the third time,i'm loose from him.. I nod my head with surrender and get in the car
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*at restaurant*

I thought that he would explain about our problem and take me to the home
but,during on the way,he took me to the restaurant..
To invited me for dinner-_-"
I take my Kimchi with my chopstick and put inside my mouth.
I chew it without have any lust for eating..
I take seaweed and fried fillet and chew it..
Oh! I guess i'm hungry although i don't have a lustful for eating..
I notice him when,he enjoys his Kimbab,he eat it with a calm,not like me..
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I have a finished!
But,suddenly he notice me like a weird person (¬_¬") I try to be a normal and he keep to notice me..
"Hmm.. I.. I don't wanna wasting my time because,i.. I want to apologize to you.."
I glare at him. Maybe,he wants to apologize about..
"I'm sorry.. About two days ago.. I didn't meant to said those words.."
I can see his regret's expression. He touch my hands both and i can't control my heart beat (⌣́_⌣̀")
"That was my stupid mistake,mianhaeyo.. Jeongmal mianhaeyo,Nana.."
We're looking each other,it feels like my tears gonna fall from my eyes but,i hold it.
I can forgive him but,the wound in my heart hasn't healed.
"Jebal.. Jeongmal mianhaeyo.. Forgive me.. I shouldn't said that.
I was stupid because i was confused what should i tell you? "
I bite my lower lips and now,i can't hold it. But,i don't wanna cry front of him..
"If you didn't have any feelings about me,you can tell me.
Maybe,we keep to have a relationship as a friend?
Yeah. You don't have to be my boyfriend,i'm never force you right?
I only....."
Slowly,i pull hands from him but,he hold it. Kiseop.. Please.. Let my hands go from your hands (⌣́_⌣̀")
"I know.. I'm sorry.. But,please forgive me Nana" Now,i nod my head.
"Yes,i forgive you but," His eyes give me a question like
"But,what?"
"Nothing ^^" I sheak my head and giving my sweet smile to him.
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*At the assumed park,stand up near Kiseop's car*


"Im Yoon Ah.. I have know her since i sat on the college,third semesters.
She was my senior.. At "Kyung Hee University" we have a different departement of college.
She went to the "Teather's Departement" and i went to the "Medical's Departement"
but,i always met her..
We have the same schedule if we went to the college each day,except on Saturdays."

I nod my head in-between enjoying my orange juice..
So,they've known each other because they've the same college?? Oh~~

"Even if we have a different class and departement,we always meeting in the college.
She always invited me and AJ to went shopping,watch movie,lunch,or walk around this bench..
Then,she always visited my house.. Do you know?
I doesn't have any girlfriends except her when i couldn't found your contact.
She was care about me,talked with her smooth voice,and shared about our future.
She was fun! ^^ Hmm.. And then,without realized.. I fell in loved with her~"

When i heard that,i feel so weak and my heart beating so faster!
Like someone who had punched my chest..

"Those feelings like i've never known..
So,i told to AJ then he said that i fell for her~
When i met her,i always feels my heart beating so faster.
And tried to ignore her eyes if she looked at me with a close..
But,it doesn't made me want to stay away from her because i was embarrassed with my feelings ~
I tried to get close with her during three month but,there was something made felt so bad..
She had a boyfriend already~"


So,Kiseop already had a feelings same like what i feel now..
He felt hurted because of her but,what about me? I feel hurt because of him..
"His boyfriend was a Kingka of the college.. He joined to "Medical's Departement"
too but,he was got the third of semesters.
I was still first of semesters and YoonA sat on the second of semesters.
But,i never know him.. Although i have met him for the third time~
Then... One month latter, i called her and invited her to the park when we were have to visited..
She was waiting for me when i came a late..
Kkk~ So,i told her about my feelings..
I remember what was like her reaction,she was only stood up,looked at my eyes without blinking..
She was apologizing to me and she said that she liked me too but,
she already had someone~
And then,she told me if she want to waiting for me if she want to break up with him..
So,i believed her and i always preparing for waiting her. For along time."


When he said "For along time" his voice was sounded so weak.
I guess,this time to listening the part of sad story ☹

"My dreams come true.. She was broke up with him~
I was the only one person who felt happy when i known that her status already "Single"
so,i thought that i could made her be mine.
But,she told me that she wanted t to concentrate for studying when she rose to the third of semester.
So,she didn't want to thinking about my relationship with her..
Then,i felt my heart break for two..
I pulled her hand and hugged her with tightly..
I forced her to say that she loved me so much..
But,she pushed my body from my hug.
She asked me to understanding for her future..
I apologized to her and asked her being my friend like the first.
And then...................
After she had passed of the eight of semester.
I realized that she never ever had some feelings for me,she just gave some fake hope~
She lied to me.. But,i couldn't being mad her.
After i have a passed too..
We were lost contact and i have never know where she was?
She have to moved of her old house.
Then,we never meet again..
But,finally,i met her~
She worked as an Actress but,i never saw her on TV.. Kkkk~ Y
ap! Maybe,i was busy and rarely touched my TV,LOL"

Yeah,i have saw her on TV shows at "KBS World" only once time.
So,i forgot that i have met with an Actress in the hospital..
Hmmm.... So,it's that meant why he was so scared to fell in love?
Maybe,he might be in love with me,right?
He hadn't longer confidence to love someone and love by someone.

I can understanding about that (⌣́_⌣̀")
although,it was made me felt so disappointed. But,he had a strong reason!
So,i can't forced him to fall in love with me..
Maybe,that's enough if we have a relationship as a friend
"Kiseop.. I'm sorry.."
I said to him then,he turn around to the left while notice me.
"Why? Why do you have to apologized to me Nana?"
I take a deep breath and tucking my hair behind of my right ear.

"I can understanding you Kiseop,i'm sorry if my attitude it was seen
like i was too forward and forced you to loved me.. I know..
You didn't have any feelings for me..
I guess,you're still in love with YoonA Onni right?
She was kind and pretty like you have to told me.
Like what i see.. And i promise.. I try to fix our relationship as a friend like before right?"

"B... But.." Suddenly,he became like a stutter and i cut his words.
"But,what?" He turn around to front of me then he touch my both hands and he grab my hands.
"Nana.. Im Jin Ah.. Jinnie.."
Hey! W.. W.. What happend with him?!
She said my name while notice my eyes with his sharp eyes but,his gaze it's very gently.
Stop! You make my heart beating so faster..

"This is the truth.. I have a feelings for you Nana,but,it's only a few..
So,i can't tell if i really really love you and see you as a special person for me~
I just.. I just can say.. I really really feel comfort beside of you,and
i just want to make you feel comfort too like what i feel. I adore you Nana but,i don't know..
Just.. Please,give me a time. Ok?"

I disgest his words in my brain.. I smiling at him and hug him with tight~
"No matter what you say,i will waiting for you.. And.. I'm never ever want to force you,if you won't..
So,if you have a someone but,that someone isn't me,i hope you feel happy with her..
I promise,i will be happy ^^"
Even though i can't be happy but,i will try.
"Thanks Nana.. ^^"

"Yeah.."

We're looking each other.. Eyes to eyes.. Smiling each other..
Touching each other..
Then... He come closer and kiss my forehead,i feel enjoying with his lips on my forehead~
This is the sign that he loves me. He stop to kiss my forehead then,
his lips down to mine..
Now,i don't know how many times he have to kissed me?
But,i keep to enjoying..
I feel comfortable in this cold night. I kiss back his lips.
And my hands around his neck then,i pull him to make his lips keep touching my lips~
His hands around my waist and he pull it..
Slowly......... I broke the kiss I guess,i can't do this anymore for along time.
I won't to dissolve in this things.
"Let's go home!" He said.


{Eli's POV}
I close my Sociology's book and throw my self on the bed..
Ahhhh~ It's comfortable can refreshing my mind and fly to the dream world ~~~
I pull the blanket to close my body then i hug my pillow.. It's time to sleep..
One,two,three...
Sle... Knock knock!
!
It's Hannah Noona carry me some glass of a milk ^^
She come closer to my bed and sit on my bed.
"Here is your milk,Eli.." She said and give it that to me.
"Gamsahabnida,Noona" I take the glass and gulp it..
Hmmm~ The warmth flowing into my stomach and i feel so sleepy. Huaaaam...
"Yap! Are you sleepy now? ^^"
Hannah Noona asked me.
"Nee Noona.."
While yawning then,i leaning my head on the pillow..
"Oh,by the way.. After you finish for your national exam,
Tia will be back to the Korea!
Because she will be finish for her passport to move to the South Korea"
"Oh,that's a good news!"
"Yup! And now,go to sleep! It's already 10 pm.. You will be late if you still wake.."
"Arraseo Noona"
Then,she left my bedroom and i go back to sleep. I pull the blanket onto my body..
I keep thinking about Tia.. Why did she want to live in Korea?
And before she went to Seoul,why was she didn't tool care her passport?

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RainaSeoyounKo #1
Why is E-Young and Tia evil TT.TT
Can't wait to read it tho!! Hehe
music101
#2
Chapter 40: Omg, it was sooo sad and I really enjoy the story:)
Crystalic09
#3
Pordon me,what do you mean? Sequel of what?
MissUnderstand
#4
Chapter 36: Will there be a sequel?
Crystalic09
#5
Really? Wow i did it how to use the true of grammar ^^<br />
Thanks..<br />
I will continue if i have to finish to writing my story until the ending ☺
yeongyu #6
heyyo sist~ good job =3=<br />
nice story and good grammar, i thought<br />
continue your story, okay?<br />
ppyeong~<br />