Still Loving You

Always Loving You♥

{E-Young's POV}
KRING!!!!!! The bell is ringing,it's time to break!
I walking with a rush i almost hit Joo Yeon,Bekah and So Young..
"Wow! Wow! Wow!" Joo Yeon stop immediataly front of me while her lollipop.
"Look at her! Our ex-friend.. She's looking rush now!" So Young and Bekah laughing.
"What do you want?! Move!"
"Well,how dare you are Noh Yi Young! Did you forget that i'm your friend?
Your Leader of your group's former. Where is you manners?"
Joo Yeon glare at me and i glare back at her,i'm not afraid with her.
"I don't care who you are? And i don't even have manners for you. Stupid leader!"
"Hey!" She want to slap me but,suddenly,someone pull Joo Yeon's hand.
"Stop it Lee Joo Yeon,how rude you are with your friend!"
It's.. It's.. Hyuna..


"None of your business Im Hyun Ah! An sickly girl like you isn't good to interfere"
Hyuna offended when Joo Yeon insulted her as an "sickly girl"

"Oh yes i am! Then,what's your problem if i am an sickly person?
Of course that's none of my business but,i can't let you slap her!"

She release her hand from Hyuna with rough.

"You sake her well,she had did some bad mistake what she have to did to you Hyuna..
And now,you sake her?"
Hyuna glare at her also her sarcastic face.
Oh,My God! Beautiful like a woman hero..

"Why? Although she did that to me,and almost killed me.
I forgave her 'cause i knew she's going to change,give another piece
between me and her,and intentd to apologize to me."

I feel surprise,that she had forgave me before i'm going to apologize to her.
Before i'm ready to say sorry~ Hyuna glare at Joo Yeon and leave me with them.
She walk away from us the towards the canteent and i follow her.

"Hyuna,wait!" I call her and she stop immediatally. She turn around at me.
"Hmmm... Gomawo for helped me from them" I thank to her but,i'm showing my awkward expression.

"Cheonmanaeyo" She smile at me and turn back then,leave mealone in this corridor.
I keep on standing still for awhile then,i found Kevin who was walking with Dong Ho.

"Kevin!"
"E-Young,why now you are being alone? Where is your friends?"
I sheak my head and give my awkward smile.

"Ani,i don't have a friend. But,i want looking for another friend. The real of a friend."
Then,i leave him with Dong Ho..

I'm running towards Hyuna's class and i found Hyuna who was busy enjoys her brunch with Lizzy.
And i can see on Eli's chair. There is no Eli.
He's not present to the school today.
And i can see that Hyuna feels sad when she looking at Eli's chair.
Lizzy,pat her shoulder try to calm down.
Slowly,i'm walking close to them..
But, Lizzy caught me! Omo! Eotteohgae? -_-

"E-Young?" Hyuna greeting me and smile at me.
"Eh.. Eh.. Hyuna.. Lizzy..."

I suddenly feel awkward when my eyes meet their eyes.
 "What are you doing in here?" Lizzy asked she couldn't believe that i am here now
"I want to visiting you guys.."
 "Really?" I nodded my head.
"But,am i your friend? Hyuna isn't your friend too"
Lizzy stop eating and close her food's box..

"Hmmm.... Lizzy.. I know,you hate me Park Soo Young.
Yes,i realize! But,please i'm here because i want to make a friend with you guys.
And i'm sorry about all of my mistake that i've did to you guys,
especially you Im Hyun Ah. I'm regret. Mianhaeyo.. Jeongmal mianhaeyo"
I take a bow 90 degrees and Hyuna stand up from her chair.
She gaze me,smiling and hug me.

"I forgave you.. But,i don't know that Lizzy forgive you or not?
Kekeke~ But,i can see the truth that you want to apologize and make a friend with us!
I'm so happy to know that.. Yes,Lizzy? Do you want to forgive her?"

Lizzy throw her eyes from us. I'm sure that she won't to forgive me.
"Lizzy.. You don't have to mad at her anymore. "
Lizzy take a deep breath and smilling at me.
"Hey i have long forgiven her. Don't put into your heart deep inside,i was just testing you lol"
Uh -_- Lizzy




{Nana's POV}
"Jinjja? So,you will be come to Seoul next week?
Arrasseo,Umma.. I'll be waiting for you!
I'm sure Hyuna will be happy if she hear this good news! Nee Umma.. Annyeong ^^"
I hung up the phone,jump to the couch.

Today,i'm not working in the hospital because i have flu and cold.
Omo!!! I'm snizzing about the thirteenth time.. x_x I feel i'm not good now.
take my glass drink it my warm water.
And i guess i need to take my beauty sleep.

Suddenly,someone knocking the door.. Aish!
Who's someone try to disturbing my sleep?! (˘̶̀_˘̶́ )
I'm tired (⌣́_⌣̀")
I open the door with my lazy feelings and i suddenly almost faint because of....
Kiseop.. He come to my home with a big bucket of flower.

"A.. A... Kiseop Sunbei! Come in.."
"Nee.. Am.. Am i disturbing you?"
"O.. Of course not! ^^"

I sheak my head,i don't feel disturbing if he come to visiting me.
"Hmmm.. Ok.."
I let him sit on the couch and i sit front of him.
"How's your condition know?"
"Hmmm.. Not good... Hatsyyyyu!!!! >.<"

I'm snizzing again. Hueeee i hate it!

"Oh.. Have you drink your medicine?"
"Nee but,isn't work!"
"Let me help you to take you to your bedroom"
He pull my hand with slowly and walking to the upstairs with him.


*In my bedroom*
Slowly,he want to leaning my body on the bed but,i just want to sit.
I shouldn't prevent him to do that
"Nana.."
"Nee?"
"How can you gotta be sick like this?"
"Molla.. Maybe,i can't take care of my health"
"Yes you must. You can't work if you're not!
So many nurse need you because you are the one who was an energic nurse about
working in the hospital."

.
"Mianhae.. I promise it won't be happen again"
"You don't have to apologize Nana.
Sick isn't only because of you but,God give it that to you."

 "Sleep.." He told me.
"But.."
"Just sleep.. I will take care of you.."

What? He said what? Take care of me?
Aigoo~ How care you are Lee Ki Seob♥ I nodded my head and
going to sleep.

{Kiseop's POV}
"Sleep.." I told her.
"But.." I cut her words.
"Just sleep.. I will take care of you.."
I see her face turning red as she is blushing. Am i wrong to say that?
Hmmm.. Then,she close her eyes and sleep with a peace.
I sit on her bed. She's so beautiful and charismatic.
I don't know why but,i really like her face.
So many beautiful girls on the outside there but,Nana has a different beautiful face with them..
Her angel's heart,her charm,her sweet smile,her smooth long hair and white skin.
I remember about that prom nite,she woar that gown and pulled my hand.
Then,she want to told me about something but,the Queen of my school pulled me
and asked me to dance with her.
Stupid me why should i accept her? (¬_¬͡)
Hmm... I'm so curiousty what did she want to said that night?
Kiseop why do you want to find her answer?
It's been year.
I look around her room,i found something on the desk.
Frame of the picture.. It's her with her Umma and her Appa i guess in this photo,
she  was still age 14 years old.
The second frame,i found her photo with her blondy hair,
school's uniform and she wearing glasses for a nerd person.
Beautiful and cute ^^

The third frame,she wearing a Princess's grown..
Really,in this photo,she is really really like a Princess. I put it back on the desk..
And now i found something under of her pillow.
What's that? I look it that stuff with close.
It's like a... Book.. Yes,a book!
Slowly,i pull the book from the pillow without make hee wake.
Hmm.. I got it! What is this?
Like a diary~ What?
I'm sure it's all about of her secret in this diary. I can't open it.
I won't read something without permession by someone who have this stuff.
But,in my heart said
Just open that book before she wake 

Hmm.. What should i do?
Ok.. This is the first and the last i open someone's secret without her/his permession.
I open the first page..
It's too long and i'm so lazy to read it!
I'm sure the first page is the old story when she still live in the Melbourne with me.
I open the twentyth page and i read it..

“Fall in love... What's that? I don't know but,i feel i'm falling for him”

Him? Who's that? I open the next page..

“I don't know why when i met him,i feels my hearbeat so faster! And my cheeck becames red.
If i caught his eyes,i'm sure for the one second i would melting.”



I move to the thirthyth page because it's too short!

“I met him again in this city,Seoul. I don't even expect that i'm working as a nurse in the same hospital with him..
He was a doctor. Always working together with me.
And take care of my sister with me. Always with me..
It wasn't like in the Melbourne. We were never ever walk together but,now?!
We're always be together”
Wait! What does the mean of this? I open the next page

“Do you remember? About that promnight?
I told mom that i want to went to the promnight and then she bought me that mini dress.
Because i want you see me as a beautiful girl at the promnight.
My parents and my Dong Saeng were supported me! That night..
I want to tell you that i loved you,
and asked you to dance with me but,she pulled you and i couldn't reached you.
And i was hopeless”

Suddenly,i feel my heartbeat so faster! So,someone who made her fell in love it was me? He loved me?

“Hyuna said she agreed if i fell in love with him. Nee.. Of course!
He was kind,sweet,sometimes being cold but,sometimes being friendly.
Omona!!! I wanna have that guy but,did he want me or not?”


“He took me on his old friend's wedding. His name was AJ and his future wife,Ha Young. I'm so happy when he asked me to dance with him on his friend's wedding,drove me to the home,and many people thought that i was his girlfriend. I hope,this sweet moment always saved in my memories.. Lee Ki Seob. Like AJ and Ha Young” 

That's my name......

“He touched my body when we have a reached at my house after present on AJ's wedding. Omo.. Because he want to check my conditions?! Ye.. Yeah,i know but,really. He was the first boy who was dare touched me except,my father.”

“I don't know exactly why he always take me to the home and before he took me to the home,he always bring me to the restaurant to dinner or lunch. And he always pay my bill without my permession,aigoo~~
Then,he had took me to the park,we were sharing,only me and him.
Many people were playing around,it was like we were such two happy couple
 enjoyed the best of that park to refresh our mind”


“He said,that he got a trauma to fell in love. Omo! Eotteohgae? I'm sure he doesn't love me (-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡) who dare to did that to him?! And made him got a trauma like that”

“He kissed me. What did he meant by that? Did he just want to make me feel calm or he want to showed that he loved me?
That was my first kiss”

“Kiseop,can't you see me?
I really really wanted you for along time. All i ever wanted,it was only you..
Can't you see me? I'm the woman who fell in love with you since we have the same school in the Melbourne.
Lee Ki Seob,do you know how much that i love you?
My parents doesn't know the real of you but,they had saw your face from far.
And then.....
Only for me but,how can i get your love?
But,you never realize it. Kiseop.. Saranghae~ Jeongmal saranghae~♥

Im Nana or Im Jin Ah loves you


                                                                      
I found my old pict inside her book between stack of sheets of this diary's paper
Where did she find my pict?
I put it back my pict,i let her.
To save my self inside her mind~


I close her diary,it feels like i can't breath.
I feel my blood becomes boiled,even my heart beating so faster and i..
I can let my eyes off  from this diary.
So.. That guy it was me? Me? Why? She never confess about her feelings.
I don't know even expect.. Nana..

I can't believe that! You love me. But... What about me?
What about my feelings to her?
The truth is,i'm never ever have special feelings with Nana.
I treat her as my close friend or my younger sister,just that!
No more.
But,she loved me since we were in the High School. How can she got that feeling to me?
She love me that much i guess.
I wipe my face with my hands and i gaze her face about a glance.
Still sleeping with a peace,i touch her forehead then,i feel the warmth on her forehead's skin!
Omona!
I guess,she got a fever!
With my rush movement i run to the kitchen and take a small bowl of warm water and a handkerchief.
I dipped the handkerchief into a small bowl and compress her forehead..
Poor Nana,i can't leaving her alone in this home.
I take the handkerchief then,dipped into the small bowl with a warm water and compress her forehead,her cheeck and her hands.
Suddenly.when i touch her hand with the wet warm handkerchief,i feel her long finger with
her Pink nails touching my finger.
I can feel her smooth skin. I can't control my heart..
The beating it's too fast! I can't let go my hand for her,i let her to touching me.
I guess,she will wake up and realize that she touch my hand but......
Hmm.. I was wrong!

"Ki... Ki... Kiseop?" Omo! Wrong or not?! She called my name.
"Ki.. Kiseop?"
"Hmmm... Yes?" No sound. What? Did she dreaming about me and calling my name?
"Saranghae" I guess,she said it inside her dream not once but,second times she said these words to me.
Hmmm... And i just quit. I didn't answer her words.
"Saranghae" She said for third times.
"Hmmm.. Nado saranghae"
What?! I answer her again! What happend with you Kiseop?
I guess,i.. I.. I.. No! No way!
Then,suddenly she open her eyes and she realize her hand touching mine.
So,she wake up and let go off my hand from her.
"I... I.. I'm sorry! I.." I give my smile to her and nod my head.
"Sleep.." I said and she leaning her body then,continue to sleeping.
Then,i hear the thunder screaming and lightning about to explode in the sky!
She screaming and wake up!
I try to calm her  down but,now she is crying while hugging her knees.
Hmm.. It's rainy day.
"Don't cry.. I'm here! I'm here!" I sit next to her then i cupped her body with my hugs..
She still crying.

"I hate thunder! I don't like it.."
While she close her ears with her hands.
"I know,i'm here.. I'm here.."
I ask her to sleep again then,she still open her eyes although her head still on the pillow.
"Kiseop.."
"Nee?"
"Hmmm.. Nothing"
"Serious,what? Do you need something or not?"
She keep to silent and rolling her eyes thinking what she want to say to me.
"C.. C.. Can.. You..."
"What?"
"Hmmm... Sleep next to me? Can you?"
Hmm.. The truth,i won't say NO but,i want to say yes.
I nod my head then,i sleep beside of her. I feel so awkward when i'm lean my self next to her..
Really,i'm never ever sleeping with the other woman except my mom. Or E-Young.
I don't want make some eye contact with her 'cause
i'm scared that i will do something bad that i shouldn't do to her.
But,the thunder screaming again,

BLAAAAR!!!!!!!!!!

Then,she hug me.. I hug her back and try to calm her.
"Don't worry,i'm here" She gaze me and we have eye contact each other.
"Mianhae.. I.. I don't mean to.."
"I know" She bited her lower lips nervous and back to sleep.
Her hands still around my body and she sleeping with a peace..
I guess,i'm spellbound with her beauty.
Slowly,i touch her right cheeck with my left hand. Kekeke~ Her skin so smooth.
Then,i let my self sleeping,i hope her fever will fade away if i wake up.

{Hyuna's POV}
KRIIIIIIIIIIING!
The bell is ringing.. It's time to go home \(´▿`)/
I pull my bag and pull Kevin's hand..
"Come on let's go home!"
And i ask Lizzy then she nod her head.
I suddenly stop with my footstep,then i turn around.
I see Eli's chair is empty. Why he didn't present in the school?
Hmmm... I wanna know  about his conditions but,did he want to see me?

"Hyuna,what's wrong?" Kevin asked me and i sheak my head.
"Nothing Kev.. Come on!"
I'm walking to the corridor with Kevin and Lizzy,i found E-Young.
"Hey,wanna go home?" She greet us and i nod my head while smilling.
"Yes.. What are you doing here?" I asked her.
"I'm waiting for my mom. She want to pick me up.."
Then,i realize that Kevin looking at me,Lizzy and E-Young.
Hmmm.. He haven't know yet that we are friend now!! ^^
"Hmm.. Guys,are you friend now?"
He asked us and i nod my head!
"Good!! I'm so happy to hear that.."
"Nee" E-Young showed her adorable eye smile

"Ok then,we want to go home now..
Annyeong E-Young!
Be safe ok.. It's ok if you waiting alone in here?" She nod her head.

"Nee Hyuna,i will be safe!"
"Ok then!"

"Hyuna,what happend?" Kevin pull my shoulder with gently.
I realize,that i'm daydreaming on the way without listening their conversation.
Hmmm... I'm daydreaming about Eli!
I scracth my head and then,Kevin keep to asking.
"Hyuna,really.. What happend?"
"Yes,is there something bothering you?"
I suddenly stop walking then i say

"Kevin,Lizzy.. Just.. Go home now! I wanna go somewhere..
Jebal,don't ask me where that i want to go?
Jebal,don't ask! I'm sure i will be fine.
Ok! Annyeong!"
I ran way from them.
Knock knock! I knocking the door then,i see Hannah Onni open the door.
"Hey,Hyuna! ^^ Come in chagiya.."
 I come into Eli's home and she ask me to sit on the couch.
"Hmmm... I know! You looking for Eli,right Saeng?"
She guessed my mind.
"Nee.. Of course Onni!"
"Hmm.. Do you have another plan to visiting Onni or Minah? Not Eli"
Her joking make me giggle.
"Kekekeke~ Onni.. If i visiting this home,of course i want to see Eli,you and Minah.
No way if i'm not.. Kekeke~"
"I'm kidding chagiya.. Ok,now!
You don't have to ask! Eli got a fever now,
so she couldn't present to the school. I have called your teacher"

So,he's sick now.. Hmmmm.. Aigoo! I forgot to buy something to him..
But,if i buy something,i'm sure he don't want to accept it. He's still mad at me
And now.. I have to check his conditions but,did he allow me?
So,Hannah Onni didn't know about me and Eli now.
Should i tell her? Hmmm..
"Ah,Onni.. I.." Suddenly,i don't know what to say.
"Yes,what?"
"Hmmm... Eh... I.. I wanna check his condition in his room."
She give me her gaze like she gaze a stupid person.
"Aaaa.. Hyuna,usually you never be like this before.
If you want to check him,you never said that words like you are my new friend.
What happen with you?"
I look down and bit my lower lips.
"Hmmm.. Gwaenchanhayo Onni.. It doesn't matter if i ask some permession first.?"

"Oh,ok.. Let me take you to his room"
I go to the upstairs with Hannah Onni then,she knock the door and opened it.
"Eli.. Your yeojachingu is come~~~"
I'm still front of the door and she looking at me like she want to ask
"What are you doing? Come in.." she pulled my hand.
 Eli still sleeping and then,his eyes are open when Hannah Onni wake him up.
"Nah,you're wake! She's come!
I hope you will be fine if i leave you with her for the moment.."
Hannah Onni said then pat myhead.
Eli throw his eyes from me and i just keep my head down,Hannah Onni kee[  notice Eli's expression.
"Hey,Saengie! Usually,you always hugs her if you meet her..
And now why do you just keep silent?"
He didn't answer her NoonA.
"Eli!" She called him but,he didn't answer
. "Onni.. Gwaenchanha.. I can take it! Hmmm... It will be fine Onni,i'm sure ^^"
Hannah Onni can't let this situation but,she just nod her head and get out of this room.
"Hmm.. Eli.. I..."
"You know,you don't have to ask! I'm sick now! And who ask you to come to my house?
I thought,that you go dating with Kevin.."
I gulp and bited my lower lips.
"No.. I.. I want to visiting you. I want to know about your.. Conditions.."
"You worried about me?"
His words were sharp as a Vampire's fangs.
I don't care! Because i promised in my heart that i want to clear up my problem with him,today!
Not tomorrow or next week or next year!
"Of course i am!"
"You are? Who do you think who you are Hyuna?"
I take a deep breath and throw it slowly.
"Look.. I don't wanna make some argue with you!
I.. I.. I just wanna apologize with you and check your conditions.
Yes,i'm worried about you. I care about you. I love you. Everything!"
He throw his blanket and stand up from the bed.
"You care about me? You love me? Would you pull that words?
You never love me Hyuna. Ok,maybe you have loved me but,that wasn't same like before!
You've changed your love for Kevin,not me.."
"Not me! I'm not change it. I.. I.. I love Kevin,yes i love him!
But,i'm still loving you. The facts was,i have promised with Kevin that we always be a friend.
But,we broke that promise.
I never known that i would fell in love with him,
since he confessed his feeling to E-Young.
And i realized after we date.. But,i don't mean to betray you Eli."

He wipe his face and take a deep breath.
"I try with my best to be his best friend like before.
And i want to fix our relationship.."

My tears will fall but,i try to hold it! Because,i don't want to flowing my tears front of him.
I want to be strong.
"Look.. Hyuna.. I'm hurt now.. Really,i'm hurt now."
He touch his chest. I broke his heart.. I don't want to do that,mianhae chagiya.
"I know.. I know.. Mianhae.. Jeongmal mianhaeyo.. Will you forgive me? Jebal~
" I clutch his hand but,he let go off my hands with a rough.
He never be like this before with me..
"Eli.. Please"

"It's up to you Eli! I know you're hurt because of me and you hate me know.
You didn't answer my question.
I have apologized to you. If you won't forgive me,if you want to punch me,slap me,kick me or etc it's up to you!
I will accept it!"

Suddenly,i hear the door open it. Aigoo... That girl...
She is the girl who met me with Eli yesterday at the mall.

"Tia?" Eli said her name. Then,she gaze me like she want to ask to me. I remove my tears quickly 
"Who are you?"
but,she just gaze me. So,her name is Tia..

"Sorry guys!" She open the door and out of this room.
"Your new girlfriend?" I asked him without see looking into eyes.

"No,me and her. It looks like you and Kevin."

So,she is Eli's best friend?

"She is my childhood friend in USA..
She is more better than you,Hyuna!"

I throw my eyes from him and try to fix my heart already broke like a sand.
"I'm sure that you will be fine with her.."
Now i have courage to glare at him.
No.. No.. Not know! I don't wanna cry front of him.
Slowly,i pull his face and kiss his lips. I can feel his warm lips.
I don't believe it that he will be hopeless when i kiss him
,i think that he want to struggle or push me. Then,i broke my kiss.

"I leave now. Get well soon. Just call me if you need,as i can coming for you."
I turn around and look at Eli. He still stand up without looking me..
I guess,he don't want to see me. I turn around and close the door,i go to the downstairs with slowly
and i see Tia sit on the couch with Hannah Onni and Minah.
Then,Hannah Onni stand up from the couch and embrace my shoulder
"Hey,Hyuna! How's your and Eli?"
Tia gaze me. The way she looking me like she doesn't like me..
It looks like the old E-Young.

"Hmmm... I..."
Hannah Onni stop to asking then,she look at Tia.
"Ah,Tia.. Come here!"
Then,Tia stand up from the couch.
"Tia,this is Eli's girlfriend.
Her name is Im Hyun Ah,and Hyuna this is Eli's childhood friend at USA,Tia Hwang."
I nod my head and bow at her.

"Annyeonghaseyo,bangaptseumnida"
Then,she do the same things. But,she's not too friendly with me


 {Tia's POV}
Why do you even hear Hyuna (¬_¬͡)
I don't want introduce my self with her,i just take a bow at her and say
"Annyeonghaseyo,nado bangaptseumnida.."

She broke Eli's heart so,what did she doing in here?
He hate her! Did she didn't feel ashamed of her self?
But,why do Hannah Onni and Minah must be kind and friendly to her?

"Hyuna Onni so,how's your conditions?" Minah asked her then i throw my face.
Uh..
"Hmm.. I'm fine Saengie,thanks! How about you?"
"Nado Onni ^^"

Like an sickly girl. I mean look at her,her body too skiny and
her face is too pale.
Erghhhh!!!!!! I don't know why but,i really hate this girl.
"Ah... Hannah Onni,Minah,Tia..
I guess,i should goback to the home now.."
She stand up from the couch and take a bow.

"Annyeongkaseyo"
"Nee.. Annyeongkaseyo!" Huuuuuh.. Finally she leaved this house!
Go.. Go away! Hannah Onni close the door and i call her..
"Hmm.. Onni,may i go to the upstairs?"
"Of course Tia.."
Yes... Now! I can waste my time with Eli.
I can treat him,take care of him without Hyuna. I will make him forget about her!

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RainaSeoyounKo #1
Why is E-Young and Tia evil TT.TT
Can't wait to read it tho!! Hehe
music101
#2
Chapter 40: Omg, it was sooo sad and I really enjoy the story:)
Crystalic09
#3
Pordon me,what do you mean? Sequel of what?
MissUnderstand
#4
Chapter 36: Will there be a sequel?
Crystalic09
#5
Really? Wow i did it how to use the true of grammar ^^<br />
Thanks..<br />
I will continue if i have to finish to writing my story until the ending ☺
yeongyu #6
heyyo sist~ good job =3=<br />
nice story and good grammar, i thought<br />
continue your story, okay?<br />
ppyeong~<br />